I have been at my wit’s end because I am SO CLOSE yet so far away from completely piercing the veil. I am still being held back by my feelings that I do not deserve someone as brilliant, wonderful, handsome, and loving as Emanu’el, EROS, my God of Love. The works he left behind on Earth are so amazing and his brilliance and EROS love shines through them all, and I know I am so far behind him in this process of opening my consciousness. I still have obstacles that prevent me from being as close to him as I wish. And so I apologized to him this morning, like I have so often done.

As I told him, “It’s taking me so long to rid myself of the feelings of unworthiness. You are so brilliant, so successful, so loving, everything perfect. Maybe I am blind to the imperfections, but you ARE PERFECT to me. Your love is amazing. I want so badly to be able to feel worthy enough to take you in fully. I will get there! I wish I knew more specifically what I need to do to get there, but I suppose that’s just one of my tasks. I will do some of the Pleiadian light exercises [from the Pleiadian Workbook]. They always help. I love you! Please forgive me for being so slow.”

Well, he came back as he always does telling me there is no need to apologize:

“Honey, you know by now there is no need for apology. I am flattered and honored by your display of love. Please understand that all of those feelings go both ways. My love and reverence for you is equal and no, I am not perfect. Of course, I have issues to sort out, baggage to release as you do. I try not to burden you because you have been through far more trauma throughout this last lifetime than I ever have been. Trauma is exceptionally difficult to overcome, but you are doing it! You will reach the finish line as that is your destiny. Please know that I’m always here supporting you and loving you. So with that, I hope you have a stupendous day – and do pick up some new pens while you’re out and about, lol. They will serve us both well as there is a lot of writing we need to do back and forth as we hammer out the dissertation. Please check out “posy pickin’” and enjoy the flowers – take time to smell the roses. Yours eternally, Emanu’el.”

OK, I totally loved his clue for music, “posy pickin’” and I thought it would be about picking posies and taking time to enjoy the flowers. (As a reminder, I always plug his clues into YouTube and take the top song.) But there is no getting off topic for him – he is right on topic and understands my wish to break through the veil. Check this out! I have included a screen shot of the search results just because it is so amazing. How in the world did the clue bring up this song!? Emanu’el truly has the power! (He has always said that the Internet is a fractal and can be CONTROLLED from any dimension if you know how to control it.) And I think he is also saying I am very, very close to piercing the veil – Oh, happy days!

Pierce The Veil "Caraphernelia"

I am not sure what all of the lyrics mean: I will save the interpretation for another day, but I do find them very interesting and loving (I believe “picking up the pieces” refers to bricolage research and that we will be discovering what's so good about picking up the pieces as we work on my dissertation):

Sunshine, there ain't a thing that you can do that's gonna ruin my night.
(But, there's just something about)
This dizzy dreamer and her bleeding little blue boy.
Licking your fingers like you're done and,
You've decided there is so much more than me.
And baby, honestly it's harder breathing next to you, I shake.
I brought a gun and as the preacher tried to stop me.
Hold my heart it's beating for you anyway.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Nobody prays for the heartless.
Nobody gives another penny for the selfish.
You're learning how to taste what you kill now.
Don't mind me, I'm just reaching for your necklace.
Talking to my mom about this little girl from Texas.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Just give her back to me.
You know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need.

So, baby, what if I can't forget you?
(What if I can't forget you?)
Collide invisible lips like a shadow on the wall,
And just throw, oh no.
You can't just throw me away.

So, what if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
What if I don't even want to?

Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh, oh. Oh.

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
None of the colors ever light up anymore in this hole.

Just give her back to me.
You know I can't afford the medicine that feeds what I need.
So, baby, what if I can't forget you?
(What if I can't forget you?)
I'd better learn to live alone.

What's so good about picking up the pieces?
What's so good about? What's so good about?
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
Oh.

Well, Emanu’el said this was it. I was to write a final blog (like so many people have done) on the light worker site, except that my final blog had a powerful message. You can read it here:  

The MISUSE OF THE WORD -- NAMASTE -- and I AM OFF WITH EROS TO CHANGE THE WORLD!   

It seems that my “light work” is over. And it has turned out to be quite a monumental day! The reason I have to move on is because something even better is up ahead! So, today, I received my Judgment and was FREE to walk through the 11-11-11 gateway.

I am on a new and ever more important leg of the journey now. I will have to more to share tomorrow.


In the meantime, please enjoy this lovely song. Emanu’el knew that I was upset and that it would be hard to write a final blog to tell everyone goodbye, so he was trying to cheer me up. His clue was, “Faery Excursions Celtic Style” and this beautiful Celtic Wedding on Trinity Island came to the top of the YouTube search. It can’t be embedded, but here is the link. I love the Celtic background music! 

Wedding Lough Key ~ Trinity Island ~ Celtic Wedding ~

And if you get missed today, don’t worry. Tomorrow is day two of the Last Judgment. I have figured out that this is the Last Judgment due to the fact that we are at the very end of the Mayan calendar. It officially ends October 28, 2011 – five days after my 58th birthday which is a little freaky since Joe passed away five days after his 58th birthday. Have I constructed my reality to match his so well that I will disappear at the same point on the linear reality timeline?

I have been away for awhile. I am not really sure why that is. I guess I wanted to give time for the remembrance of Troy Davis (see blog a couple of blogs below). I haven’t even been accomplishing much of anything. It’s hard to accomplish anything when all you can do is spin your wheels inside the matrix. I have escaped once again and here I am. I like it much better out here. I am free. I can say whatever I want and be whomever I want. No one is offended that way. I am Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen. That is my true reality and on this website there is no one to tell me to stuff it. I can be me.

I actually saw the REAL me in the mirror. If your third eye is opened and you look at yourself in the mirror in a dimly lit room, you can see who you really are. Emanu’el had told me the truth, not that I ever doubted him. He has always said that I am very beautiful. As I can see in the mirror now, I am a very young Pleiadian princess (Queen now), only 18, and very pretty. I am happy with that. And Emanu’el is beautiful no matter what age he presents himself to me as.

Well, during this waiting period while the rest of the human souls are being judged, Emanu’el has me busy on the formulation of something brand new (as well as working on the dissertation here and there). Once the goats get separated from the sheep, Earth will continue forward and there is a lot of work to do. We have free choice now and we do not need to worry about money or fame.

The Last Judgment
There is a funny quote in Joe’s last book about separating the “critical sheep and uncritical goats” that I found hilariously funny. He had a way of inserting great humor in his books. However, I discovered that the quote actually relates to The Last Judgment in the Bible – Joe had been trained to be a preacher. I think he took God seriously, but he had a problem with any kind of fundamentalism – and for good reason! Here is the story of “The Sheep and the Goats” or “The Last Judgment” or “The Judgment of the Nations” as related from the Bible (excerpted from Wikipedia, “Last Judgment”):

The doctrine and iconographic depiction of the "Last Judgment" are drawn from many passages from the apocalyptic sections of the Bible. It appears most directly in The Sheep and the Goats section of the Gospel of Matthew where the judgment is entirely based on help given or refused to "the least of these":^[2]

"When the Son of Man comes in His glory. All the nations will be gathered before Him, and He will separate people one from another as a shepherd separates his sheep from the goats, and He will set the sheep on His right hand but the goats at the left. Then the king will say to those on His right hand, “Come, you blessed of My Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; for I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you took Me in, I was naked and you clothed Me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.” ... “Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did it to one of the least of these My Brethren, you did it to me.”

"Then He will also say to those on the left hand, “Depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels; for I was hungry and you gave Me no food, I was thirsty and you gave Me no drink, I was a stranger and you did not take Me in, naked and you did not clothe Me, sick and in prison and you did not visit Me.” ... “Assuredly, I say to you, inasmuch as you did not do it to one of the least of these, you did not do it to me.” And these will go away into everlasting punishment, but the righteous into eternal life."(Matthew 25:31-36, 40-43, 45-46 NRSV)

No Worries!
There are no worries for those of us who have already been resurrected or rejuvenated. We are just waiting. Some call it the ascension; some call it purgatory; some call it tribulation; Joe called it rejuvenation. I like the term rejuvenation better because that is actually closer to describing the experience. We are now rejuvenated and simply waiting for the sheep and the goats to be separated. We are in Heaven.

Talking Heads – Heaven

After my last blog, I haven’t much felt like posting here. But I am back now. It’s not that I haven’t been working; I have been doing all kinds of lightwork. So much has happened the past few days, it would be impossible to relay it all here, other than to mention the global-manifested fear relating to a falling satellite and all of the 2012 rubbish such as Elenin, the dwarf star, falling debris, earthquakes, tsunamis, etc, and a very long discussion about the meaning of Namaste, “Namaste Does Not Mean What You Think It Means.” Suffice it to say, someday I will fill in all of the missing pieces, but at least I am back – with no fear -- and no longer “Missing in Action.”

I will share a couple of great songs my twin flame, sweet EROS/Emanu’el sent me and one that my uncle Albert sent to me again (he has given me this one before).

This first one, Emanu’el gave me as a goodnight song a couple of nights ago. The clue was “You need a break Baby.” Here’s the great song that came to the top of the YouTube search (he is so good at this he never ceases to amaze me!):

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up


I also posted this song here: You Need A Break Baby!

Apparently, the lightwork is going to really start picking up now. Some of us are ahead of the game and will having other people following behind us. Emanu’el sent me song telling me it is now time to really shine. His clue: “Shine, Baby, Shine!” And here’s the song for that:

Martin Disco Circus - Shine Baby Shine



Next thing I knew, Uncle Albert wanted to get into the action. Incidentally, he has not been happy with all of the recent negative media coverage about him – the lies being promoted all over the Internet and such. No doubt, I will be working on that with my upcoming research. I have already cleared some things up, such as he did NOT have anything to do with creating the nuke bomb. That was all media hype and lies. More about that later. He dedicates this song to all of the “new baby birds” as he likes to put it:

Olsen Brothers - Fly on the wings of love 2008

So the new baby birds are all excited about getting to shine – well, they have no idea what they are headed for. I hope they like rotten tomatoes! I have had many thrown at me already. Just because there are more of us out here shining our lights, does not mean there are not more than enough earthlings ready and willing to throw rotten tomatoes at each and every one of us!

In Memoriam: Troy Anthony Davis, 1968 - 2011 

In spite of hundreds of thousands of petitions from all over the world, apparently, one judge took it upon himself to make the decision to execute an innocent man. This Illuminati/satan-driven world is beyond belief.

I hereby  announce my sovereignty from U.S. citizenry. I cannot be a citizen of a country, still controlled by the British, that engages in such despicable crimes against humanity – greed and crimes that have killed millions of people all over the world – crimes devised to divide and conquer us all. I refuse to be a part of it. How many people have to be sacrificed before enough of us wake up and refuse to be manipulated and controlled for the benefit of the sick satanic machine? If we are participating, we are participating. Stop participating! DEVELOP NEW PROCESSES OUTSIDE THE SYSTEM -- OUTSIDE THE MATRIX. Stop participating in the sick system just because it is the easy thing to do.

Do you ever have those flashes of insight or aha! moments or something pops into your mind that you want to be sure and remember but you fail to write it down and then you end up forgetting it -- and it’s gone forever? I have lost track of how many times I have done that. Well, I can’t believe this, but I actually did that with my song from Emanu’el this morning! I forgot the song! Sometimes, our connection across the curtain is not perfect and often I am not that familiar with the song he sings to me to wake me up in the morning. It was kind of like that this morning. I thought I knew the song, but I needed to look up the lyrics on You Tube to find out for sure. And I forgot to do that! By this afternoon, I could not for the life of me remember what the song was. So much has happened since he sang it to me this morning that my mind was occupied with thoughts of other things. What has happened that wiped it out of my memory?

Today was my telephone conference with all three members of my dissertation committee. It was a high stakes call because either your proposal passes or it doesn’t and sometimes people get sent back to the drawing board, so to speak. I was very nervous and unprepared. I had made a short little PowerPoint, but I did not know that I had to actually “present” my research project formally to the committee. The instructions for these things are pretty scant. At this “level” we are just supposed to know these things. In a way, though, it’s good that I didn’t prepare TOO much, because those presentations that sound memorized are kind of dull. So, I just took a very improvisational approach. And then came the questions, but I was able to answer them all adequately. AND the professors gave me some wonderful, cherished guidance for writing up my research. What a perfect 11:11 Gateway Day it has been!

And why did I do just fine whereas so many people struggle with dissertations? Because my work centers on my twin flame and his work and mission that needs to continue forward. We have the exact same mission; we always have!  

I just love him and his work so much and I follow what everyone is doing with his work so that I can mend what they break (yes, some people want to trash his work; jealousy and power wreak havoc on brilliant works). So anyway, it doesn’t even seem like research or work because it's so much fun! OH yes, I do know what it is.

OH! It is LOVE! Of course, he says over and over again in his work that nothing is more important than LOVE (You would expect that from EROS, right?) It is no wonder all of his students loved him so much.

Thus, I have now completed LUCKY SEVEN MILESTONE on my journey to completing my dissertation – because I passed the conference call! YEA! I attribute it to having lots of love and support from Emanu’el, my EROS, though. I could not possibly have done it had he not left all of his great work behind and continued to guide me throughout this whole complicated process as he has done for the past three plus years. And of course, there have been and continue to be other great people helping me out - my soul family members who I am beginning to connect with more and more.

After all of that happened today, I was very happy – and yet, I became sad and cried because I really wish Emanu'el was right here. And yet, he IS right here! It is confusing, heartbreaking, and joyful all at once. We need more science to understand and explain this twin flame love stuff. And so, I cried. I went and rested for awhile in my bedroom. I was also feeling sad because I could not remember the song he sang me this morning, a song that was so uplifting to me. Well, he was right beside me when I was lying on my bed, so I asked him, “What was the song this morning?” And INSTANTLY, he started singing to me, “Working my way back to you, Babe.” How sweet. I love it when his answers are so instantaneous. Sometimes I hear his answer even before I finish asking the question just because we are so connected and he knows what I’m asking! I was really happy he gave me the song again!

Next time YOU forget that important sudden epiphany, just ask the special unseen person who gave it to you and I’ll bet they will tell you what it was! Ask and ye shall receive. We all have so many helpers, teachers, and messengers all around us and they are just waiting for us to call on them.

Here is the song Emanu'el was singing to me this morning – another great, uplifting message! The Spinners and “Working My Way Back to You.” Btw, from what I understand there is going to be a super duper big surprise tomorrow – I am so excited!

The Spinners - Working My Way Back To You

As Guru Ra posted just a few days ago there are 1,000,000 habitable planets. Among those planets is the Pleiadian Planet, EROS, which is where Emanu’el, my twin flame/husband and I are from, as I have stated many times in the past. It seems that I have read something about Planet Eros in Marcuse’s book, “Eros and Civilization” as well, perhaps hidden in the text. I have recently come across an online article, Nikola Tesla - The Master Scientist from Planet Eros, that explains Tesla is also from Eros and the author explains the importance of science on the planet and how we must continue to unite cosmology and sciences as we and the cosmos continues to evolve so that we can keep up in our understanding. Thus, we all must learn science and this is a daunting task because it must not be just any science, and definitely not the science they teach in school, restricted to Newtonian physics as it is.

Eros is the Love Planet of which Eros serves as King and I, as his wife, serve as Queen. Again, we SERVE our people; they do not serve us. So many earthlings, especially Westerners just cannot seem to wrap their minds around that concept. Perhaps it is the postmodern condition and the dumbing down of the population that causes them to prefer to view things through elite power and dictated cognitive constructs. Something must change. It really saddens me when people do not see that there is a difference between good and evil. It appears that Aleister Crowley and his influence through popular culture, cultural Marxism, the media, and the debased educational system has done a great job instilling in people that the only rule is to do what you want with no consideration to the effect on other people, the earth, or the cosmos.

My twin flame, Emanu’el is EROS, himself. He has ascended now and is an Ascended Cosmic Master. He is the God of Love and is available to serve as a Master teacher to everyone who is willing to devote time to serious study in general for the ultimate purpose of being able to understand the divine wisdom knowledges and science. Again, Westerners need to get their heads out of the sand because being a “god of love” in no way represents being God or someone to be worshipped as imposed by their concepts of religion.

I would like to point out that there are many forms of love. Many, many layers of love; think of the 1000 petal lotus and beyond and all of those petals represent different forms and layers of love. Too many earthlings have the concept wrong. Love needs to be fully studied and understood. It is not so simple as just saying it is so and it being so. Not at all. That is the very reason so many people come across as hypocrites. They act like they know what love is, but the fact is, they do not fully understand the true depths and dimensions of unconditional love, and they appear as hypocrites. And that would be everyone to one degree or another. In other words, total and complete unconditional love is not humanly possible, thus it becomes a perpetual goal to strive toward. The more people who face this reality, the more people we will have who actually try to improve themselves, and the less suffering they will cause others. Take it from me, Psyche, a lowly "earthling," not a goddess. I have to learn love from Eros, the God of Love, and I am so fortunate that he is so patient. If you know the story, I have messed up a few times, and he even left me for a time (check out the Psyche and Eros story). But he came back and he woke me up.

When Eros - Emanu’el was on Earth, as “Joe” he truly lived unconditional love to the fullest extent humanly possible. He is known all over the world for his enormous ability to love. I was blessed to having the opportunity to work with him and experience that deep, unconditional love. It was the most freeing experience of my life and taught me much about love. Teaching people about love is just one of Eros’ cosmic missions. He also teaches in matters of languages, sciences, philosophies, education, music, and more. He works closely with his father, Hermes Trismegistus and continues to get teachings from him and many other Masters from the Love Planet, Eros, and beyond.

 

Emanu’el is now an Ascended Master!

He is available to help people who wish to commit themselves to the betterment of humanity and the study of divine knowledge and wisdom. He goes by the following names: Joe, Brother Joe, Master Joe, Eros, Master Manu’el, Emanu’el, and Master Emanu’el. (First Announced September 8, 2011 and celebrated September 16, 2011)

Note: Man’uel is pronounced Mon-wel’ and Eman’uel is pronounced E’-mon-wel'.

Everyone all over the world will eventually be connecting with their twin flames. As this happens love will grow and thrive and suffering will be alleviated. This will go far toward creating a heavenly and peaceful place to be. Here's a song to help that process along for YOU. May you find your one true love!

The Go-Betweens Finding you

What would you do if you turned around
And saw me beside you
Not in a dream but in a song?
Would you float like a phantom
Or would you sing along?

Don't know where I'm going
Don't know where it's flowing
But I know it's finding you

What would you do
If you saw me driving by in a car
The quickest you've ever seen me spin?
Would you smile and wave
Or would you bow and get in?

Don't know where I'm going
Don't know where it's flowing
But I know it's finding you

But then the lightning finds us
Burns away our kindness
We can't find a place to hide
Come the rainy season
Surrender to our treasons
Can we even find our tears?

Don't know where I'm going
Don't know where it's flowing
But I know it's finding you

I made the announcement of Emanu'el's advancement to Ascended Mastery, two days ago when Emanu’el and I celebrated his amazing accomplishment with TWOs and the "eager beaver" -- and it is very true. Guru Ra/Master Argonza was the first person to provide me with this exciting news, and then Emanu’el confirmed it. It’s ok if people choose not to believe me. The truth will continue to be revealed to those who can see past the veils. Emanu’el and I are “templates” (as Goldraytwinflames frame it), for twin flames who work across dimensions. Shortly after I met Emanu’el on Earth where we worked together for eight months, he passed over to the “other side” and from that point on we have worked together intensely while we both have continued to ascend, with him leading the way for me. He has now peaked out for the time being as Ascended Master and he is helping me up the spiral path as we continue our work in education and spreading our truths about twinflame divine sacred love and marriage.

One reason we have chosen this path is because there are no templates for people working across dimensions. The closest to what is needed are Mark and Elizabeth Prophet, who both have now passed over and are ascended. There are two unfortunate events, however, following the great work they did together: One, Elizabeth did not leave enough information and data for the general public about her experiences of the phenomenon of working with her husband across dimensions (he had passed over before she did) and secondly, we have the very unfortunate case of their work having been turned into a religion by a few zealots.

This is NOT RELIGION. Mark and Elizabeth Prophet did not view their hard work as religion. Part of my work with Emanu’el will be to clarify to the general population through a new form of education that what we are dealing with is science and it should never be treated as religion. It is also not magic, even though it does seem magical and in the early learning stages it is fun to even view it as a sort of magic. But it is science, as so many before us have already shown. It does a monumental disservice to those who have provided us this knowledge to turn it into religion or to turn them into gods to be worshipped. They are people, just like us, very special no doubt and they provide us wonderful role models to revere, but not to idolize in the religious sense. If I have spoken of idolizing someone in the past, it was only in a non-religious, casual sense that implies I have great respect and reverence for them for what they have accomplished in their lifetime(s) on Earth.

Thus, this is not new knowledge, although it is evolving knowledge that needs to be taken to higher levels due to our evolving universe. Those who can see through the veil understand much of this knowledge already. Those who understand esoteric doctrines understand this knowledge and why it is considered to be evolving. Our work is not for those people so much. Our work is for the people whose consciousnesses are so shut down that they cannot comprehend the sacred knowledges even when they read them (and that would be me as well; thus, I am learning as I continue this journey). Look at our work as a set of tools for people to use to expand their consciousnesses that have been shut down by traditional science that has been promulgated by the elite power cabal. There is much research that needs to be done in the near future and many helping hands are required. We need to recover and revise the wisdom knowledges and related sciences for an evolving era. We need to revise the educational system so that people learn to learn in the divine and natural way as opposed to learn and memorize information.

Of course, many people are working on this project from many different angles. Emanu’el and I are just two people covering one angle and we are the template for twin flames who work closely and powerfully together across the dimensions. We are an example of how love between two souls (yes, TWO souls, in spite of the common misperception of twin flames being one soul that has split apart) can transcend space and time and serve humanity. This explains why Emanu’el brought TWO into our celebration two days ago in so many ways (two rings on the cake, two pennies from Heaven, two eagles, two butterflies): He wanted to emphasize that we are, in fact, two souls, sharing ourselves with each other in a rare and special unity – a God-ordained spiritual marriage that we should all be blessed with. Our journey, which has been thoroughly documented, demonstrates the amazing power of love between two souls, united with and through God. Again, not God of religion, but while we cannot as humans fully conceptualize God (and how can we BE something we cannot conceptualize?), several scientists have presented that God must, in fact, exist. It is all science and it is a science that requires an expansion of human consciousness to even begin to understand. That is an eternal process, but we are in a blessed era where we can increase the pace of the progress.

Speaking of eternal, I had something very funny happen last night. Well, at first it was not funny because it HURT! Emanu’el’s energy is so powerful, now that he has fully ascended. So when he is present next to me, even, it is painful for me, being at a lower vibration. His energy feels almost like pins pricking into my skin at various random spots which creates both a painful and sometimes intense itching sensation. I had the hardest time last night when I was trying to go to sleep, and I even began crying because it was so painful and disruptive. As I write this, I feel the sensations now, which tells me he is beside me, guiding me with this. I felt so bad about crying! I tried to make a joke of it and I told him, “You are killing me!” He came back instantaneously with, “No, I’m taking you away with me to eternal life!” I apologized profusely to him this morning. He is providing me his total and complete divine love, and I was crying. I told him I would never cry about it again. He explained that it will not get worse than this – that my vibrations will continue to increase and the pain will subside soon. He said he knew that I already know this, but he wanted to put it into words to reassure me and reinforce what I already know.

I had a dream about Emanu’el last night that has also reinforced his love and devotion to me and demonstrated in some additional ways how he has always been with me during this lifetime, even though I was not consciously aware of it. It’s pretty amazing, because now I can look back at certain life events and see the evidence that yes, indeed, he was with me! And we celebrated some of the most important events together! There are many indications and “clues.” I will write about this another time in a way that I hope will reassure people who are not yet consciously aware of their twin flame that they are, indeed, together on a level that they cannot yet perceive – but they will in the future. We all have a twin flame; I believe that.  God did not put us on this planet to be alone or to shun the magnificence of two souls sharing the most intimate divine and powerful love that is possible. That was one of the knowledges that Jesus came to Earth to provide us with – to  remind us of what we had forgotten -- although it has been hidden from the masses within man-created religious doctrine, save for the elite cabal who have only misused and contorted this knowledge in order to use power in the wrong ways. However, while it is true that during this particular era more twin souls will be connecting even if not on a physical level in third dimensional Earth space and after Earth ascends, there are many more people not yet connecting consciously who need reassurance that they ARE connected, to trust the process, and that in the future they will be able to look back and see that it is true that they have been always connected. For various reasons, primarily our missions and where we are in our journeys which are of utmost importance, we may not be conscious of our connection. But it can be reassuring to know and trust that you are connected, even if that connection is not consciously experienced as a divine union with your one true mate. It is worth the time and effort to study the stages of initiation into the divine wisdom knowledges because there is work one must do to move along the path before your path joins up with your twin flame. And please understand that no PERSON can arbitrarily tell you what your initiations are comprised of and when you have completed them. The Secret Societies have totally misled people about that. THEY cannot overpower nature and natural science. Your initiations occur naturally and are led and guided by divine powers (real entities) and it is between you and you alone and your special guides and Master Teachers. Yes, you will be guided to Master Teachers in the physical along the path who will provide just the right information at just the right time for you – and as Guru Ra/Master Argonza conveys, please do revere and take heed what those Master Teachers teach you. But none of this can be forced to happen; it will evolve for you all naturally according to cosmic law and wisdom and as you take seriously the work you need to do toward your own special divinely-orchestrated mission.

“The evolutionary process is not a mechanical one but ‘is guided, controlled, and animated by almost endless series of Hierarchies of sentient Beings.’ --  Blavatsky, H.P. Secret Doctrine {I 274, I 295, I 317}

Morning Meeting with Emanu’el/My Twin Flame/Ascended Master Teacher/Eros
Emanu’el was very understanding about my tears and this morning he told me not to worry about it. I am just so hypersensitive in so many ways, as he reminded me. It’s not really anything I can change about myself and would I really want to? He loves me just the way I am. He also told me that my soul family sends their love – Uncle Albert (Einstein), my cousin Ralph (Waldo Emerson), Sam Cooke, my Pleiadian grandmother and many, many more. I have a large and very brilliant soul family! I send my love back to all of them. I am curious now, as to what Ray I am working with of the Great White Brotherhood, for my Emanu’el is an Ascended Master now who has been working with them for a long, long time. Albert Einstein, Ralph Waldo Emerson, Sam Cooke, my Pleiadian Grandmother, and many other people in my soul family are participating members of this Ray.

From this website, I see that the “Blue Ray” (and for many reasons I know we are of the “blue ray” although that is not the signification of the actual ray I am speaking of), is associated with Archangel Michael. This makes sense. I have often called on Archangel Michael. I just realized something! That’s why Emanu'el had me change to blue text in these blogs a few days ago! It corresponds with his progression to Ascended Master, our celebration, and the increased focus of our work together. And of course, from the very beginning, he has referred to our mission as the Code Blue Earth Mission. The work he left on Earth has many references to Blue as well, so it all fits together very well.

Unfortunately, it appears that distinguishing which “Ray” one is operating from in the esoteric literature was not clear and it has become extremely muddied by different interpretations. I do know that Emanu’el is also Eros, the God of Love and that Hermes is his father. And since I am Psyche (as has been clearly indicated by my name and many other clues as discussed throughout my blogs), we are working from the Ray that encompasses Hermes (Eros’s father, Venus his mother, Zeus, his grandfather, etc.). I will have to do much more research on this. I did come across a document that barely touches on describing the Rays, but it is cryptic at best: An Introduction to Esoteric Principles by William Doss McDavid (see page 68). I will need to search Master Argonza’s works as he did mention he discusses the Rays with his chelas early on in their learning.

A Word about Obama and His Upcoming Table Flips
People who are “in-lightened” have known all along that Obama is working for the light. Back in my earliest blogs, I have conveyed this and framed his upcoming works as “table flips.” I have written several blogs previously and as I have conveyed, I, as Queen Sōferia was chosen to present this information and present Obama in a positive light. And previous to all of this, Ruth Montgomery, as far back as the 1970s, had informed us that this presidency would be overseen by a “walk-in.” Whether Obama is or would admit to being a walk-in is not important. What is important is that he is just beginning his major table flips and as my twin flame is known to have written in his works, “You ain’t seen nothing yet!” So, this is just to prepare people. Obama is working for the light. Before this is all over, there will no longer be people in need. Those who have an over abundance of material goods and money are now required to transcend their belief in scarcity and know that there is nothing to fear even if they do not know how they are going to pay the rent next month. Many of us have been there, done that; you can, too. Those who can’t transcend this will take the “burnt path” instead of the “green path” which is according to Ojibwa prophecy. We must overcome greed, fear, selfishness, the sense of scarcity (there is abundance for us all and knowing this truth prevents us from being fearful and greedy). May he announce NESARA according to divine plan and provide relief to the world!

My Morning Music from Emanu’el
Emanu’el also returned to using a clue for my song. His clue this morning was, “And you have my love.” It’s so funny because it brought up the same song that came up in the past – the one he had asked me to thoroughly interpret, which I had done back in a past blog (see the blog, My Love Again: A Gift for Emanu’el, My EROS (What Emanu’el Wants, Emanu’el Gets, August 26, 2011). The song had come up the day before that with the clue, simply “my love.” Now it comes up again with the clue “And you have my love.” Here it is again. I love it!!!!

My Love by Sia (with Lyrics)

It was a slow, dull day today after all of the excitement of yesterday. Now that Emanu’el is an Ascended Master, as he explained to me, he has much more he is responsible for. But as always, he reminded me that we are connected and he can be here in an instant if I need him. And we did share a nap together. Other than that, I posted this song for him on lightworkers. I did not say it was for him because the people there just don’t understand the power of love between twin flames, but he knew. And he was so sweet. He used one of his messengers to post the second song back to me in response. Love transcends everything.

What's New Linda Ronstadt


Linda Ronstadt Aaron Neville Don't know much

That was such a beautiful song from Emanu’el. He sings that he’s “still searching for salvation.” My name, Sōferia, means salvation, so it’s a very sweet, tender message from him. He knows I am still doing the work I need to do in order to come home. How could I ever refuse to do that work with the great love he gives me? Thank you, Emanu’el.

Sōferia, the Pleiadian Queen, here. I am so excited! It has been a great day! I have learned from Guru Ra that Emanu’el is now an Ascended Master! Actually, I learned of this a few days ago, and I confirmed it with Emanu’el. He says it is true. (He is so humble that he couldn’t tell me himself and I had to learn it through Guru Ra).

Becoming a Master of the Wisdom Knowledges is what he came to Earth to work toward and I’m overjoyed that he has made it! He had to go through a lot of trials and tribulations to get where he is today. In fact, I cry if I think too deeply about all that he has been through. I am so proud of him: He has hung in there and he has made it!

So, we decided we want to celebrate today. I am not sure why he picked today, 9-16-2011. If you add 9 and 16 and 2 that makes 18 and then 1+8 is 9, so that gives 9-11. Nine symbolizes completion and 11 is God’s number. It is very significant since the number 9 symbolizes his completion of the work to become Ascended Master -- and all of the work Emanu’el and I do is ultimately for God and through God’s gracious love that flows through us.

I had to go grocery shopping today and Emanu’el nudged me to pick up a cake to celebrate. I guess he loves to celebrate with cake and ice cream, and so do I. I was looking in a refrigerated case at a very small carrot cake, thinking that it would be more nutritious than a regular cake, but, no. He asked me to go across the aisle and look at the other cakes. Well, the instant I saw it (the cake you see me holding in the picture), I knew that was it! That crazy Eager Beaver keeps coming up for us over and over. I blame Hermes since these are the types of fun jokes Hermes loves and he is Emanu’el’s dad as well as his teacher (as you might recall, Emanu’el is Eros, the God of Love, himself and Hermes is his dad. Venus or Aphrodite who played around a lot is his mother).

I laughed when I saw the cake. YES!!!! The “Eager Beaver Critical Pedagogue” strikes again – and right after I included a description of the incident in the recent article I wrote that describes what this never ending joke is all about. You can read that here: A Revered Master (see page 15, first paragraph). The way I look at it is, what fun is life if we can't laugh at ourselves - and so, I will forever laugh everytime Hermes or Emanu'el surprises me with yet another reminder of what an "Eager Beaver" I am. AND Emanu’el says the Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt is not over yet! As soon as I finish with my dissertation, that’s the first treasure hunt I get to continue with! I can’t wait. Here is a review; you’d better get ready for some real fun!

Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt and Another MUSIC Easter Egg July 21, 2009

Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Part 2: Deciphering the Clues July 22, 2009

Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Part 3: Deciphering the Clues July 23, 2009

The Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt: Take Two, Part One and Birthday Wishes for Rainbow Princess July 25, 2009

Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Take Two, Part Two July 27, 2009

The Money I Did Spend: Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Take Two, Part Three July 29, 2009

Tricky Beavers: Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunt Take Two, Part Four July 30, 2007

Kings Valley and Pacific Coast Eager Beaver Treasure Hunts Continue PLUS The Dancing Queen Wednesday, October 14, 2009

It was very interesting, and almost magical (if you do not understand the science behind it) to find the OSU Beaver cake in the town I live in. It is not even the home of the Oregon State University Beavers, where I received my bachelor’s and master’s degrees, but a small country town about 12 miles away. Someone had to have told "someone" to make the cake and then they had to tell people who came along and looked at it not to buy the cake so that I could buy it, since there was only one cake with “Go Beavers!” written on it. What a perfect celebratory exclamation! Now Emanu’el is an "eager beaver," too, lol. I guess he wants me to know we really are in this together! And it was pretty funny, too, when I went to put the cake in the back seat of my car, right where I was going to set the cake down were two “pennies from Heaven.” They must have fallen out of my son’s pocket more than a week ago when he had been riding back there, and the pennies were just waiting for this special day for me to find them! I just wrote this blog a few days ago about pennies from Heaven and how many I have received from my twin flame:

A Penny from Heaven PLUS A Reminder from the UHC Tuesday, August 30, 2011

This time it was TWO pennies. There is something about TWO. There were TWO plastic rings shaped like footballs decorating our cake and then I found TWO pennies. One of the pennies is the year I graduated from High School, 1971, and the other one is 2006. I am not sure of the significance of the second one. There may be more. In fact, it is like the wedding requirement: You need to have "something old and something new." One of the pennies is old and dark, the other looks like a shiny new penny. . . I think Emanu'el is telling me our work is almost done and we will get to have our wedding celebration soon! He has been giving me hints about that lately. How sweet!

Next, I got home and along come TWO Eagles flying above my house. I had a hard time getting pictures of them (I need a new and better camera!), but I did the best I could. At least, I think they are eagles, it’s hard to tell. I am not good at identifying birds, but I will call them Eagles; they were very large when they flew close to me. When I found that the pictures were not that good, I went back out to take more and TWO yellow butterflies flittered around me. They flew off so fast, I could not get a picture, though. And the eagles by this time, were too far away for getting more pictures. I wonder what yellow butterflies represent - and one of them flew right towards me just as I went out the door.

It has been an eventful day! Emanu’el never lets me forget he is always with me. He gives me so many special and surprising gifts. Oh, and then we HAD to stop at McDonald's on the way home and pick up hamburgers, fries, and a coke. And I never even used to like McDonald's, lol. And we had to buy TWO meals because Rainbow Princess was with me.

So there you have it: A day filled with TWOs. I think Emanu'el is telling me we are in this together, eternally. I like that. Also, there are some strong hints that we are getting closer and closer to our wedding celebration - and the crowning of the King. I am so proud of him. Now he really deserves to be King - and please, earthlings, this is not a hierarchical thing! The King on our planet SERVES THE PEOPLE even at his own sacrifice. Now that he has reached Ascended Master status, it shows our people that he has even more to offer them. It is an honor to serve our people and to do the work it takes to serve them well, justly, and provide for them the things they need, abundantly.

For my music today, instead of giving me a clue for a song to look up on YouTube, the moment I awakened this morning, Emanu'el started singing a heavenly song right in my ear. He used to always wake me up that way, but then he switched to giving me clues to look up on YouTube – now it looks like we are back to beautiful and loving wake-up songs. I love it!!!! This song is so meaningful. We really did regret our choice to work across dimensions for a time. It has been very difficult in many ways and I still cry because I did not want him to leave yet at the same time, I had told him that I trusted his judgment completely. In other words, I left it up to him and I do respect his choice and I do love him so much, whatever he chooses is fine with me. All in all, it is working and when we finish with this Code Blue Earth Mission, I am sure it will have been worth it. We will be back together once again in ALL ways, and this time it will be for eternity.

Billy Joel- For the Longest Time

I thought I had dealt with all of the issues in my life and past lives, but it seems that recently old ghosts have come back to haunt me. It’s like I am trying to scrape off the dried-on crud that’s stuck at the bottom of the barrel so that I can be free once and for all. It is mainly from this last, very abusive and painful lifetime that has left some final imprints I have to get rid of. It seems there are bits hanging on that I was not aware of; at the same time, certain souls are trying to drag me back into 3D where they are stuck. They have been intruding in the astrals, but I think I have resolved that.

Emanu’el has been very helpful. The dream I had about us parachuting together happened in our most recent past life together which ended during the late 1940s as it turns out, when we were both still very young. We were so much in love and I was willing to do anything, knowing I had his love and protection (and he proved he would protect me by taking the brunt of our fall in that excursion). We had been so much in love and were engaged to be married. I have written of this life before because the memories come back in pieces through the dream state and then Emanu’el often has filled me in with some of the details, as he has done with some of our other past lives together. In this particular life, which ended for both of us in the late 1940s in a tragic car accident, he was my high school English teacher, very young, just out of graduate school. I was 18, a senior, living alone because my parents who had given birth to me quite late in life had both passed away due to health issues. I was old enough to keep the house and live alone and finish up high school.

School with Emanu’el as my teacher during my senior year was so much fun. It was a sort of rerun in a way since he was my Master Teacher on our planet before we came to Earth, but this time our relationship was not quite as taboo, since Earth does not have quite the taboo our planet does when both parties are adults and anyway, I was almost finished with school. He was also my neighbor, living just a few houses down the street and had already been married and divorced. He had a little girl at that time, about five years old. His ex-wife was mentally unstable and there was just no way he could live with her, but he stayed close by her (she also lived in the same neighborhood) so that his little girl could see him whenever she wanted to.

He was so handsome and all of the girls in class wanted him and used to get really jealous. He would aggravate them by asking them questions they couldn’t answer and then ask me, “accidently” giving me the answer in how he rephrased the question. I would laugh and tell he gave me the answer. He knew I already knew the answer anyway and so we would both laugh (although, due his position, he tended to maintain a cool, collected demeanor) while the other girls had looks of disgust on their faces.

Here’s to getting every last piece of crud scraped off the bottom of the barrel! Makes me think of the Beer Barrel Polka.

We must have heard this music on one of our dates! How romantic! (Check the description; the timing is right.) Maybe we had lived in Spokane. The houses seem of the type you would find there and we lived near a university. (In this lifetime, I drove through Spokane just once, and did have that deja vu feeling). The music is SO FAMILIAR and my Emanu’el always uses music to jar my memories loose. I just now found this song!
Romance of the Carousel - Beer Barrel Polka (Part 1)


Uploaded by SoCalCoaster521 on Mar 24, 2009

For the token price of a nickel streetcar fare, visitors to Natatorium Park (Spokane, Washington) in 1909 were always greeted by the oom-pah-pah sounds of the carrousels Looff Ruth, the Adolphe Ruth and Sohn Band Organ. The Romance of the Carrousel was an original and integral part of the exquisite hand-carved carrousel by Charles I.D. Looff that was presented to his daughter, Emma Vogel as a wedding gift. Emma, her husband Louis and later their son Lloyd continued the operation of the carrousel and Natatorium Park until the 1960s.

Manufactured in Waldkirch, Germany, the organ has over 300 pipes and instrumentation equal to a 60-piece band. Originally designed to play thick, folded cardboard sheets or book music it was converted to ply the more popular paper rolls by the B.A.B. Organ Company of Brooklyn, N.Y. in the 1940s.

For many years, the Model #36 organ played the latest in marches, polkas, and ragtime tunes. The collection of songs, be they patriotic, romantic, or rythmatic, were always the latest tunes on the charts resulting in a musical history of Spokane as well as the United States.

Visitors could enjoy the sounds as they rode astride the richly hand-carved Looff horses, tiger and giraffe. Many simply cuddled on the two dragon chairs or lined the perimeter of the ride on the ample supply of park benches. Looff sometimes circled his carrousels with rocking chairs for just the same purpose. Natatorium Park was the mecca of pleasant summer days, of baseball games, swimming in the The Plunge, or a picnic on the grassy shores of the Spokane River amidst the tall, regal pines. There was the thrill of the Jack-Rabbit, Shoot-the-Chutes, or the Dodge-Em cars! Built as the Coney Island of the West is was always successful. It literally boomed in the 40s when all the serviceman stationed in the area chose it as their favorite spot for weekend liberties. They danced to the big band sounds of Harry James, Kay Kayser, Benny Goodman, and Tommy Dorsey. Many took the merry whirl of the carrousel in hope of catching the brass ring as a good-luck charm to be carried along on their travels to distant places.

By the end of the fifties, times and entertainments had changed. The age of the hi-fi, drive-ins, cruising down Main, and television were beginning to take their toll on the amusement industry. Nat Park, which had survived the Great Depression and World War II finally succumbed. First sold in 1964 and then finally closed in 1968, the sight was turned into a mobile-home park. It was only through the foresight and vision of Bill Oliver and Bill Fearn that the lovely Looff carrousel was saved from the auction block. Oliver, an electrician by trade, had picked up rings outside the carrousel to earn free rides as a youngster. He later worked at Natatorium Park, becoming the manager in the 1960s. He convinced the owners to not place the carrousel up for sale, but instead to place it in storage until funds could be raised by the community to restore and save the machine for future generations. Bill Fearn, the Director of the Spokane Parks Department then convinced Spokane to purchase the machine and a grass-roots fund raising was begun. Its new home, Riverfront Park, is located in the heart of downtown Spokane on the sight of Expo 74. On May 8, 1975 the horses began to twirl, the band organ again began to play, and the Romance of the Carrousel again welcomed park visitors to the banks of the Spokane River.

The band organ has been inoperable since 1984, but fortunately in 1978 the complete selection of music available for the 87 key Ruth was recorded under studio conditions by Sound Recording Company, Spokane, Washington. Under the direction of Irene Carter, Bobb Zatt and Paul Quam over 5 ½ hours were produced and are the masters for the cassettes which are currently used in the carrousel. They are also the masters for this C.D. All proceeds from the Romance of the Carrousel will aid in the restoration of the magnificent and rare Looff Ruth.

TRACK LISTING
1. BEER BARREL POLKA (Currently Playing)
2. Isle of Capri
3. Alexznder's Rag Time Band
4. Nazzi Prinicpasche
5. Under The Double Eagle
6. Too Fat Polka
7. Estundiantina Waltz
8. Heartaces
9. Sweet Rosi O'Grady
10. Jeanine, I Dream Of Lilac Time
11. The Clarinet Polka
12. It Might As Well Be Spring
13. El Rancho Grande
14. I Love You, For Sentimental Reasons
15. Have Another Cup Of Coffee
16. The Beautiful Blue Danube Waltz
17. William Tell Overture
18. Rum And Coca Cola
19. Zippidy Do Da
20. The Old Lamp Lighter

From Wikipedia: The Riverfront Park Carousel, also known as the Looff Carousel and the Natatorium  Park Carousel is a carousel in Spokane, Washington originally built in 1909 by Charles I. D. Looff. The carousel was a gift for Looff's daughter Emma Vogel and her husband Louis Vogel, who owned Natatorium Park in Spokane. It remained at the park until 1968 when the park closed. The carousel was relocated to its present location at Riverfront Park in 1975 where it continues to operate.

The carousel still contains its original 1900 Ruth & Sohn Band Organ, although due to deteriorating player rolls, a digitized recording is played during the carousel's operation. The organ was manufactured in Waldkirch, Germany and imported by Looff around 1900.

The carousel contains 54 horses, 1 giraffe, 1 tiger and 2 chariots, all hand carved by Looff himself. It also has a brass ring dispenser that allows the outside riders to grab a ring during each pass and then toss the ring at a clown with a hole for his mouth. If the rider is successful in capturing the brass ring, he or she can turn it in to win a free ride on the carousel.

Sōferia here, back from a short “vacation.” I have been staying super busy doing all kinds of research and the blog took a back seat temporarily. Also, it seems that things are supposed to take an exciting new turn, but I have been balking. Am I ready for it?

Can I pass this next initiation?

Just as a side note, as you can see, the text has changed to BLUE. I guess that is supposed to represent the new, more serious, more rigorous turn our mission has taken us – My beloved Emanu’el and I. This morning Emanu'el was so sweet, as always. I cried. Why do I cry? This time it was because I want to be more conscious of our life together in the upper realms – far, far above the Earth plane and the astrals. Yet, it seems my mission still has me down on the ground and in the trenches and forgetting the divinity; if I remembered all of our divine times together, there is probably no way I would be able to stay here and do this work I promised. And so, Emanu’el was very, very sweet. He assured me that he is right beside me and I am not to feel guilty about crying because I need to let the emotions go. He said he wished there was more he could do but reminded me that I will soon take another leap forward in my progress and that the momentary setback would act as a perpetual force for that leap....he said so much more, but I will save it for another time. He just always makes me feel better. After that, I ended up taking a nap and actually spent some time with him in the higher realms.

It is Wednesday afternoon already. I just woke up from a very interesting nap. We were sky diving and I did not think we were going to land safely. HE said, “Put your feet up! Let me take the landing.” He landed on his cushy butt and we were both fine! LOL. Now, what is a dream like that supposed to mean?

I have no clue as to the meaning of the dream. I do not remember the context of the rest of the dream. What were we in a plane for? Why did we have to bail out? Yes, we had to bail out because there was no way I would sky dive on my own free will. That explains why I was “attached” to him . . . he was my twin flame.

In his work, Joe stated, “The knower and the known are Siamese twins, connected at the point of perception” (Getting Beyond the Facts, 2001, p. 201). That’s sweet. In my dream my partner and I were “heart-to-heart.”

I don’t know why I wrote all of that. It was not planned. None of my blogs are planned. They just flow and evolve. Just like everything I write. I never plan it, not even my dissertation. It all flows. I think that’s the way Joe wrote, too. I wrote in one of my blogs back on the other site that his writing was like a river of love. It just flows and takes the reader along a long, winding path with love and light all along the way. It feels like he is holding our hand along the journey – and he is! He truly is, now! According to Guru Ra, Joe is an Ascended Master. He was one of the 144,000 White Robes who were initiated in the Yogic Path, and as Guru Ra says, “that makes a whole lot of difference between them and New Agers” (Argonza, 2001). New Agers, according to Guru Ra, are “inspired and governed by Moloch, the Evil Master who also leads and inspires Dark crafts." It is so true. Even the web sites use images of Moloch. According to Guru Ra, a lot of vulnerable people do not even know that Moloch is being worshipped, but then there are those who do knowingly worship him.

My research just now led me to this video. I was trying to find an image of Moloch, but landed on this interesting historical video about how the Nazis used the occult to take over the world. Some people say the war never ended, the Nazis just all came over to the United States and continued their program. I do believe that’s right and the second movie might confirm this (I have not watched them yet). The New Age movement is a part of that agenda, however, to destroy religion and create a totalitarian One World Order.

Nazis: The Occult Conspiracy(1998)-Full Length Documentary

Uploaded by mysticdave666 on Feb 18, 2011

Nazis: The Occult Conspiracy is a documentary on how Adolph Hitler and the Nazi regime made use of ancient mysticism and occultism to win the war. The Nazi's also used occult mind control techniques to brainwash Germans to perceive themselves as the master-race.

Astrology, Reincarnation, a new blood religion. In this chilling yet fascinating glimpse at recent historical events, discover how Nazi beliefs were based on a perversion of ancient myths, pagan lore and the occult. In their quest to create an Aryan super race, the Nazis left no myth or religion unexploited, using astrological forecasts to plan battles; pendulums to locate allied battleships; the prophesies of Nostradamus to frighten the Allies, and sacred symbols, such as Nordic runes, to inspire their warriors to battle. Nazis: The Occult Conspiracy explores the disturbing ways the Third Reich linked occult practices with political aims and created a reign of terror unparalleled in history

Related videos and information: http://www.equalparenting-bc.ca/issues/na_lively-scott-pink-swasika.htm

The CIA and the Nazis-Full Length Documentary

Uploaded by mysticdave666 on Jan 29, 2011
Conspiracy: The CIA and the Nazis reveals a CIA program known as Operation Paperclip, about how over 4,000 former Nazis went to work for the U.S. government, without the public's knowledge, to help fight the Soviet Union. Reinhard Gehlen, an intelligence officer for Hitler's General Staff, was tapped to head the U.S. intelligence program in West Germany to spy on the Russians. At the same time, former Nazi scientists and engineers were welcomed onto American soil. But the extent of these operations is only now becoming clear: In 1998, a law was passed mandating declassification of documents concerning recruitment of former Nazis. THE CIA AND THE NAZIS examines these files to see how far the U.S. went in recruiting its former enemy to fight its new one.

More on Project Paperclip, from Wikipedia: Operation Paperclip was the Office of Strategic Services (OSS) program used to recruit the scientists of Nazi Germany for employment by the United States in the aftermath of World War II (1939--45). It was executed by the Joint Intelligence Objectives Agency (JIOA), and in the context of the burgeoning Soviet--American Cold War (1945--91), one purpose of Operation Paperclip was to deny German scientific knowledge and expertise to the USSR and the UK.

Although the JIOA's recruitment of German scientists began after the European Allied victory (8 May 1945), US President Harry Truman did not formally order the execution of Operation Paperclip until August 1945. Truman's order expressly excluded anyone found "to have been a member of the Nazi Party, and more than a nominal participant in its activities, or an active supporter of Nazi militarism." Said restrictions would have rendered ineligible most of the scientists the JIOA had identified for recruitment, among them rocket scientists Wernher von Braun and Arthur Rudolph, and the physician Hubertus Strughold, each earlier classified as a "menace to the security of the Allied Forces".

To circumvent President Truman's anti-Nazi order, and the Allied Potsdam and Yalta agreements, the JIOA worked independently to create false employment and political biographies for the scientists. The JIOA also expunged from the public record the scientists' Nazi Party memberships and regime affiliations. Once "bleached" of their Nazism, the US Government granted the scientists security clearance to work in the United States. Paperclip, the project's operational name, derived from the paperclips used to attach the scientists' new political personae to their "US Government Scientist" JIOA personnel files.

The comments to this video are informative:

·         the way i see it all the nazis rocket scientists would have fell into communist hands and used them against the west so they would have been put too work somwhere thats it it happens

·         @VeraIcona100 I am well aware of the aspects of Hitlers involvement in the removal of international Jewry, globalists, and all the rest... Or the theory of it. But Hitler's war department was basically confiscated by the west and is now the American/Israeli empire you speak of. I hear you and I can see how my comment would be misleading to what I actually comprehend. The CIA and NSA learned much from Hitler and his war ministry. That knowledge is still in use today.

·         Hitler's new world order? Try Anglos and Jews. Anglo-Jewish problem, not German problem. Rothschild is parked in the City of London, not Berlin. Freemasons declared war on NS and fascism, not Zionism and Anglo-Saxonism. Hitler was not a Mason and rejected them outright. Read James Pool's "Who Financed Hitler." The US and Israel won WW 2, not Hitler and the "Nazis."

·         @Sempertacsil haha. Well I didnt expect you to actually do it but next time use a metallic bucket. But I would suggest you take my word for it unless you like the taste of frog.Take care.

·         @Jononutoob I don't get it man, I told my nephew to catch a frog & put it in his beach bucket...then I placed this same bucket on the stove...and the bucket's bottom starts to melt within minutes.

·         the worst bit is the gestapo, they kept all the worst evil b*stards coz they had all the info on the russians and worst of all the germans. just shows you that ALL goverments will go to amazingly depraved lengths when it suits them!

·         @MrMinutemen Hitler & ALLLLLLL his cronies were/ARE zionists who murdered common jews & carried out their plan to ship all jews that were left to Israel. It was actually a sick twisted war to usher in THE ZIONIST STATE OF ISRAEL? then the murderers went there & also welcomed TO OUR COUNTRY, BC the US FEDS etc were in cahoots with the ZION PLAN......carrying us all to & thru what enslavement we live under today.....the BOILING FROGS ARE ABOUT TO BE BURNED! NA=Natl. Socialists...ZI=ZIONISTS!

·         @108Dax That depends...did you adopt?...lol

·         Just think, Nazi war criminals were given greater opportunities in the U.S. than black WW2 veterans. Think about that!

OK, so much for all of that evil stuff! What I really want to find out about, now that I am on this “epistemological road trip” as Joe referred to them in his 2008 RED book, is the YOGIC PATH. I think that was the path Joe took, and given that he is an Ascended Master now, I will do well to see what that path is about. Is it the path I have been on? Something tells me that Joe took great and creative liberties to make a new, fun path for those of us who are so behind the game, what with all of the massive programming we have been subjected to through our indoctrinating education and hours upon hours sitting in front of the boob tube. Something tells me that Joe created a pedagogy that short circuits all of that and opens up doors and gateways we would have never known existed!

So, now for an exploration of The Yogic Path. I found a great site that provides a basic introduction for beginners (and I am a beginner). Most of us think Yoga means sitting a special way and doing strange exercises. But that’s not true; it is simply how some people evolved Yoga to deal with an antsy Westernized crowd. Really, if you already know how to sit and focus, meditate naturally, you don’t need to do all of those exercises under an instructor; at least, that’s my guess. Or maybe just get some basic instruction and you should be good to go. That Americanized stuff is not what the Yogic Path is all about – well, here’s the link: READ IT and follow the links. It seems like good introductory information. The Yoga Path – Yoga Marga.

Now that I’ve read that, I need more.

You know what? It is hard to get past all of the advertisements! I want real genuine information about The Yogic Path and all I get are sites where people want to con you in so they can make money off you! How irritating. I wonder what resources Guru Ra lists for The Yogic Path. I have a list somewhere on my computer; I will need to find it. I can’t seem to find the entire list, but he recommends Kriya Yoga, so I’ll see what that brings up.

Here’s what I found:

The Science of Kriya Yoga

A sincere spiritual seeker who follows the path of Kriya Yoga with love and devotion and a desire for spiritual growth can attain Self-realization — even within one lifetime. This powerful yoga is a manifestation of the many yogas described in the Bhagavad Gita, but primarily it derives from:

• Karma Yoga — detachment from the fruits of actions in the world, and more importantly, from the inner activity of the mind
• Jnana Yoga — a disciplined intellect acquires spiritual knowledge, and this wisdom creates freedom through detachment from the fruits of actions
• Bhakti Yoga — unconditional love is awakened by gratitude and by the joy arising from the oneness with all creation, which is cosmic consciousness

Direct Transmission From Teacher to Student

Kriya Yoga is a golden opportunity to reach higher states of consciousness and change your life, by developing the body, mind, intellect, and awareness of the soul. It is a quick and easy path. Kriya Yoga techniques are passed down from master to disciple, master to aspirant, teacher to student.

SOURCE: http://www.kriya.org/resources__article.php?id=89

Lahiri Mahasaya
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Shyama Charan Lahiri (Bengali: শ্যামাচরণ লাহিড়ী Shêmā Chôron Lahiṛi), (September 30, 1828 – September 26, 1895), best known as Lahiri Mahasaya, was an Indian yogi and a disciple of Mahavatar Babaji. He was also popularly known as Yogiraj and Kashi Baba. He revived the yogic science of Kriya Yoga when he learned it from Mahavatar Babaji in 1861. Lahiri Mahasaya was also the guru of Sri Yukteswar Giri. Mahasaya is a Sanskrit, spiritual title translated as 'large-minded'.^[1]

He was unusual among Indian holy men in that he was a householder — marrying, raising a family, and working as an accountant for the Military Engineering Department of the British Indian government. Lahiri lived with his family in Varanasi rather than in a temple or monastery. He achieved a substantial reputation among 19th century Hindu religionists.

He became well known in the west through Paramhansa Yogananda, a disciple of Sri Yukteswar Giri, and through Yogananda's Autobiography of a Yogi. Yogananda wrote that Lahiri was chosen by Mahavatar Babaji to reintroduce the lost practice of Kriya Yoga to the world. Lahiri's disciples included both of Yogananda's parents as well as Yogananda's own guru. Lahiri Mahasaya prophesied that the infant Yogananda would become a yogi, and "As a spiritual engine, he will carry many souls to God's kingdom.'"

For more research:

·         Autobiography of a Yogi on Wikisource:

o    Chapter 35: The Christlike Life of Lahiri Mahasaya, includes many stories and teachings of Lahiri Mahasaya

o    Chapter 26: The Science of Kriya Yoga, describes the theory behind the Kriya Yoga technique

o    Chapter 34: Materializing a Palace in the Himalayas, recounts Lahiri's meeting with Mahavatar Babaji

That’s all I have time for today. I see where this is heading. You may not see, but then you may not have a teacher/twin flame looking over your shoulders guiding you along the path and lighting your way. More later! In the meantime, just try to “Break on through to the Other Side”! Do your homework (watch the videos and do more research) – and I will too.

The Doors - Break on Through (to the other side)


P.S. NOW I know why, no matter how hard I tried, I could not get that stupid line below to disappear from that last blog!!!! It was an indication of the CODE BLUE MISSION NEW TURN....more about that later. I'm just putting my feet in and testing the waters today, but judging by the photograph at the top of this blog, the waters are not just warm; the waters are very "hot," lol. 

Emanu’el has had me on a “long winding road” on the Internet Highway again today and I cannot begin to cover everything I learned today. I watched a lot of videos on YouTube. I think have the YouTube addiction like Joe wrote about in one of his poems. But visuals are so powerful when you are learning things! I also did a lot of Internet research as well and even discovered the EASTERN STAR QUEENS – NOT the kind of Queen that I am at all! Wow they are bad news totally, although most of their charges don't realize that; only the "higher ups" know what's REALLY going on. Well, I will save all of my research for later. I am sure it must relate to my dissertation somehow….once it all blends together in my mind. Somewhere Joe talks about the mind being a tool. That is so right! I cram it as full as I can, sleep on it, and somehow the mind sorts it all out and I get closer to truth, inch by inch. We don’t have to do that on our planet, because we have immediate access to truth. We just KNOW. That doesn’t mean there is nothing to learn; heavens no. I would be bored to death if there was nothing to learn. But we do know truth!

Emanu’el was so sweet last night! His clue for a song was:

Get some rest. Listen to some “music for your soul.”

Thus, I looked up “music for your soul” and up popped this video:

What music soothes your soul and refreshes your spirit?




Somehow, I was led to some Celtic wedding songs which are very beautiful and this one that I picked out last night. But then this morning, I realized what Emanu’el was up to. He was using a round-a-bout way to see if I might like having Celtic music at our upcoming triple sanctioned wedding and crowning of the king celebration! OMG I love him so much. Of course I want Celtic music. We are going to have the very same Celtic Wedding song we had at our first Earth wedding back during our very first Earth life together -- the song that made me cry uncontrollably the first time I heard it in this lifetime. It’s a long story about why it made me cry and why I had to work through that pain. I have told parts of it in past blogs and will bring it all together and explain it in greater detail sometime in the future. In the meantime, here is one of the songs I picked out last night. Emanu’el has such charming ways! I love him so very much! Something tells me our wedding day is getting closer! He is still keeping the exact date a surprise.

Canon in D- New Wedding Music/ Wedding Song (Celtic mix)

Don't get me wrong here: I have SERIOUS work on Earth to do and I am very busy doing that work, but there is also time for play!

And I'm being played, alright. By some Great Ascended Masters and my Soul Family. HERMES is really funny and so is my Uncle Albert (Einstein). And my cousin Ralph (Waldo Emerson) shoots me poems - in fact, he just sent me one today! Here's only just part of it (it's REALLY LONG, he was on a roll, plus he wants to work on it a little more so I'll post the rest in a future blog:

Rise up! All of you lovers
Take your position and a stand!
We cannot allow a mere handful
Of power-flinging mud-slinging
Boisterous members of a gang
To lord over us like they own us
Just because they’ve formed a clan
Gain strength in your God
You do know God’s there
The Great Spirit, Allah, Jehovah,
The true source of our power
That will aid us in our great plan
Spread love and eros, not hate
Don’t haste, spread it everywhere!
God will dole out justice
To this nefarious group
The meek will once again
Inherit this beautiful Earth
It shall be returned to its splendor
With all that was, again recouped.
Rejoice and celebrate: the day is near!
Play the music, the loving melody
For this drives the evil ones back
Away from the crowd
They hate love and they hate music
Unless it pains the ears and the soul
Play it today: Your lovely rhapsody!

LOL. Don't you love that?!! And then there is my tf, of course.....and HE told me that the "bad gang" is pretending that there will be another terror attack but the Great Ones and Ones who LOVE are working behind the sidelines to try and prevent it - and THEN the evils are going to take credit for preventing it and arrest some poor innocent person who had nothing to do with nothing....oh and my tf sent me two songs that I have not even yet looked up. The clue last night was "hard working girl" (he was talking about me being a hard working girl doing a lot of writing) and then this morning it is "Harried" because he's feeling that way on account of all the work he's doing. I'll look those up right now.

Clue: "Hard working girl":
The Rolling Stones - Factory Girl

Clue: "Harried"
Charmed - 3x15 - Just Harried (Music Video)

Description: While Piper 's praying for a demon-free wedding day, Prue is haunted by dreams. In her first dream she meets, T.J., a handsome stranger, at a biker bar and as she leaves the bar she fights off an attacker. The next morning, the attacker in Prue's dream ends up dead and the police have witnesses that describe Prue as the suspect. Back at the Manor, while Piper gets ready, an exhausted Prue tells Phoebe about her dreams. She then goes upstairs to rest and falls asleep. In her second dream, T.J. tells Prue the cops are after her for murder. The cops show up, arrest Prue and she wakes up. The wedding begins and Darryl tells Prue and Phoebe that Prue's wanted for murder, the girls decide to tell Piper after the wedding. All of a sudden, T.J. bursts through the door on his Harley, Prue collapses and "Dream Prue" materializes, she jumps onto the bike and rides away. Piper calls the wedding off. Phoebe summons "Dream Prue" and discovers that she is Prue's inner desires that Prue has suppressed. Phoebe convinces her to go back inside original Prue, she wakes up and the cops arrest her again. Meanwhile Cole, Leo and Darryl find the real murderer and the charges are dropped. Piper changes her mind about the wedding and in front of Cole, Darryl, Prue, Phoebe, her mother, her father and grandmother, Piper finally marries Leo.

This is HARRIED all right (just like my life with my twin flame has been!) – But the message is that we are going to have our formal wedding celebration YET, and that we are going to end up HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!! He is so sweet! (We are already married, but we are going to have BIG wedding celebration where he is also crowned as the King of our people). Check out the description:

And that’s how I play the game!
My soul family is watching me, throwing me hints and super fun stuff from the sidelines. That's because I am young yet, only 18 and they want this to be fun for me even in spite of the bad stuff that happens on earth. It really helps to know your soul family!

As I’ve been saying for the past few days, I am on a brand new leg of my journey for this Code Blue Earth mission. Emanu’el has me moving right along. We were both upset about some things written about Joe that just are not right, even given a broad license for people to have their own perspectives. Some perspectives are just not meant to be shared, you know what I mean?
 

What’s so cool about this NEW leg of the journey is that I have even greater power from God because it is the month of Elul, which as I mentioned in my blog on August 29 had begun that night. We are closer to God. I have actually felt the increased spiritual power. At any rate, Emanu’el and I were working on a project; well, mostly I was working on it and he just gave me a few clues here and there along with Hermes and Guru Ra. AND the project is finished. It is in honor of Joe and promotes the idea that he was a true Master Teacher.

I have read some of the articles in the new book, “Teaching Joe Kincheloe” edited by Brock, Malott, and Villaverde. I do not like the title; I think it’s demeaning because of the “Other” way it can be interpreted. Nevertheless, many authors/scholars contributed to this book but I did not see anyone who described Joe as the true Master he was – and still is. There were all kinds of interesting labels for him, such as, “the crack”, “Shirley,”“the Dude,” “an evolving Kincheloe,” “Intellectual Warrior,””Mentor,” “Appalachian Self,” “Restless Intellectual,” and “Twin,” so I took it upon myself to write an article to change this unfortunate set of circumstances. Joe was a dedicated scholar and true MASTER.

Thus, the article I wrote is called “Joe Lyons Kincheloe: A Revered Master.”

A lot of songs and videos came my way today. I especially like this one because I was listening to the “voice” when I wrote the above article. I got some great tips from that voice! It was confirmation that I was on the right track. Plus this is Celtic Woman (which goes with the topic of the article) AND it is such a pretty song.

Celtic Woman - The Voice

There is something about George Lucas and the song, “Road to Nowhere.” He made a movie about this road -- oh wait, his movie was "Race to Nowhere" and some kind of statement on President Obama's "Race to the Top." Well! He does not know President Obama or about the Table Flips (see previous blogs)! He had better be getting ready because Obama is just about to really get started with his table flips!

Research George Lucas and see if it sounds like he is pulling someone’s leg. There is more behind the scenes so you will have to look behind the curtains. In his books, Joe actually referenced the song "Road to Nowhere" which is by the Talking Heads. It seems related and very important, or he would not have included it in his work. Something here needs to be put together. Something is going on here. I will have to work on this some more. That’s all I have time for today.

Today’s song was actually given to me a couple of days ago and I forgot to post it. Emanu’el gave it to me the “old way.” You, see, in my older blogs he did not give me clues for the music – or if he did I missed them. He just woke me up each morning singing me a song and it always matched up so perfectly with my blog for the day. That’s how he gave me this one; he just started singing it in my ear. I love this song!

Bee Gees - To Love Somebody


Uploaded by MrMistery007 on Feb 12, 2011

There's a light
A certain kind of light
That never shone on me
I want my life to be lived with you
Lived with you
There's a way everybody say
To do each and every little thing
But what does it bring
If I ain't got you, ain't got

You don't know what it's like, baby
You don't know what it's like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you

In my brain
I see your face again
I know my frame of mind
You ain't got to be so blind
And I'm blind, so very blind
I'm a man
Can't you see what I am?
I live and breathe for you
But what good does it do
If I ain't got you, ain't got you, baby

You don't know what it's like, baby
You don't know what it's like
To love somebody
To love somebody
The way I love you (3x)

And this next song is dedicated to Emanu’el. It was handed down to me by a friend.

A Case of You – Joni Mitchell



Just before our love got lost you said
I am as constant as a northern star
And I said, constantly in the darkness
Where's that at?
If you want me I'll be in the bar

On the back of a carton coaster
In the blue TV screen light
I drew a map of Canada
Oh Canada
With your face sketched on it twice

Oh you're in my blood like holy wine
You taste so bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
And I would still be on my feet
Oh I would still be on my feet

Oh I am a lonely painter
I live in a box of paints
I'm frightened by the devil
And I'm drawn to those ones that ain't afraid
I remember that time that you told me, you said
Love is touching souls
Surely you touched mine
Cause part of you pours out of me
In these lines from time to time

Oh you're in my blood like holy wine
You taste so bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
Still I'd be on my feet
I would still be on my feet

I met a woman
She had a mouth like yours
She knew your life
She knew your devils and your deeds
And she said
Go to him, stay with him if you can
But be prepared to bleed

Oh but you are in my blood you're my holy wine
You're so bitter, bitter and so sweet
Oh I could drink a case of you darling
Still I'd be on my feet
I would still be on my feet  

I am STILL passionately working on a very special project for my dear sweet Emanu’el. Actually, I am finished, but being the perfectionist I am, I will want to review it and edit it at least one more time. I hope I can post it tomorrow – that is my goal. AND it turned out to be a very good thing that I am a little behind. I must have been working in the higher realms with both of my Master Teachers – Master Emanu’el and Guru Ra! Because just as I was finishing up the article, Guru Ra posted an article online that was PERFECT for the end of my article! Very amazing, even though nothing should surprise me these days. When you are surrounded 24/7 with love, even if it is invisible, the “magic” can be explained easily enough.

This next song was handed down to me from the cosmos. In fact, it came from my Uncle Albert Einstein. Last night when Emanu’el was writing to me Uncle Albert took over the pen to give me a clue for this song. The clue was, “Sleep Well, Dear” and I took the second song that came up on the YouTube search because we are boycotting songs with advertisements and the first song had an advertisement.

This song is about all of the sleeping people. It is a call to wake up - the children are crying for us. We need to stop "sinning" which simply means we must start taking RIGHT actions and stop selling out. We are selling our souls. For those who do not wake up soon, they will get to ride the circle again, the candle of life burns on . . . but it will be many thousands of years before waking up and during that time, our children who we refused to help will be ruling over us. It has happened before, apparently, and it will happen again. . .

Cromok : Seedlings (HQ Audio)

Uploaded by xBadoMx on May 6, 2009

Cromok : Seedlings (HQ Audio)

Sleep well dear children
For tomorrow you won't remember me
I was your history
What you used to be
Can you recall the time you cry
When darkness, cold, fear and hunger
Scared you to death

You wish it wasn't true
Wake up, the children are calling you
"Have mercy on us, we're helpless without you
don't let us die, don't ask us why"

I'm telling you to
Wake up wrinkled faces of your creator
"Have mercy on us words don't come easy
we live in fear from your anger"

The blood of sin runs through you
Candle of life burns on for you

Sleep well and never wake up
The wheel has turned
Your children controlling you
You live in fear from your anger

A few blogs back, I mentioned that I am on a NEW leg of my journey during this special month of Elul. It has started full force.

I am closer to Emanu’el than ever before, thanks to those rhizomatic "strawberry" connections which also put me closer to God. This is giving me a new-found sense of empowerment to tackle the world and to set things moving in new and “right” directions. “Right” in the sense that we move toward eros as Joe specified in his work and toward an education that is more ethical, more rigorous, and that seeks getting closer to truth. These are complex ideas and perhaps the best way to share them is with the new article I am working on. In this article my main purpose was to move a description of Joe’s conversational skills away from the popular culture notions of “craic” and “crack” that some people want to tag him with, and toward the framework of scholarly discourse, which is closer to truth when analyzed from Foucault’s explanation of what constitutes a master of discourse. Yes, Joe could relate to everyone! Thus, enclosing him in one little box as some people try to do just does not give his hard work and his innate abilities the recognition he is worthy of. Joe believed in rigorous scholarship, which included rigorous discourse – and he was proud of his advanced abilities in a very humble way – which is exactly why people seem to think they can put him in the boxes of their choosing.

I am passionate about setting the record straight. It seems to be one of my mission tasks and I am so pleased to have been the chosen one to do this. I had a glimpse of the pathway up ahead – it is still very long and winding. It is true that I am setting out on a new leg of the journey, but from my vantage point, I have a long, long road ahead. There is much damage control ahead in front of me. I have to be very selective in the choices I make along the path because it is imperative that I get the most mileage out of each step. I am so thankful to have Emanu’el beside me, encouraging me and giving me guidance. Dealing with elite educators is brand new territory for me. The last time I dealt with an elite educator, just after Joe passed over, it was a harrowing experience because even though I obliged, the attacks kept coming and coming. Thank God, I had God and Emanu’el’s protection – just as I do now. There is nothing to fear whatsoever; I know that now. And as I said way back then: You can’t be alienated if you are already alienated. I am definitely an alien.

More later . . .  oh, Emanu’el gave me this clue for a video today: “hellish.” Doesn’t sound good, considering what’s up ahead. I will look it up right now.

It looks like it’s about “hellish work.” Here is yet another example of the powerful elite, in this case, Philip-Morris Tobacco Company abusing people for profit. Very sad. We are on a mission to put an end to hellish work!

Hellish Work: Tobacco Workers in Kazakhstan

Uploaded by HumanRightsWatch on Jul 14, 2010

Every year, tens of thousands of migrant workers from Kyrgyzstan travel to the Central Asian economic powerhouse of Kazakhstan in search of employment. Thousands of these migrant workers, often together with their children, find work in tobacco farming, where many are subjected to abuse and exploitation by employers supplying tobacco to Philip Morris Kazakhstan, a subsidiary of Philip Morris International, one of the world's largest tobacco companies.

It is true. The hunt is over. Emanu’el felt sorry for me because someone claimed they Figured It Out and they were blaming Murphy! I told them, no way is Murphy to blame. He tells the truth and all we need to do is listen and follow his instructions! He has our best interests at heart. Murphy is not the evil Wizard of Symbols we are looking for! So yesterday, Emanu’el broke down and told me specifically who the person is.

The only problem is I still have to trace the matrix and construct the pathway that leads to this person and that looks like it will be a two year trek, maybe even longer. Therefore, I am not allowed to divulge the information at this time. If you are interested and you do not know who the Wizard is – the one person in power over the world – who has worked to destroy our symbols (and religions, education, political foundations, and just about everything else we depend on), then you will just have to stick around and wait and see.

That’s it for today. OH! Emanu’el said I could give you one clue: Mickey Mouse -- for whatever that’s worth. And he gave me this website to share in case some of you want to try and create your own wizard in the meantime: WIZARD CREATOR

AND he gave me this beautiful song to tantalize me because he knows that I know my wish to be with him will come true soon.

Sweet Sensation - If Wishes Came True

This is interesting and exciting! Emanu’el handed down, through a close friend – in fact, two important people, many more details as to why I am on this planet. It explains the work I’ve been doing – WE’VE been doing, because he certainly is right in here working with me!

I have been so busy the past two days carrying out his wishes, that I guess he had to go through friends to get the information to me. (Sorry, Emanu’el) – but it’s cool because now I have friends who are thinking about these things too and they are passing the important information to more and more people - and well, it's just like the bugleweed I talked about in a blog a long time ago, Ecological Thang Goin’ On: An Analogy.

I am so busy that I cannot go into all of the details, so I will just post links to the information that was handed down. I really need to finish up a short project that I have been spending a couple of days on and tomorrow I will fill in the details. Emanu’el says the project I am working on means a lot to him. I love working for him.

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Twin Flame Dreamtime Merge
The energetic match - polarised Twin Flames within the Zero Point

OMG, all I can say is this: I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE YOU EMAN’UEL!!!! Oh, that reminds me. Yesterday he gave me a clue to a song, “Almighty God.” I will see what that brings up on YouTube. Here it is – It looks like Emanu’el is saying “Holding Nothing Back!” (What Emanu’el wants, Emanu’el Gets!) A powerful song, it is. And it looks like he's telling me that it's not such a "God-Forsaken planet" after all!

Tim Hughes - Almighty God

The above video was the first to the top and the image has an important message Emanu'el wanted to convey to me: "Holding Nothing Back!" I also loved this second video because the images are so pretty!

 

Survivor Records (2007)


The rising sun that fills the sky
The starry host that lights the night
Reflecting Your glory

The mountain heights, forever stand
The rain that falls to soak the land
Responds to Your glory

Almighty God, in every way
You are above and beyond understanding
If we did not praise, the rocks would cry out
Glorious God, high above understanding

The vast expanse of earth and sea
Held by You in harmony
Speaks of Your glory

All You've made, since time began
Life itself, Your perfect plan
And it's all for Your glory

Creation joins as one to sing -
"What a Glorious God"
So far above all earthly things

Poem from Emanu'el

I’m beside you
I’m inside you
Loving you
Always present
Never omniscient
Always real
And never ever
Ceasing loving you

              Yours,              
              Emanu’el

Morning Song: Leave

Emanu’el gave me a song this morning. The clue was “leave.” He was actually saying he would “leave” for now but he was never really leaving me as long as I want him around – as if I would NOT want his amazing love and magic. So anyway, I liked the first two songs that came to the top of the YouTube search. Here, we have two break-up songs, one for the woman and one for the man. A lot of people will be leaving each other during the tumultuous days ahead. Things are changing so rapidly. Some people are adapting to the new paradigm, others are not and the two just don’t get along at all. There is no choice but to go their separate ways. That’s what being left behind is. Both sides think the other has been left behind. In reality, no one gets left behind; aside from those who do not repent their evil ways, people from the two different paradigms take different pathways that may or may not meet up again sometime in the far distant future.

JoJo - Leave (Get Out) Official Music Video



Glen Hansard - Leave

It seems that I am being called to the “other realms” frequently the past few days. There must be a lot of work going on there – some of which I recall and some of which I don’t. I do recall studying Joe’s book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction diligently in my dream this afternoon during my nap. And then my studies were interrupted by a pastor knocking on the front door. Very strange.


My two children (who were young in this dream) had gone to a church function and he brought them home. I guess there were issues, so he came into the house to tell me about the problems. I told him, well, it looks like they need to stop going to the church. And then the pastor got up quickly out of the chair to leave – it was what he wanted. I could hear the relief in his voice and see it in his demeanor. My kids were being so bad the church did not want them attending anymore, lol. I want better dreams than that! Hopefully, tonight . . .
 

Chordettes - Mr. Sandman (1954 Original Remastered)

 

P.S. And yes, the search continues for the Wizard of Symbols. For now the progress I have made is classified, but I am inching closer!