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UPDATE FOR 2019: We are on sabbatical until at least 2022. You can be certain we will have even the meantime, you can get up to speed by visiting links we've provided for learning blogs (that document my own experiences and learning), formal written articles, videos, etc., which you can supplement with additional research of your own.
What's in store for Eros and Psyche as we move past the "Ascension" and into the year 2013?
The saga continues . . . the year 2014 is destined to be ever more eventful!  Stay tuned. . .
UPDATE: Where in the world has the time gone? We are now heading into 2016 and it's bound to be the BEST YEAR YET! Lo and Behold, this ia all a TRUE STORY! It demonstrates how we can take "fictive" accounts (much like inventors do when they think up new inventions) and turn them into reality. More importantly, we can prove the Power of the Word for creating the world of our Dreams--this is a N.E.W. dispensation given to us by God for this era. We create the N.E.W. World as we Ascend.
Just click on the links below and you'll be up to speed in no time at all. Learn how you, too, can create using the Power of the Word and end up right into the arms of your dream love, your "Twin Flame" in Paradise for Eternity! I knew this site was named Paradis Publications for a reason! (Paradis is French for Heaven or Paradise)....we are dedicated to stories about DIVINE LOVE, of achieving "Love of the Highest Degree."

This is an ongoing story as a demonstration of Joe's "FICTIVE" writing, a new style of writing for the future (to be further defined and clarified). Follow along -- the story is completely improvisational and we never know what will happen next! Eventually, the story will be published as a series of books with more data that backs up the reality of the interpretations. If you would like to learn more about this creative form of writing, check back for our writing books--available after 2022.

Eros Rescues PsycheCODE BLUE EARTH MISSION of 2012 and Beyond: Who is Eros? Who is Psyche? What is Mythology? Who changed history? Will Eros and Psyche uncover all of the lies and put Earth back on the right track? These blogs provide an account of the continuing saga of Soferia (aka Psyche), a Pleiadian Princess (soon to become Queen) who was sent back in time to work on a special educational mission on Earth. The first leg of her journey describes how she remembered who she is, how and why she is on Earth, her early learning experiences about the problems on Earth, and her marriage to her Master Teacher/Divine Soul Mate or Twin Flame, Emanu'el. She calls him EROS, the God of Love because he had rescued her as Psyche (her Earth name) from her deep, deep slumber. But then, tragically, he had to leave earth planet, leaving Psyche behind as they continue their work together across dimensions. After the first leg of the journey, they began the Code Blue Mission which started here.

This new adventure - The Code Blue Earth Mission - continues during these most tumultuous times of the Great Earth Shift of 2012 and beyond. She and Emanu'el have contracted to assist all peoples of the Earth as they go through its upheavels - disasters, wars, earthquakes, floods, economic collapses, and various personal trials and tribulations. As long as one single soul suffers, there can be no Heaven on Earth! No matter what the obstacle or problem, one thing never changes: And that is the amazing and divine Love between Soferia (aka Psyche) and Emanu'el (aka Eros) that fuels their passionate work together, despite residing in different dimensions, thus, truly exemplifying THE POWER OF LOVE!!!! Is this mythology or is it history in the making?

“Therefore what God has joined together, let no man put asunder [ apart ]” (Matthew 19:6b).

Can Soferia/Psyche do this? Can she accomplish all of the tasks set before her even though her lover/husband/Master Teacher/EROS -- her better half -- is on the other side of the curtain? In economically dire straits, she must find a way to pull herself up by her bootstraps, confront and resolve the many problems that surface during this monumental historical era, help as many people as she can, and all at the same time finish her dissertation for her PhD, an essential piece needed for her and Emanu'el's work together in the NEXT leg of the journey. Can Joe Kincheloe's critical complex epistemology come to her rescue? Can she use a creative improvisational entrepreneurial bricolage to stay in her home and out from under the local bridge?

Travel with her during the next few years as she revisits her past, navigates her present, and meets up with her future where she and Emanuel will finally have (hopefully) succeeded in contributing to the creation of Heaven on Earth and then get to meet again. They will then go on to live out their future lives together in eternal bliss back on their home planet in the Pleiades, traveling the cosmos to assist other entities who suffer and need a helping hand. Will this "story" end up the way predicted here? One never can never know....but must just go with the flow. It's very exciting!

This blog is purely FREE EDUCATIONAL INFORMATION & ENTERTAINMENT. The late Joe L. Kincheloe's educational works will by synthesized and referenced within the context of this "fictive" story, in particular his last work, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. If you are new to this story you might want to read the Background of the Story.” (scroll down to read blog on that page)

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UPDATE: This is important! There are many people listening to the wrong sure to follow this advice from Jesus:
Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. 1 John 4:1
Code Blue Earth Mission 
This story is narrated by Sōferia, aka PSYCHE, a Pleiadian Queen from Planet Eros.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Inter-Dimensional Research and STRUCK by the Rules of Love

Eros and Psyche: Blissful LoveAnother day, another blog and onward with the exciting research. I have been having some weird dreams to say the least. According to Emanu’el, the dreams are traverses into parallel Earth dimensions to make some changes and bring back information. It was weird; I actually interviewed someone who said she was Joe’s ex-wife. Evidently, someone he knew before he hooked up with his last “partner." I can’t remember her name, but one thing she told me, which is very useful information in many ways was that Joe always wrote at least three hours a day, usually every night before he went to bed. I thought that was interesting and I will have to try it to see if it helps me write more. I don’t remember what else she told me, but it will probably come out sometime. One thing about it, dreams can give you useful information and great tips. I do know that Joe often discussed dreams in his books and how they can be helpful for the learning process. 

And then once again, I also “dreamed” about working with small children. I have had hundreds of those dreams now. But I have figured out why. I will keep having those dreams about children until I figure it out, LOL. That is, until I figure out exactly why I keep having them. Emanu’el told me I am doing some research and not to take the roles seriously; I am just gathering information. We will see where it goes from here. In this particular dream the children were about three and four years old and I was observing in a large institutionalized day care center (horrible environment for children). What was amazing was that the children already knew who the “elite” were and those elite children really pushed their way around. That’s about all I remember for now, but as Emanu’el always tells me, when I need the information, I will remember it.

As I mentioned in my last blog, I sent the dissertation proposal on out (and that Emanu’el had slipped something enormously funny into it that did not register to my conscious awareness until AFTER I emailed it). Not much I can do about it now and anyway, like I always say, "What Emanu’el Wants, Emanu’el gets."

Now it is time to move forward with the research, much of which has been done, but there is much more to do as well. This morning, Emanu’el gave me another clue for a song to look up on YouTube. He stated, “And a morning song to chase the vampires away, ‘Love rules this side of Jordan.’

The energy vampires sometimes get to me, is what he was talking about -- you know, those people who suck your energy right out of you? I try to stay away from those people.

So there you have it – “Love rules this side of Jordan” is the clue. I had to bypass some sports clips for this one because he did say it was a song. Then, the first song had an advertisement and our rules of the game has us skipping those. So here is the first song to the top with no advertisement and I like it! It’s a great song to start the day (he is so good at picking out music) and the STORY LINE is familiar to me (read the little blurb after the video). 

Have you been hit by the Rules of Love? Or maybe . . .

You’ve been fooled by the Rules of Love

I have definitely been STRUCK by the Rules of Love! Emanu’el insists he really is Eros and with me being Psyche, I did not even need his arrows! In fact, I think I was always sending him arrows if I remember the dialogue right. This may need further research.

Enjoy the morning’s song – and I gotta get to playing!

"Rules Of Love" - Jake Roche, Daisy Head, Daniel Anthony & Sydney Rae White from "Rules Of Love"

"Rules Of Love" is a feature-length urban musical. He is just a kid from the wrong side of town, with no money and some big dreams. She is a boarding school girl with the world at her feet and a head full of ambition. When their worlds collide at swanky ad agency Passion, the fireworks are inevitable. But how far can Daisy trust Matt when all the evidence suggests he is nothing but bad news? And what chance does Matt have with someone like Daisy when he is struggling to keep him and his little sister together and hang on to his first job, let alone trying to impress a girl like her?

This December, anything is possible and there is everything to play for in this cool original urban musical that proves one special person can set your world ablaze and teach you to fly.

9:27 am | link 

Sunday, May 29, 2011

MUSIC and Joe le Taxi, Hermes Drops a Shock in My Dissertation Proposal (OOPS) – PLUS It’s Time to Play!!!!

Today was so special. I wrapped up the dissertation proposal and emailed it off! Now is the fun part, and Emanu’el, the great Master Teacher/husband/friend/Eros that he is, has me working overtime on all this mystical stuff. But it’s all good.

I found
this great website (or Emanu'el must have led me to it). It covers so much – including the story of Psyche and Eros. And in the story it even says how butterfly means psyche which means soul. It is just so amazing to me that my Earth name is so significant – Vanessa meaning butterfly, thus Psyche, and last name meaning Paradis, which means heaven. And even more amazing – my middle name Jae which is feminine for Joe, the center of my very work on Earth. Psyche using Joe's work to create Heaven.

Whenever I get to thinking that this Earth life is too real, all I have to do is think about my Earth name. (Don’t get me started on me Pleiadian name, Sōferia – it has a whole 'nother significant meaning in relation to spirituality, too, as I am learning – Sophia – as it is derived from and representing a divine form of salvation available to everyone).

There is another Vanessa Paradis (!) and she’s a singer-actress. Here is a song she did when she was very young. I love it because it is about a taxi driver named Joe who knows all of the good music. And as I have said, my dissertation is about Joe’s work and he has so much music embedded in his work, it’s incredible. Have you decoded all of the music in his books yet? OMG it is just everywhere. So this song is dedicated to him for knowing and sharing music so well that when we read his books, we take a musical, transformative journey to a new place, just like Vanessa Paradis sings about in this song.

Vanessa Paradis - Joe Le Taxi

Hermes Drops A Shock: Will My Dissertation Committee See the Humor?

After I sent my dissertation off, I realized that something really weird had happened. I really didn’t think anything about it at all, until AFTER I emailed the dissertation in and then it struck me like a lightening bolt! 

What happened was, I had decided to move a piece of text from within the dissertation to the very front – to make a sort a prologue. It was something kind of funny, but now I don't remember what it was. I got it all moved (I thought) and then I realized it was the wrong paragraph!

Since I know there are no accidents, I figured Emanu’el did it. And if Emanu’el did it, then he had a very good reason for it and I am not going to question that at all. I have complete faith in him because he is much smarter than I am and farther along the pathway (after all, he’s been leading the way for me for many thousands of years).

The text that got moved right smack to the front of the dissertation as a “Prologue” might be a little shocking to people who are not familiar with Joe’s work or if they are hung up on all of this “politically correct” mumbo jumbo. God, I hope the committee members see the point in it and don’t make me remove it. Emanu’el wants it there (!) and what Emanu’el wants, Emanu’el gets. Period.

As a personal experience, I find it hilarious that this happened beneath the level of my consciousness. It is not the first time something like this has happened. I used to get called on the carpet for such things that operated below my threshold of awareness. I think these things must be “Hermes” slipping in his messages from the gods or something. It makes me wonder sometimes, are we ever really free, LOL? Well, I can’t change the dissertation now, can I? It’s already sent in.

Meeting With My Master Teacher, Emanu’el, My Husband, My Eros

This morning Emanu’el wrote to me after I sent off the dissertation proposal and sent me a poem:

The work’s out of the way

Now it’s “time to play”

So, of course “time to play” is a clue to look up on YouTube. I will do that right now! (it is 10:42 PM).

I like this – I think it means it’s time to have some fun! I like to play with him. I wonder if that’s why he sent me to all of that mystical stuff on the website – with the stories about Eros and Psyche.  Poor Psyche, she went through a lot. Of course, she should have totally trusted Eros – he is LOVE himself. NOW she knows.
Metro Station EP - TIME TO PLAY- NEW PICTURES + Download + Lyrics

LYRICS: Kinda got confused with the chorus.
correct me if wrong.

whenever we get close, everybody knows they can see it in our eyes.
we're nothing but trouble. We just wanna rebel
smiles our disguise

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play

asking us for reasons
always wanting reasons
tell them there are none
telling us tomorrow isnt very far no
cant we just have fun?

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play

aint got no money, aint got no time
you've got your problems, and ive got mine.
But when im with you thats when they'll see.
we get together thats all we need.

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

boom boom shake it off
turn it off then take it off
i can tell you like that when you move just like that

oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play
oh woah hey yeah its time to play

11:11 pm | link 

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Joe’s Book Is a Treasure, Changing Earth to the Love Planet, PLUS Music to Start the Day: “I Can’t Live My Life this Way”

Earth-HeartDo you want the red book or the blue book? Joe wrote the red book and it is a treasure chest just waiting to be opened.

What is a treasure?

In Tibetan Buddhism treasures were esoteric doctrines that were hidden by Masters. At the right time, specially initiated and adept individuals would be guided to discovering and interpreting these doctrines. Spiritually connected to their Master, who had hidden the treasure, the adept has sufficient awareness to interpret the doctrine.

EROS-Sleeping.jpgThat is the official word -- that I, Sōferia, have been handed down from the “higher realms.” Thus, my work, since I am connected to those higher realms is to decode and interpret Joe’s red book. Of course, I have been saying all along that there are special messages in his work, that his work is a special gift to the world – even way back in my earliest blogs. So, this is not really new, but rather a reiteration of what my sacred assignment on this wretched Earth is all about.

Have you ever noticed that if you move the H in the word “Earth” to the FRONT of the word, is spells Heart. How cool is that? It makes a person wonder if somebody changed the name of the planet to hide the fact that Earth is supposed to be the Heart or Love Planet. We need to awaken Eros from his slumber – that is, we need to bring LOVE back to planet Earth.

I Can’t Live My Life This Way
This is funny. I just wrote to Emanu’el and apologized to him because I am so pulled into 3D again and do not feel the normal closeness I typically experience with him. My vibrations are too low to make those divine excursions into what I sometimes call “la la land.” Of course, I knew I did not really need to apologize because he always tells me there is no reason to apologize and, of course, we love each other unconditionally. But I did want him to know how much gratitude I have for him and how he is always here for me, guiding me and directing me to the exact right pages and lines in Joe's books as I do my research for my dissertation.

He was so sweet and he explained to me (again) that we are always united, even if I don’t happen to feel the closeness. He said it’s just a different manifestation of love at the moment and reminded me of the three forms of love we share: eros, agape, and philia.

When I asked him if there was any advice he wished to give me for the dissertation proposal, he just said that I had a great handle on it and to finish the edits, remove any unnecessary redundancy, and then it would be ready to submit. He said not to worry about synthesizing any additional literature at this point; that will be done as the research moves forward. He also reminded me that he always has me working far out ahead and that “we don’t want to reveal all of the cards quite yet.” I thought he was done writing and then he picked up on my emotions and wanting a song (I just LOVE for him to give me clues for music). So he added a P.S. and it went like this (he’s so funny):

P.S. I know: you would like a beautiful love song to start your day.

There’s a little poem

Special words to start your day

The words and music

Play a melody

And they go “this way.”


Of course, the clue is “this way” since he put quotation marks around them, and I am supposed to plug the clue into YouTube and see what comes to the top. And here is the song that came to the top – it is so perfect:  The people are singing “I can’t live my life this way”(this 3D, materialistic life) and then at the end of the video, the guy is showing the way up the stairway to heaven! It's exactly what I was telling Emanu'el about how I feel stuck in this 3D world feeling too far away from him. Thus, he is  reassuring me that he is still guiding me up the stairway to Heaven. I love it!

Dilated Peoples ft Kanye West - This Way

10:10 am | link 

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The Humor In My Dissertation Introduction PLUS A Powerful Kiss

It has been an exceptionally busy day. That’s about all I have to say. I am working on the next-to-the-final edit on the proposal for my dissertation. Once it is out the door, I will begin the research immediately since nothing will hold up the approval of my proposal. It is good to go. And, anyway, I have already done a lot of the research.

Emanu’el’s message was short and sweet today. He just gave me one clue for a song, “in touch,” meaning that he was busy today but that he would stay in touch in case I needed help with my proposal. And he has been very good at giving me that help. He asked me to slip in one last very funny thing right in the Introduction – relating to Joe’s definition of bricolage. Joe was so funny! And so I included it. I had to restrain myself from adding an LOL after the entry. Well, everyone will have to wait until my dissertation is published to see what Joe’s joke was that landed in the Introduction of my proposal. Like him, I believe in keeping a great sense of humor. Too many people take the little issues in life far too seriously.

Here’s what came with the clue, “in touch.” I love this. At the end of the clip the guy says, “Do you realize I haven’t kissed you in over an hour?” So he kisses her. And then BLAST! A car bomb went off. That was a powerful kiss! It looks like an interesting movie. I prefer the old movies; the new ones never appeal to me and I am not sure what it is about them. Maybe it's the way they try so hard to manipulate your mind and emotions, whereas old movies were just for entertainment.

Touch of Evil Opening Shot

The famous crane shot from Orson Welles' 1958 film, 'Touch of Evil.
10:51 pm | link 

Monday, May 23, 2011

The Last Step: Reclaiming My Body PLUS Do the Golden Keys Lead to Einstein’s Theory of Unity?

I feel great today! I think Emanu’el must have taken me to the rejuvenation chamber last night. Of course, he did! I asked him to because last night when I went to bed I felt just awful. My whole body felt numb and it was like  my subtle energy body wanted OUT! There were these prickly energy sensations pulsating out of my skin and they were painful. I felt like I needed to leave this body and be in my real body, my “light” body, which really is MUCH lighter than this body I am stuck with right now for doing my Earth mission.

So, I was practically begging my true love to take me to our very special and divine rejuvenation chamber, which I have already discussed in great detail in previous blogs. Judging by how much better I feel today, even though I don’t remember going there, it is most certain that we did have a romantic session in our own rejuvenation chamber that was set aside especially for us – King and Queen Nebruin. Yes, that is our last name on our planet in the Pleiades and one of our beloved soul family members made a beautiful wooden plaque with colorful flowers and our names carved on it, which hangs outside the door of our special chamber. I feel good today! It makes me want to hear that Jame’s Brown song again, “I Feel Good!”

Oh! I know what Emanu’el did for me – he made it all “lavender and lace” last night, bless his heart. I love him, my Emanu'el, Eros, himself. I actually discussed the lavender and lace phenomenon in the blog below and there are some other very important things in this blog that need reviewing right about now. You will see why if you read it and then finish reading this blog!

Still Recovering, Message from Uncle Albert (Einstein), Message to BlueRay, and Continuing the Analysis of December 12, 2010 (Still on P. 97)

And interestingly, enough, first thing this morning, Emanu’el gave me this clue for a special song to search up on YouTube, “magic force.” The song is about love and it is also about gaining power over our minds, spirits, and bodies. I am still having issues with the body thing. It’s my last major obstacle, so I imagine I will be exerting a greater focus on that as I press onward with my dissertation. And by exerting myself, I mean by doing exercises and such. I refuse to allow my body to control me; I shall control my body. Here is the great song that came to the top of the YouTube search:

Clue: "Magic Force"

The Maneken - Magic Force

I also posted this song here, and one person did not care too much for it, but it is all a matter of perspective and where we are in our process, so it’s all good.

Do You Have the Magic Force?

I might point out as well that it really needs to all be taken in the proper context:

The SECRET of TRUE RAPTURE from SOPHIA (aka Sōferia)

And speaking of dissertation, OMG, Emanu’el and my Uncle Albert have me chasing rainbows, I am afraid. I thought they were kidding, but apparently Uncle Albert (Einstein) really and truly did solve the theory of unity (I have written about this before). And not only that, Joe proved it in his work! Well, that doesn’t get me off the hook for what they want me to do – to write about it in my dissertation.

The reason I am not off the hook is because the truth is all encoded. That’s why no one has figured it out! Not Einstein’s theory of unity, nor the fact that Joe put it all out there in plain sight – if you can understand his code. I do have my work cut out for me. They are not going to just hand it to me on a golden platter – oh no; they have given me Golden Keys all in past treasure hunts, which I posted a list of a few days ago. There is a LOT of analysis to do before I get to the theory of unity, and they will be giving me more clues along the way, no doubt. In fact, I received a new clue: I am supposed to watch the movie, The DaVinci Code, since I have never seen it (I have never been into those code things, until recently).....I wonder what that's about.

So there you have it: My work is cut out for me and so I must end this blog for today. As soon as I analyze all of the Golden Keys, I will summarize them right here for you. Have a great day!

Here’s a link to the blog that lists all of the Golden Keys treasure hunts in case you might interested in trying to figure this out:

The Return of the Golden Keys Treasure Hunts and a Puzzle: Where Did Joe Write About Sophia in His Work (or Did He)?

11:29 am | link 

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Today Was the Rapture PLUS I Really AM Married to EROS the God of Love! (Or is it just a Myth?)

My Endless Love


Rapture Fears
The media did a really good job of scaring a lot of people into believing that today the world was going to end, there would be some kind of rapture and even the possibility of zombies walking around. I hesitate to put this out, but in case you have not noticed, there have been zombies walking around on Earth all along. Joe talked about it somewhere in his book. Oh, I know where it was, it is in FIDUROD, that crazy epistemology that runs this crazy world which Joe describes in great detail in his book, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction.

News Anchor NOT a fan of CDC's "Zombie Blog" and She Shows It


EROS Loves Roses
AphroditeWithEros.jpgHere’s something new I learned today. Aphrodite, who was the mother of Eros, the God of Love gave him a rose as a gift. I love roses, too. I planted several beautiful yellow rose bushes when I moved into my house a couple of years ago – special for Joe. In his memory and in thankfulness for the hard work he did, leaving so much great wisdom behind for all of us who are behind and need to catch up. Yellow roses signify wisdom, love, and spiritual power. Here’s what I found on a website:

The rose is the June birth flower. Rose is known as the flower of passion as the ancient Greeks believed that Aphrodite the goddess of love gave a rose to Eros the god of love. Roses have many flower meanings according to their color and number of roses in a bouquet. All roses symbolize love and appreciation though.

I need to get back to work, but I had an interesting message from Emanu’el this morning and, quite honestly, I don’t know what to make of it. It seems so far-fetched and yet he has never, ever told me something that wasn’t true. OK, I will put his exact words out here. On second thought it’s really kind of personal, but he did ask me, “What’s to expect when Eros and Psyche are reunited?”

So you can see why I am confused. I thought we were just making up the Eros and Psyche story to make my Earth mission a little more fun and interesting. Now, I really don’t know what to think. I do know that I am very blessed, though, and for that I am eternally grateful.

He also gave me the clue “away” for a song. He was talking about our connection and saying that neither of us will be going away and that we are “divinely united in God’s power and grace – reunified in a holy matrimony that most people can NOT even comprehend much less ever experience.” It sounds like a fairy tale to me – or that mythology stuff. Emanu’el is so creative. Here’s the song that came to the top of the YouTube search:

Away -- Breaking Benjamin

Another 4 video combination of mine. Using clips from "Polyamorous", "So Cold", "Sooner or Later", and "Diary of Jane" I created this video for the song "Away" by Breaking Benjamin. My favorite song off of the album "We are not alone". Enjoy!

Away – by Breaking Benjamin


Cold am I
I'm beside myself
because there's no one else
have I grown
so blind
only God could save you
if you knew your way to the light

So fly away
and leave it behind
just stay awake
there's nowhere to hide

I see you
cause you won't get out of my way
I hear you
cause you won't quit screaming my name
I feel you
cause you won't stop touching my skin
I need you
they're coming to take you away!

Endless Love Photo from

Aphrodite and Eros from

About roses:

9:36 pm | link 

Thursday, May 19, 2011

The Return of the Golden Keys Treasure Hunts and a Puzzle: Where Did Joe Write About Sophia in His Work (or Did He)?
Emanue’l has changed my schedule. He says it is just fine for me to only post a blog every other day unless there’s a special occasion. That’s why no blog yesterday. I am so glad he did that because I cannot keep up – not even with all of the clues he gives me for songs! You know what that means? All of this will have to be re-analyzed; it means another spin through the hermeneutic wash cycle and the unanalyzed clues will have to be analyzed at that time. That means they are relevant for the future, not today. And speaking spins through the hermeneutic wash cycles, he actually has me reviewing some very old “treasure hunts” about Golden Keys. It all started a couple of days ago.

So, while all of that is important information, Emanu’el kept prodding with clues about keys.

The first one was back on Monday May 16, 8:30 AM. He was talking about a key to help me manifest time somehow. I had told him I wished I had more time, with all of the work I have to do. (And it's FUN work, so I really do wish for more time!) He told me, “I’ve given you the key my Love. Can you find it to open the treasure chest to no-time?”

Well, I was not sure what he was talking about, but the next thing that happened that very same day was this interesting blog landed in my mailbox that holds a few clues: 

The New Earth Energies for May 2011 ARCHANGEL MICHAEL through Celia Fenn 

But that made me think of something he had also told me long ago about a key in a wooden box that is supposed to go to something important. His mention of keys reminded me of it, so I reminded him Monday May 16, 2011 at 10:31 AM. I speculated that it went to something in New York City and that perhaps that was why he kept bringing up every so often that I might be taking a trip to New York. He came back with
“you are jumping ahead in the game” and “you’ll have to wait and see.”

Then that night we talked about the progress I had made on the dissertation, which he is continuously guiding me with, and how people seem to have Joe’s work completely out of historical context in some cases. Oh, that’s when he gave me the clue “qualitative research.” This really funny video came to the top of the YouTube search that depicts the difference between quantitative and qualitative research, so here it is:

Research Methods: Quantitative vs Qualitative comic strip

Educational Research taxonomy project by Nicholas Bartley, Andrea Davis, and Cheryl Rambler, graduate students at Georgia State University. This video is a short application of the quantitative and qualitative research methods as portrayed by two teams of created super heroes.

Then, on Tuesday, he reiterated the importance of my dissertation and the rest of the work I’ll be doing related to Joe’s work – something about setting the record straight. I have a feeling that’s a very big job. In fact, I ended up having a powerful dream that very night about a HUGE damaged plane sitting next to and towering above a historical building. The plane collapsed onto the building, and the entire building collapsed. The people across the way who worked for this giant aviation company in a more modern office complex saw the collapse and they all walked out of the building to go home because they knew their jobs were over. Maybe his clue the day before makes sense in this context, I don’t know for sure. His clue was “push around” and it brought this video to the top of the YouTube search:

Netanyahu: America is Easy to Push Around (English Subtitles)


I am not sure how that relates; I will need to anlayze it another time.

Also, on Tuesday, I had come across an interesting article that tells me more about what my name, Sōferia, means. On Tuesday, May 19, 2011 at 10:10 AM Emanu’el asked me to be sure to cover the information in this blog; he said it’s important.
“Gnosticism and Sophia . . . holds a few keys – and don’t forget the key.” He underlined the word key, so maybe he was talking about the key for more time; I am not sure what that is yet. I am posting the entire article about Gnosticism and Sophia at the end of this blog, but essentially what I learned from reading it on Tuesday is the following:

This is very interesting. Today, I came across ANOTHER meaning for my name, Sōferia. My name is based on the Greek word Soteria (in our language we change a lot of the HARD sounds to SOFT sounds, such as we did here by changing the T to an F for my name). According to Foucault, soteria has a lot of different meanings relating to SALVATION, but salvation is related to "taking care of" rather than in the Christian definition of the word, which came much later in history. I wrote about this in a blog back in October, 2010, when I first learned my name was Sōferia. That was an interesting experience – someone just shouted it like they were shouting out from the sidelines to give me some kind of clue. I knew instantly that it was my name.

Check out this COOL meaning I found just today!

In relation to Gnosticism, “The idea is not so much a salvation from “original sin,” but salvation by restoration to the original blessing, which occurs in the unification of male and female.

That’s really interesting because it’s what Emanu’el has been telling me all along – that he and I are going through the “reunification process” and that more and more people will be experiencing this. It is amazing that my name even goes along with it all. So, both my Earth name (which means transformation to create Heaven) and now my Pleiadian name, Sōferia describes the process of transformation and unification for the purpose of creating Heaven on Earth. Wow.

In that same message he gave me about being sure to write about Sophia and how my name is based on that and how it tracks back to ancient Greek language to mean salvation, Emanu’el had reminded me AGAIN about the key. And because in one of his previous messages, he mentioned “treasure” that reminded me that I had a lot of treasure hunts relating to finding the golden keys quite some time ago – and talk about opening a big can of worms! Now I really feel overwhelmed because there was a lot of material covered in the blogs relating to keys. A lot. And it relates to my dissertation so now I see why he keeps reminding me about the key. It is critically important.

Well, I need to get on with other things, so all I have time to do for now is to post the links to all of the blogs. I will have to review them all and then post a summary:

I Wanna Roller Skate: HE’S Got the KEY! Monday, September 28, 2009

The Long, Winding Road to His Door: First We Need the Golden Keys
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 

The Quest for the Golden Keys: Do We Even Know What Quest Is? PLUS the End of the Line for the Surprise in September
Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Updates on the Treasure Hunts: Surprises in October, The Light Way is the Right Way, The NEW Quest for the Golden Keys -- and What Are PSOAs?
 Saturday, October 3, 2009

Trouble in Paradise? Radical Love is the Key, PLUS Joe’s Message to FIDURODians
Sunday, October 4,

How to Stop Spinning Wheels, Get Out of the Rut, Move to the Groove, and Find a Golden Key
Friday, October 9, 2009  

Vigilante Justice: I Totally Understand It Now, BUT as Joe put it: Girl, There’s A Better Life for Me and You PLUS the Greatest Key for the NEW Quest for the Golden Keys Treasure Hunt!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009  

Multidimensionality and Continuing the NEW Quest for the Golden Keys Thursday, December 3, 2009

It JUST Dawned on Me! This is DECEMBER and the Quest for the Golden Keys is in Full Swing!!! Friday, December 4, 2009

We Need Golden Keys to Get In and Out of the House of the Rising Sun! Saturday, December 5, 2009

I PASSED MY COMP EXAM! Plus Two More Keys for the NEW Quest for the Golden Keys! Monday, December 7, 2009

The NEW Quest for the Golden Keys Continues – A Clue to a Door – and Whose Birthday Is It? December 9, 2009

How is the NEW Quest for the Golden Keys Different from the OLD Quest? Thursday, December 10, 2009

A Special Recognition and Thank You to Joe for Getting Us IN and OUT of the Hermeneutic Circle Gracefully! (How’d He EVER Do It?) Monday, December 14, 2009  

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 1 Tuesday, December 15, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 2 Thursday, December 17, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 3: A Need for Reconciliation Friday, December 18, 2009 

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 4: What is TRUTH? Saturday, December 19, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 5 Monday, December 21, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 6 Tuesday, December 22, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 7, What’s UP With Joe’s FIDUROD? And Are YOU Chasing BLISS? Wednesday, December 23, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Hermeneutical Analysis Part 8, It’s Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas & Kwanzaa, AND an Update on The Gentle Lord of the Land and Trees Thursday, December 24, 2009

House of the Rising Sun Part 9, A Side Trip, and a Merry Christmas Friday, December 25, 2009

The House of the Rising Sun Part 10: What IS the QUEST? Saturday, December 26, 2009

PSOA #10 Treasure Hunting: Where Are We NOW? And the Upcoming Deep Blue Mariner Reaps the Soul Surprise Treasure Hunt Sunday, December 27, 2009

Back to the House of the Rising Sun, Part 11: What Do You Do If You Don’t Have a Key to a Door? Monday, December 28, 2009

House of the Rising Sun Part 12: Still Walking Down the Long, Winding Epistemological Road Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Wrapping Up the NEW Quest for the Golden Keys Treasure Hunt (for now) Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Did Joe Write About Sophia in His Work? A Puzzle

Which book and where in the book did Joe leave a clue that leads to discovering Sophia? It’s a really hard one, but I have already talked about it in my old blogs. OK, I will do even better; I will tell you the book – it was the McDonald’s book, Sign of the Burger. OMG, Joe was so brilliant, people just don’t even know. (OR do they?) 

Oh, here’s the article about Sophia I said I ran across and would post. Back when I first wrote about all of the “treasure hunts” someone accused me of writing about Joe’s work like it was a “Brownian novel,” and here we have this author talking about Dan Brown’s book. The funny thing about this is -- I still have not read Dan Brown’s book -- or seen the movie.

Jesus & Mary Magdalene:

The Sacred Marriage in Gnosticism
Find out more about Jesus & Mary Magdalene: The Sacred Marriage in Gnosticism here ....

The astonishing success of Dan Brown’s bestselling book, The Da Vinci Code, and the radical overreaction to it by orthodox and fundamental forms of Christianity is revealing; obviously its subject strikes a powerful cord in our psyche. Although Brown’s work is fictional, the subject of a sacred relationship between Jesus and Mary Magdalene, the inclusion of the Sacred Feminine, and the mystery of the Holy Grail all touch a deep part of us – a place that intuits a greater and archetypal truth. Whether knowingly or unknowingly, when Dan Brown writes about secret societies preserving the inner and mystical tradition of original Christianity, and of secret knowledge being passed down from one generation to another concerning mysteries of hieros gamos or the “sacred marriage,” he points directly to living traditions of Gnostic Christianity.

The mysteries are only partially spoken in his book, and the context in which they are put may differ from the teachings of actual gnostic traditions. However, the basic ideas presented accord very well with the Sophia Tradition of Gnostic Christianity.

Some four years ago, as I was writing the sections of The Gnostic Gospel of St. Thomas that discuss the relationship between Jesus and Mary Magdalene, I had no idea the subject would become so popular. Today, of course, I’m constantly being asked what Sophian Gnosticism teaches about this sacred relationship. And though the subject is approached in my book, there is certainly more that can be shared.

First, it must be said that nowhere in the New Testament does it state that Jesus was celibate. As a matter of fact, in Judaism an unmarried man is considered incomplete. Typically, all Jewish holy men – teachers and prophets alike – were married. It would have been highly unusual for a recognized rabbi (teacher) to be single. Originally, Christianity was a Jewish spiritual movement, and Jesus taught Jewish individuals primarily. Bearing that in mind, it would have been easier for students to accept that Jesus was married than to accept a rabbi unwilling or unable to sustain a marriage. This is quite the opposite of the unnatural view we have been lead to believe – that the union of Jesus with a wife and consort would somehow diminish his spiritual status. The truth is that it would have exalted him all the more, and this is precisely the Sophian view.

Jesus’s interactions with various women as recorded in the gospels prove very interesting when one understands the plight of women in ancient Palestine. At that time, Jewish women had no legal standing, could not own property in their own name, could not bear witness in court, and could not speak in their own defense. They could, however, be divorced on a whim by a man. They had little part in Jewish spirituality at the time, and certainly did not hold spiritual authority or have the right to be taught directly by a holy man.

Yet, Jesus teaches a Samaritan woman at a well, and she goes into her town and brings others to him, bearing witness of him. He praises a poor widow who gives all that she has into his circle’s treasury. He delivers a woman from a death sentence for adultery, and he heals a woman considered unclean from a twelve-year illness. He even raises a young girl, the daughter of Jairus, from the dead. Again and again he appears relating directly with women. When male disciples attempt to keep children away from him, as though they were an inconvenience, he insists on seeing them and blessing them, in accordance with the wishes of the mothers who brought their children to him. In other words, he had a radically different view of the feminine than others in the time and place in which he lived. It would seem that he intended to bring about a balance between the masculine and feminine in the spirituality he taught.

In the gospels when Jesus sends his disciples out to teach and initiate he sends them in pairs, telling them two must go out together. In a letter to the Corinthians, there is an interesting hint as to what the disciples going out to minister in pairs might have actually meant. We have been lead to believe that it was the twelve male disciples sent out in pairs, yet it is written: “Do we not have the right to be accompanied by a believing wife, as do other apostles and the brothers of the Lord and Cephas?” (I Corinthians 9:5) This seems to allude to a man and woman going out together to teach and initiate, not two men unaccompanied by women. Likewise, it reflects the idea that the balance between male and female was likely a strong part of the original Jesus movement.

Although the place of the Sacred Feminine and the sacred relationship between Jesus and Mary is never spoken outright in the canonical gospels, there certainly are some interesting hints.

For example: In addition to St. John, three women have the faith and courage to be present at the crucifixion. Meanwhile, all of the other men are in hiding, too afraid to show their faces. Interestingly enough, the image of three women brings to mind the three principles of the Sacred Feminine and the cycles of a woman’s life – the maid, mother, and crone.

Women accompany Mary Magdalene to the tomb of Jesus, as if they were serving as an escort to a widow in mourning. And it is to Mary Magdalene that the Risen Savior first appears, as though to his most dearly beloved. In the Sophian Tradition, the woman who anoints the body of Jesus with costly perfume before the crucifixion, though unnamed, is said to be Mary Magdalene. This alludes to a priestess-queen preparing a priest-king for a rite of sacred sacrifice – a mythical event commonly associated with the pre-Christian mystery traditions of ancient Egypt, Mesopotamia, and Greece. In other words, there are hints even in the canonized Scriptures of a deeper mystery transpiring in the Gospel – one that included the Sacred Feminine and the supreme mystery of hieros gamos.

Gnostic Scriptures are significantly more straightforward with regard to the sacred relationship between Jesus and Mary Magdalene; the inclusion of the Sacred Feminine; and the mystery of hieros gamos in the Christ revelation. In the Gospel of St. Thomas – albeit in a somewhat awkward fashion – the final saying clearly cites the equality of men and women by putting forth a statement of Jesus saying he will make Mary Magdalene “male” like the men who are his disciples. In saying this of Mary, he says this of all women – that in Spirit they are equal to men. The Gospel of St. Philip goes even further, clearly stating that Mary Magdalene was the wife and consort of Jesus, and that he taught her more than any of his male disciples. This gospel even alludes to her as Jesus’s equal and co-preacher of the Gospel. In the Gnostic Gospel entitled Pistis Sophia (“Faith-Wisdom”), Mary Magdalene is portrayed as his inmost disciple and serves in a capacity much like that of a divine muse; inspiring and facilitating the outpouring of secret knowledge from the Risen Savior.

The sacred texts of Gnosticism found in the Nag Hammadi library get even more explicit if one understands the language of initiates of ancient Mystery Schools. According to Gnostic Scriptures, there are five sacred rites: baptism, chrism, wedding feast, ransom, and the bridal chamber. The term “wedding feast” is what Christian Gnostics call the eucharist of bread and wine, while the term “bridal chamber” connotes the mystery of hieros gamos (the sacred marriage). Although the exoteric idea of redemption from sin may play of role in the rite of the holy eucharist as performed in some traditions of Gnostic Christianity, the true nature of “salvation” is, in fact, quite different. The idea is not so much a salvation from “original sin,” but salvation by restoration to the original blessing, which occurs in the unification of male and female. Accordingly, the bread represents the Logos and the wine represents the Sophia, the male and female aspects of the Christos. Thus the eucharist is a ceremony celebrating their mystical union or sacred marriage – the union of the Divine Masculine and Feminine through which all creation transpires, as well as redemption through divine illumination.

This original blessing is reflected in Genesis in the story of the creation of the First Adam (literally, the first human being). At the outset, Adam is both male and female and therefore in a state of hieros gamos. It is only when there is a division between male and female – Adam and Eve – that cosmic ignorance enters into play and the “fall” from a state of grace transpires. Thus, from a Sophian perspective, it is through the dynamic balance and unification of the masculine and feminine that “redemption” through divine illumination occurs. The male and female are actualized and made complete in one another. And, in their union, the great creative power of Divine Being flows through them. This state of restoration to unity of the male and female is called the Second Adam, the Great Seth, or the Image of the Bridal Chamber in Sophian Gnosticism.

This alludes to a very different meaning in the symbol of the cross as it is understood in some schools of Christian Gnosticism. Like the symbol of the lingam-yoni in Eastern Tantric Traditions, which represents the union of the Divine Male and Female energy, the holy cross bears the same meaning in Gnosticism: the vertical axis is the Divine Masculine, Christ the Logos, and the horizontal axis is the Divine Feminine, Christ the Sophia. These two cosmic principles are personified by Jesus and Mary Magdalene in the Gnostic Gospel as taught in the Sophian Tradition.

In Sophian teachings, first and foremost this union of masculine and feminine principles is understood inwardly, within oneself – a “sacred marriage” the male and female aspects of ourselves on psychic and spiritual levels. On a psychic level (or mental-emotional level), this means the union of the male and female aspects of our psyche through which our personality and life-display are brought into a full and harmonious manifestation and our true intelligence and creativity becomes expressed. On a spiritual level, it is the union of the heavenly and earthly aspects of our soul of Light through which we experience various states of higher consciousness or divine illumination.

Yet, in the Sophian teachings, this union is not exclusive to the spiritual and psychic levels. It is also spoken of in terms of physical union – a sensual and sexual mysticism that views love-play as a holy sacrament that embodies the Light of the original blessing in which we were conceived, both above and below. In other words, the Sophian teachings propose a dynamic balance between heaven and earth in our lives. They consider our bodies and lives as sacred expressions of our souls of Light. The body and soul are equally holy from a Sophian point of view.

If the idea of Jesus as married seems strange or offensive, or the idea of the inclusion of our bodies and sexuality in our spirituality sounds outrageous, then there is certainly something within us in dire need of being acknowledged and healed. Quite frankly, the idea that our bodies and sexuality must be excluded from our spiritual life and practice, or are in some way opposed to enlightenment or God, is a strange and unnatural idea that makes very little sense (at least from a Sophian perspective). After all, our bodies and lives are part of God’s creation. So is the drive of creatures to the joy of procreation, and our own recreation in our human experience of love and sexuality. If this is true, then the whole of ourselves and our lives is inherently sacred and holy, assuming we open ourselves to embody something of the Divine within them. Isn’t this the true message of the myth of the Divine Incarnation central to the Gospel: that the human being is meant to embody something of Divine Being? Such embodiment of Divine Being implies a complete integration of the Divine into all aspects of ourselves and our lives. This must necessarily include our body and sexuality also; hence the celebration of hieros gamos on all levels.

To the Gnostic Christian, the belief that Mary Magdalene was the wife and divine consort of Jesus does not diminish him as the Christ-bearer. Rather, this Gnostic view includes her as Christ-bearer also, so that in the sacred marriage of Jesus and Magdalene we have an image of Christed manhood and Christed womanhood – supernal or Messianic consciousness embodied in male and female form. To speak of the enlightenment and liberation of all human beings, but to reject the idea of an enlightened woman does not seem to make much sense. How would Christ-consciousness be different whether embodied by a man or a woman? Why would women be isolated from it? These are certainly questions Sophians would ask, and questions that are integral to the Sophian view of the Gospel.

There is a plethora of myths and legends in the oral tradition of Sophian Gnosticism, including various myths concerning the Holy Grail. In the Sophian Gospel, this holy relic is not created by Joseph of Arimathea, but by St. Mary Magdalene. While some stories speak of the Grail as an actual cup in which Mary caught some of the blood and water flowing from the side of the Savior, others clearly speak of Mary herself as the Holy Grail. This idea plays out in a number of different ways.

There certainly are teachings that tell us Jesus and Mary conceived a child through their sacred marriage, and that tell us about the mystery of the Sangreal as the lineage of the royal blood-line that followed. One can only wonder at the kind of soul such parents might draw into incarnation while enacting the mystery of the hieros gamos. Truly, it would seem a soul of a very high grade would be drawn into such a sacred and holy union. Indeed! This is reflected by the name given to the child in Sophian legends, St. Michael, a name literally meaning “one who is like unto God.” Other legends speak of a daughter named Sarah, which is the name of the “Mother of the True Faith.”

The idea of Mary Magdalene as the Holy Grail goes beyond this, however. As the divine consort of Jesus, the Sophian teachings propose that the full Supernal Light of the Messiah pours into her. They speak of her as the inmost disciple of Jesus to whom he imparted all teachings; the outer, inner, and secret teachings, along with their corresponding initiations. Likewise, as the first to receive the gnosis of the Risen Savior, she is the First Apostle, and bearing the full teachings of the Gospel, she is the Apostle of the apostles – the foundation of the True Church, from a Sophian perspective. Essentially, all streams of the apostolic succession flow out through her, as though she is a Holy Grail overflowing with secret knowledge and wisdom that “feeds the hungry, gives drink to the thirsty, and heals the sick.” Thus, she is the embodiment of Christ the Sophia, just as Yeshua is the embodiment of Christ the Logos in the Sophian Gospel. Through their union the full Light of the Messiah shines forth; hence the metaphor of the Holy Child called “St. Michael.”

These ideas are not exclusive or necessarily original to Gnostic Christianity. But, as I mentioned above, they reflect the influence of the gnosis within the ancient pagan Mystery Schools of the Middle East, along with the influence of Jewish gnosis taught in Merkavah Mysticism and the Kabbalah. They have existed in human consciousness for a very long time, and no doubt will continue to echo and resurface in various forms. By nature, these ideas are archetypal and are innate to our human experience. They are integral to who and what we are as human beings. So it is not surprising that a fictional book based upon them will strike a very deep cord in us and attract a lot of attention, both positive and negative. Something in us feels there is some truth to what Dan Brown is writing about, and that part of us is correct – there is some truth to it, on some level. Indeed! There always have been individuals who believed Jesus was married to Mary Magdalene, from the very outset of Christianity, and who believed she played an essential role in the Christ revelation. Likewise, there have been and are now secret societies or esoteric orders that preserve oral traditions surrounding these beliefs, some of which, perhaps, are becoming a bit more open with their views and teachings in modern times and, thus, a bit less secretive.

There is certainly much more than can be said on these mysteries. Ihe oral tradition among Sophians, there is a wealth of myth and legend concerning Mary Magdalene and her flight to what has come to be known as Southern France. In The Gnostic Gospel of St. Thomas, as well as my forthcoming books, more of the oral tradition among Sophians about the Holy Bride, St. Mary Magdalene, will be disclosed, along with other Gnostic teachings.

If I were to share something practical here it would be this: If one simply opens one’s mind and heart to the idea of the sacred marriage of Jesus and Mary Magdalene — and specifically to St. Mary Magdalene herself — and one contemplates her and meditates upon her, one will find her presence quite healing and might experience an amazing transformation in one’s consciousness and life.

She tends to have that effect on women and men alike! This is enough to invoke a spiritual or mystical experience of Mary Magdalene if one desires to know her. It is said that her presence is swift to come to those who believe in her and who seek her – she is always very near! Perhaps this is also part of the power of The Da Vinci Code and other books being published in which Mary Magdalene plays a part – they naturally invoke the presence of the Sacred Feminine, of which she is a powerful personification.

Authors Details: Jesus & Mary Magdalene: The Sacred Marriage in Gnosticism - Tau Malachi
Malachi eben Ha-Elijah's spiritual journey began when he met the acquaintance of a Tau of the Sophian Tradition of Gnostic Christianity, Tau Elijah ben Miriam. He received the oral tradition of Sophian Gnosticism from Tau Elijah, and has been a student and practitioner of Gnostic Christianity for over thirty-five years. In 1983 he founded Sophia Fellowship as an expression of the tradition, and has been teaching and initiating others into Christian Gnosticism, Rosicrucian Philosophy and Christian Kabbalah since that time. - Unknown Web Site

"Critical knowledge production always involves pointing out faulty argumentation, unsupported generalizations, and unexamined actions of a knowledge community. What separates the critical sheep from the uncritical goats is that a critical pedagogy/epistemology also involves exposing the cultural, epistemological, and ideological assumptions that shape the knowledge individuals produce and the oppressive actions justified by such information. With such a task before us, I guess we just have to give up any aspirations to winning the Miss Congeniality contest. Such work will invariably anger the guardians of the status quo. Relax, it's our existential burden -- go with it."
(Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, page 176)

10:34 pm | link 

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Dancing in the Moonlight, Exploring the Cosmos, There Is No Heaven, and Jesus Is Here! (Say WHAT?)

I have to get to work this morning, but it’s been quite an interesting “news” morning. First of all, today there is a full moon and I will be imagining myself dancing in the moonlight as PSYCHE with EROS, the God of LOVE. I love this song! It always lifts my spirit to the Heavens.

Dancing In The Moonlight - Romance Video


Exploring the Cosmos
Speaking of planets, another blogger posted a great link for exploring the cosmos. If you are a teacher or parent be sure to share it with your students/children. It is so much fun. You can zoom in and out, pan around, learn more information. If you click the “i” it will add labels. Also if you  move your cursor over objects, labels will pop up and if you click on objects, they are hyperlinked to more information from Wikipedia. This is a beautiful piece of art and contribution to knowledge that was created by Nick Resinger, with help from his father. Here is the link to the page:


Stephen Hawking: 'There Is No Heaven'

LONDON -- Famed theoretical physicist Stephen Hawking finds no room for heaven in his vision of the cosmos.

In an interview published Monday in The Guardian newspaper, the 69-year-old says the human brain is a like a computer that will stop working when its components fail. 

He says: "There is no heaven or afterlife for broken-down computers; that is a fairy story for people afraid of the dark."

In "Grand Design," a book published last year, Hawking had declared that it was "not necessary to invoke God ... to get the universe going."  Hawking is nearly totally paralyzed by motor neurone disease, diagnosed when he was 21. Hawking says he is not fraid of death, but adds: "I'm in no hurry to die. I have so much I want to do first."

Hawkings is writing a series of books, in case you want to teach this stuff to your children. I don't. I am totally turned off by his FIDURODian interpretation. If you don't know by now what Joe's acronym, FIDUROD means, you will have to go back to the beginning of KINDERGARTEN. I am so sorry. I covered it long ago in my previous blogs.

Stephen Hawking: George's Secret Key to the Universe


And last, but not least: JESUS IS HERE! (Say What?)

Alan John Miller, Mary Suzanne Luck Claim To Be Jesus And Mary Magdalene (VIDEO) First Posted: 05/16/11 03:06 PM ET Updated: 05/17/11 09:42 AM ET

At long last, Jesus Christ and Mary Magdalene have returned. Or at least that's what one Australian couple wants you to think.Cult watchers are keeping a close eye on the pair, actually named Alan John Miller and Mary Suzanne Luck, who under the title "Divine Truth" claim to be the second coming of the biblical figures.

"Just a little over 2000 years ago, we arrived on the Earth for the first time," Miller says
on his website.

"Because of my personal desire and passion for God, as I grew, I recognized not only that I was the Messiah that was foretold by ancient prophets, but also that I was in a process designed by God that all humans could follow, if they so desired."
Miller, 47, and Luck, 32, have drawn in between 30 and 40 disciples since moving to the Wilkesdale region of Queensland in 2007, the Courier Mail reports.

"I don't want to be Jesus. Who wants to be Jesus?" Miller
told his followers. "But I love the divine truth."
Australia's Cult Awareness and Information Centre and the Anglican and Catholic churches are concerned that the couple, relying on supporter donations to sustain themselves, appeals to the vulnerable.

"The moment someone becomes God or God's voice on Earth, it gives them another level of authority to enforce submission to them,"

Cult Awareness and Information Centre spokeswoman Helen Pomery told the Courier.
Divine reincarnation or not, the holy couple has worked wonders for local real estate. Miller and Luck's move to Wilkesdale reportedly sparked an "unlikely property boom," as their followers aggressively purchased much of the surrounding land.In 2009, followers pooled together $400,000 to purchase roughly one square mile of land, where they currently hold weekly meetings and plan to build an international visitors center.


Do you doubt I'm Jesus?


YES, I doubt this guy is Jesus.
I do not believe him and it is not for the reasons he expresses in his video (check out what he say about that, lol). This guy is a slick operator and gaining fame and fortune based on deception, in my opinion. It would be like me saying I REALLY AM the REAL PSYCHE…people just don’t “get” this school we are attending where we are supposed to write a story to graduate – but it is a STORY not reality. This was why I came up with me being PSYCHE, but these stories are not meant for us to BELIEVE – they are for the COSTUME PARTY on kindergarten graduation day!!!! The TWIN FLAMES PARTY - he is supposed to attend in costume with MARY. 

If you don’t know what I’m talking about, you can review here:
Just an Update! PLUS Is 11-11-11 Kindergarten Graduation Day?

.....whoa This “JESUS” guy and his divine partner, "MARY" are going to be stuck in kindergarten because they are taking their story far too seriously and even abusing their power. What would Jesus say?
For an interesting discussion about this guy being Jesus visit my other blog (you have to log in to see the comments):


And for an interesting discussion about Stephen Hawking and Heaven, visit this blog:

Stephen Hawking: 'There is No Heaven'
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Monday, May 16, 2011

No-Time, Time, Entrepreneurship, and Doin’ Good

I need TIME. This morning my discussion with Emanu’el was about manifesting more time so that I can get everything done that needs doing. He said he gave me a key for manifesting time, but so far I don’t know what he was talking about unless it’s the schedule we planned out together that I STILL have not been able to follow for an entire week. There’s a message in that.

He said he would give me another clue another “time,” which is a clue for a song. He actually gave THREE clues this morning: “no-time,” “time,” and “Yours for absolutely positively evermore.” The songs are below. The third video is an interesting one about entrepreneurship and instead of calling it “bootstrapping” now they it call it “the lean startup.” It’s all the same to me. What an interesting combination - great music and entrepreneurship.

This evening he gave me one more clue. He told me I was “doin’ good” on the dissertation. I like the song that came up. And the video is great with all the flashing fireworks. Well, I guess I'll end this. I still need to watch the entrepreneurship video before I go to bed and see if it has some good ideas. He must have given it to me for a reason.

Be sure to read last Saturday's blog so you are prepared for the disasters set to strike. This week is destined to be a busy week all the way around. There are several scenarios and I guess we get to choose which one we want - or none at all.

Clue: “no-time,” The Guess Who - No Time

From the album Canned Wheat in 1969, this version of No Time has an extended intro and ending. With some great added riffs and a very psychedelic sound, this version came out a few months before the better-known version of No Time from the American Woman album.

Clue: “time,” Pink Floyd - Time


Higher quality version of Time, by Pink Floyd, in a live performance at Earls Court, London, from 1994. This version is taken from the 2005 P·U·L·S·E DVD and includes the reprise of Breath, at its end.

Time is part of Floyd's legendary The Dark Side of the Moon (1973) and was composed by David Gilmour, Nick Mason, Richard Wright, and Roger Waters - though Waters was not present at this show. Aside from Gilmour (guitars, vocals), Mason (drums), and Wright (keyboard, vocals), Sam Brown (backing vocals), Jon Carin (keyboard), Claudia Fontaine (backing vocals), Durga McBroom (backing vocals), Dick Parry (saxophones), Guy Pratt (bass), Tim Renwick (guitars) and Gary Wallis (percussion) composed the show.

Lyrics go as follow:

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way

Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run and you run to catch up with the sun,
but it's sinking
And racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way, but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death

Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time has gone, the song is over,
thought I'd something more to say

Home, home again
I like to be here when I can
When I come home cold and tired
It's good to warm my bones beside the fire
Far away across the field
The tolling of the iron bell
Calls the faithful to their knees
To hear the softly spoken magic spells.
Long live Pink Floyd!

Clue: “Yours for absolutely positively evermore.”
Authors@Google: Eric Ries "The Lean Startup"

Clue: “Doin' Good"  [Eng/Rom] Dok2- Doin Good ft. Jay Park

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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Keep On Keepin’ On, Never Gonna Give You Up, I’m In Heaven

Moving forward . . . Just sharing some songs today that came from special places that are encouraging me to keep working on my dissertaion. Sometimes music speaks louder than words. The first song actually came from Joe way back in 2008 when we were working together and he was helping me understand his complex theory for my dissertation. He told me "Keep on keepin' on" which, of course, is the great Curtis Mayfield song, below.

The second song, well, I am not sure. I believe it came from Emanu'el because he prompted me to plug some words Joe had told me into YouTube to see what song came to the top, specifically "You're on target, lol." The second song is what came to the top with that one, so it seems that Emanu'el wanted to give me that special message. The last one came from my “star sister,” because I told her that with all of the wonderful clues I get from Emanu’el everyday that I feel so blessed and it feels like I’m in Heaven. He outdid himself today - again. Much more about that later. Enjoy the music!

Curtis Mayfield - Keep On Keeping On

Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up


Ginger Rogers and Fred Astaire

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Saturday, May 14, 2011

Lookin’ Good! PLUS New Madrid Earthquake, Flooding, FEMA, HAARP, Elenin, The Brown Dwarf: Is it an EVE?

Sending LIGHT AND LOVE to everyone impacted by the flooding.

Moving forward with the dissertation! According to Emanu’el the Introduction is the most important because first impressions are what count. I also did a lot of research about the New Madrid fault and the planned “drill” that is supposed to take place this week. Some people believe HAARP is being used to produce rain and cause all of the flooding to kind of help things along. If you have followed that scenario at all, then you know that the U.S. is predicted to be split in two along the Mississippi River. 

There was some urgent news today about a spillway being opened up from the Mississippi River and it’s going to cause massive flooding of farmland. It is reportedly being done to avert flooding in cities, but nevertheless it affects more than 25,000 people and it will affect the entire nation’s grocery bill, no doubt due to putting extensive areas of farmland out of commission.

Other people think the New Madrid Earthquake drill is all fear-mongering and drama to distract us from an impending huge impact from some kind of comet or dwarf star.

Quite frankly, it’s difficult to sort through it all, so I researched and found some of the best videos and anyone who's interested can try to sort it all out for themselves. At least, if it really happens, I have put the warning out.

Today's news relating to this, along with the informative videos are posted below the two songs. Emanu’el gave me the clue “Lookin’ good” (he was talking about my dissertation). We have a new rule for the YouTube Games: We ignore the “promoted” videos that come to the top now. The reason being is that we feel they have an unfair advantage. So, now we take the first video after the “promoted” video. Tonight, I decided to take two videos – the masculine version of “Lookin’ good” and for balance, also the feminne version, which was in the search immediately following the masculine version. Here they are:

Lookin' Good

Lisa Lashes - Lookin' Good


Mississippi rising, so floods New Madrid Fault Line. This earthquake is on the stage.

Thousands Fleeing in Advance of Spillway Opening

5/14/2011 -- FEMA opens disaster help center in St. Louis Missouri

"FERGUSON, MO (AP) - A federal disaster help center opens on Saturday in St. Louis County to help Missouri residents and businesses recover from weeks of severe storms, floods and tornadoes.

FEMA officials said Friday the center is located in Cottonwood Plaza at 10427 W. Florissant Ave. in Ferguson. The center will be open 1-5 p.m. this Saturday and Sunday, then 9 a.m.-6 p.m. Monday through Saturday until further notice. "

Morganza Spillway Open, Army Engineers Unleash Mississippi Flood

MORGANZA, La. -- A steel, 10-ton floodgate was slowly raised Saturday for the first time in nearly four decades, unleashing a torrent of water from the Mississippi River, away from heavily populated areas downstream.The water spit out slowly at first, then began gushing like a waterfall as it headed to swamp as much as 3,000 square miles of Cajun countryside known for small farms and fish camps. Some places could wind up under as much as 25 feet of water.

Opening the Morganza spillway diverts water away from Baton Rouge and New Orleans, and the numerous oil refineries and chemical plants along the lower reaches of the Mississippi.

"We're using every flood control tool we have in the system," Army Corps of Engineers Maj. Gen. Michael Walsh said Saturday from the dry side of the spillway, before the bay was opened. The podium Walsh was standing at was expected to be under several feet of water Sunday.

The Morganza spillway is part of a system of locks and levees built following the great flood of 1927. When it opened, it was the first time three flood-control systems have been unlocked at the same time along the Mississippi River.
(CLICK HERE to see tragic photos of the flooding along the Mississippi)

Snowmelt and heavy rain have been blamed for inflating the Mississippi, and the rising river levels have shattered records all set 70 years ago.

About 25,000 people and 11,000 structures could be in harm's way.

In Krotz Springs, La., one of the towns in the Atchafalaya River basin bracing for floodwaters, Monita Reed, 56, recalled the last time the Morganza was opened in 1973.

"We could sit in our yard and hear the water," she said as workers constructed a makeshift levee of sandbags and soil-filled mesh boxes in hopes of protecting the 240 homes in her subdivision.

Some people living in the threatened stretch of countryside - an area known for a drawling French dialect - have already started heading out. Reed's family packed her furniture, clothing and pictures in a rental truck and a relative's trailer.

"I'm just going to move and store my stuff. I'm going to stay here until they tell us to leave," Reed said. "Hopefully, we won't see much water and then I can move back in. "

It took about 15 minutes for the one 28-foot gate to be raised. Several hours will pass before any of the water hits sparsely populated communities. The corps planned to open one or two more gates Sunday in a painstaking process that gives residents and animals a chance to get out of the way.

The water will flow 20 miles south into the Atchafalaya Basin. From there it will roll on to Morgan City, an oil-and-seafood hub and a community of 12,000, and eventually into the Gulf of Mexico.

The Krotz Springs area was in a sliver of land about 70 miles long and 20 miles wide, north of Morgan City, and could get water in about 12 hours. The finger-shaped strip of land was expected to eventually be inundated with 10- to 20-feet of water, according to Army Corps of Engineers estimates.

The water wasn't expected to reach Morgan City until around Tuesday.

Engineers feared that weeks of pressure on the levees could cause them to fail, swamping New Orleans under as much as 20 feet of water in a disaster that would have been much worse than Hurricane Katrina in 2005. Even though water was being releasing from the river, the levees were still being put to the test for a couple of weeks."These levees will be under a lot of pressure for a long period of time," said Corps Col. Ed Fleming.

The corps blew up a levee in Missouri - inundating an estimated 200 square miles of farmland and damaging or destroying about 100 homes - to take the pressure off the levees protecting the town of Cairo, Ill., population 2,800.This intentional flood is more controlled, however, and residents are warned by the corps each year in written letters, reminding them of the possibility of opening the spillway, which is 4,000 feet long and has 125 bays.At the site of the spillway, a vertical crane was positioned to hoist the gate panel and the let water out. On one side of the spillway, water was splashing over the gates. The other side was dry.

Typically, the spillway is dry on both sides. But when the river rises to historic levels, like the marks seen over the past couple of weeks, it is flooded, and holds the Mississippi in place.

The spillway, built in 1954, is part of a flood plan largely put into motion in the 1930s in the aftermath of the devastating 1927 flood that killed hundreds.

This is the second spillway to be opened in Louisiana. About a week ago, the corps used cranes to remove some of the Bonnet Carre's wooden barriers, sending water into the massive Lake Ponchatrain and eventually the Gulf of Mexico.

By Sunday, all 350 bays at the 7,000-foot structure were to be open. The spillways could be opened for weeks, or perhaps less, if the river flow starts to subside.

In Vicksburg, Miss., where five neighborhoods were underwater, a steady stream of onlookers posed for pictures on a river bluff overlooking a bridge that connects Louisiana and Mississippi. Some people posed for pictures next to a Civil War cannon while others carried Confederate battle flags being given away by a war re-enactor.Vicksburg was the site of a pivotal Civil War battle and is home to thousands of soldier graves.

James Mims, 50, drove about an hour from Calhoun, La., with his wife, son and three grandchildren to snap a photo."It's history in the making and we're seeing it happen," Mims said.

MS Floods, Madrid Fault line & HAARP?

I have received dozens of videos on this topic and it is worth looking at. The dinosaur media is not cover this topic so you know something is up. What does all this have in common and is the plan for depopulation of the gulf coast states?

La. spillway to open, flooding Cajun country

Here Are The Refineries And Nuclear Power Plants Threatened If The Morganza Spillway Is [Opened|Shut]




Uploaded by MrTakeBackAmerica on May 7, 2011

Check this out, the mighty Mississippi is flooding at record levels, and not many people even know its taking place, ironically this comes just days before the NLE National Level Exercise that FEMA and DHS have planned for on the New Madrid Fault Line, If you are not aware there is a massive fault that runs from the Ohio river valley to the tip of Louisiana, A few things to be concerned about, 1. FEMA made an order for 140 million meals a total of 1 Billion dollars, on the order request form they specified the food was to prepare for a catastrophic Disaster along the New Madrid Fault System. 2. The BP oil geyser is located directly at the end of this fault line, after hundreds of millions of barrels were spewed into the ocean it would have left a massive cavity, one that if affected will collapse submersing all of La, most of Ms, Tn, Mo, and other states. Fema ordered a Billion dollars worth of food you dont order that much without a plan to use it, 3. As this flood worsens it only intensifies the amount of weight and pressure on top of these two plates, something is going to give, something is coming, Do you notice how there is coverage but almost no one has even heard of this yet, It is absolutely crazy, The Mississippi is flooding and i have barely heard a word about it.


Morganza Floodway Opens, Nuclear Power Plants In The Path?

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FEMA's Plans Unfolding-New Madrid Seismic Zone and NLE 2011; May 16-20, 2011

NLE 2011 will simulate (SIMULATE OR STIMULATE?) the catastrophic nature of a major earthquake in the central United States region of the New Madrid Seismic Zone (NMSZ). The year 2011 is the bicentennial anniversary of the 1811 New Madrid earthquake, for which the NMSZ is named. NLE 2011 will be the first NLE to simulate a natural hazard. Simulating a 7.7 magnitude earthquake along the southwest segment of the New Madrid Seismic Zone (NMSZ), the May 16-20 2011, National Level Exercise will be the largest functional exercise of its kind undertaken in about 20 years. It is also the first NLE to focus on a natural hazard scenario.


News on Elenin Nibiru Brown Dwarf - May 14 2011

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Friday, May 13, 2011

The Magic of Love and Research: Loveabye Music

Sōferia, here, again and it’s another day of working on my dissertation. I sure hope that all of this work I do on this planet proves fruitful. Emanu’el says it will. I was writing and suddenly got really tired. It was exactly 11:29 AM which, if you add 2 and 9, it gives 11-11. This is a special sign that Emanu’el often uses to indicate that he has something to communicate to me, so I wrote to him.

He just wanted to thank me for picking up the hints he had been giving me and he wanted to let me know to be sure to follow the university's format "to the 't' for the Introduction," but after that I would be "home free" meaning that after they read the Introduction they will understand why the dissertation cannot follow a template. That was very useful advice.

I told him how tired I was and how I felt I really needed to take a nap, which seems to be a daily occurrence these days. I must be transmuting a lot of negative energy caused from all of the pain of having lived multiple lives among some droidful people on this earth planet. So it’s all good.

I accused Emanu’el of casting a spell on me to make me tired. That wasn’t very nice for me to say since he had gone out of his way this morning and gave me a bunch of special clues about Joe’s work that will help me tremendously with my dissertation, but he thought it was funny; he knew I was teasing him. He just said that, well, maybe he had some more clues he would whisper in my ear if I took a nap, so I asked him for a song to get me in the mood. He gave me the clue, “lovabye.” LOL. Now that is a made-up word if I ever saw one, but he’s really good at making up words. He gets lots of help from our great Master Teacher, Hermes Trismegistus. I dutifully plugged the clue into YouTube and below is the video that came to the top of the search. This is so funny because “Vanessa” is my Earth name and I have often gone by the name “Nessa” especially among the little children, which goes with the assignment yesterday to design preschool curricula - I love it when the little children call me Nessa.

How does Emanu’el’s magic work? That’s what I would like to know. Oh well, it’s ok. I know it works and that’s the important thing. And now that I have taken a nap I need to get back to work for the rest of the evening. The dissertation is a long road, but we must move on  - and as my message yesterday indicated, I need to take it to the limit (I wonder if that would be “outer limits”).

CLUE: "lovabye" and the first song to the top of the YouTube search was:

nessa lalabye

LOL. It looks like the guy singing this song makes up words for his woman, too, with his "lalabye" - but it's very SWEET. And YES he sings very well; I guess some people made fun of his singing in the past. There is no excuse for that; maybe they were jealous.
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Thursday, May 12, 2011

Divine Instructions Received for My Dissertation: Take It to the Limit!

I am excited!!!! I am making great progress on my dissertation and Master Emanu’el is giving me divine guidance. I always find exactly what I need when I need it. It seems like some kind of magic or something. It makes me wonder if other people have that happen when they research. Do they just open the book up to exactly what they need? Do words and directions just pop into their minds, who knows whence? Do they take a nap and then awaken with downloads that must be written down before they are forgotten? Do they hear music that motivates and provides secret messages and instructions?

This morning I was busy working away on my dissertation, opening up books in the exact right places, when I suddenly received a divine message in the form of a song. I suddenly heard as plain as day the message, “Take it to the limit!” That is so exciting to me. What a huge responsibility. I always thought Joe’s theory should be taken to the limit (in fact I actually told him so one day; that’s in an email) and now I have the official word and -- here is that great song to to punctuate the divine instructions and motivate me!

Eagles - Take It To The Limit (Studio Version)


Another divine project that has been assigned to me relates to developing preschool activities. Of course, that’s not hard because I have already developed a lot of activities in the past when I taught preschool. So this song is in celebration of launching the preschool project (I just love this cute song and video so much, I was so glad to be given an excuse to post to my blog):

I Like the Flowers - by Beat Boppers Children's Music

Last night I received many encouraging words PLUS two great songs. The firest clue was “Rock and roll all night long” and of course, that brings up the obvious song by Kiss but the first one to the top was this really wild and kind of funny version. The second clue was “Sleep tight” which brought up the special song by Sarah Brightman, the second song below. What nice good night songs. Well, it’s time for me to go back to the dissertation magic. Enjoy this music!

"Rock and Roll All Night Long" Live - Kiss at Nassau Coliseum October 9,2009

You show us everything you've got
You keep on dancin' and the room gets hot
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You say you wanna go for a spin
The party's just begun, we'll let you in
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You keep on shoutin', you keep on shoutin'
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
You keep on saying you'll be mine for a while
You're lookin' fancy and I like your style
You drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You show us everything you've got
Baby, baby that's quite a lot
And you drive us wild, we'll drive you crazy
You keep on shoutin', you keep on shoutin'
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite and party everyday
I wanna rock and roll all nite

Sarah Brightman - Sleep Tight

We saw Fantasia in a far off land,
Cry for the living in the desert sand.
They waited underneath a splintered moon.
To hear the beating of an ancient tune.

Sleep tight.
The reaper's waiting in the wings.
Sleep tight.
To reap a man of many things.
Sleep tight.
Look through the eyes of destiny.
Sleep tight.
We find the kingdom but He holds the key.

I met a seer who believes and dreams,
Our blood is running through eternal streams.
Dust you'll return and dust you shall remain.
'Coz that's the only heart that beats and beats again.

P. S. There is so much magic happening in my life, it’s incredible.
Some of the other magic of today: 

Lauren C. Gorgo – Human 2.0 Christed Edition

Don’t Stop Now!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Was Joe Misunderstood? Moving Forward on My Dissertation

Sōferia, the alienated scholar from the Pleiades, here, again -- I missed writing a blog yesterday because I have been very busy and getting serious about my Earthly assigned task – writing my dissertation.

The question has come to mind, as I study Joe’s work and consider the last book he wrote, Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, all of which is the topic of my dissertation, is that it appears he may have been widely misunderstood. I realize his work is very complex and even multidimensional, but could it possibly be that MOST people misunderstood his work? It makes me very curious so I will be exploring that thought as I continue forward with my research.

And as if to punctuate this thought about being misunderstood, the following song floated into my mind. So, in honor of Joe, and in hopes that he was understood by the people he loved and worked with, I dedicate this song to him.

Please Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood by the Animals.

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Monday, May 9, 2011

The Day After My Most Amazing Mother's Day

Wow, after yesterday’s amazing experience, how can today’s blog compete? It has been a very busy day with lots of information flooding my way. I have written some of it in other blogs on another site, but need to catch up on the details here.

I was feeling very distracted this morning and it turned out it was because Emanu’el was attending a quite volatile meeting in which no one was wanting to reach an agreement. We are so connected that whatever he is going through affects me and vice versa. So anyway, he was so sweet as to drop in during a break from the meeting to let me know why I was feeling so unfocused and “off task,” as he jokingly put it. I felt that way most of the rest of the day, but not as extreme as in the morning, and so I did not get a lot accomplished, other than some good lightwork, which is always a good thing.

There’s some really good music at my other blogs so here they are (you would have to register at the site to see everything – all of the other music and comments): 

Do You Believe?

Today is the Day!

For the Child IN YOU and for Your Children Too!

Emanu'el asked me to post this beautiful Santana song for today (it is posted on my Do You Believe? blog, too).

santana-I love you much too much

santana i love you much too much lyrics:

I love you much too much
I've known it from the start
But yet my love is such
I can't control my heart

I love you much too much
I ask myself what for
And darling when we touch
I love you more

Perhaps I hold your heart too tightly
But who am I to say
If I should hold it lightly
It might slip away

I love you much too much
You've never really known
I love you oh so much

Carlos Augusto Alves Santana (born July 20, 1947) is a Mexican American rock guitarist. Santana became famous in the late 1960s and early 1970s with his band, Santana, which pioneered rock, salsa and jazz fusion. The band's sound featured his melodic, blues-based guitar lines set against Latin and African rhythms featuring percussion instruments such as timbales and congas not generally heard in rock music.

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Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mother’s Day and Emanu’el’s Gift of Love, Your Mother Should Know, PLUS The Grand Finale – My Mother’s Day Surprise!!!!

Happy Mother's Day!Happy Mother’s Day to everyone – yes, everybody should celebrate Mother’s Day. This morning Emanu’el told me to work on my dissertation only if it’s what my heart desires (and it is, so I will). He reminded me of our FOUR babies back home – Joe Albert (10-01-2009), Gloria Grace (07-13-2010), Jemilah JaeLyn, and Jeremiah Lyons (Jemilah and Jeremiah are our twins, a girl and a boy, born 03-07-2011). I hope I can take a visit to see them today – oh wait, I am already with them!

I had the most amazing experience last night that proves to me that I must be living in a 3D space that is encompassed within a much more expansive and beautiful 4D space. First of all, Emanu’el has been telling me for quite some time that I AM at home – that I do not really live in a small manufactured house in the middle of farmland, but that in reality, we live together with our family in a beautiful palace on a hilltop. I am so CLOSE to being able to see it. I know it’s another dimension and it is right here with me. I need to be able to go back and forth between dimensions and soon I will be able to do just that – consciously.

I saw part of our palace last night in the hallway when I was trying so hard to see Emanu’el. The wall has an absolutely exquisite design – I wish I could explain it. It was a sort of textured velvet wall covering in burgundy that stood out from the background of a lighter shade of burgundy with a pink tinge…..I keep seeing a lot of pink in this palace, or feeling like there is pink around me; I am not sure why. Pink is a good color, though, because it represents LOVE. So the velvet part of the wall covering is burgundy and it stood out in texture from the lighter, pinkish background, forming a sort of lattice design, but in very, very intricate geometric shapes.

What I was really trying to do was to see Emanu’el because I felt him standing in the hallway. Just before I turned off the lights and was standing in the hallway in the dark, I had told him in my communication to him last night at 11:59 PM, “I need to wake up more
L. I want to escape this 3D box and see you.” It was really how I was feeling. I feel like there is SO MUCH MORE around me and so many more people around who I love -- and my perception is just not taking it in.

Well, that all explains why his clue for this morning brought up the song that it did. He told me this morning during our 7:50 AM communication, “Your mother’s day surprise is still to be revealed. You’ll ‘see’.” And then he drew an eye of Horus right next to the word “see.” So the clue to look up on YouTube for a song is “see” and I had to take the second song since the first one had an advertisement (as per our “rules” of this game).

I guess because of what I said last night about needing to wake up, he wants me to sing this song to him. He’s been working very hard – overtime, even – to wake me up for the past number of years -- more years than I had initially realized. All I can say is that he has an enormous amount of patience considering how slowly I have been waking up. Clearly, by this song, he has not given up on me.

[BRING ME TO LIFE] how can you see into my eyes

Evanescence - Wake Me Up Inside lyrics

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors?
Leading you down into my core,
Where I've become so numb.

Without a soul,
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Now that I know what I'm without,
You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real.
Bring me to life.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie.
There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.

Frozen inside without your touch,
Without your love, darling.
Only you are the life among the dead.

(All of this sight,
I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
but you were there in front of me)
I've been sleeping a 1000 years it seems.
I've got to open my eyes to everything.
(Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul
Don't let me die here.
There must be something more).
Bring me to life.

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.

Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie. There's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

What a sweet, reassuring Mother’s Day Gift of Love. (And don’t forget, it has been predicted that the elite power’s dominoes will begin falling today - check out the videos at that link!).

Last year on Mother’s Day I was analyzing the epistemological road trip I had taken in April of that year:

The New Educational Journey Treasure Hunt: A Recap of the Two-Week Epistemological Road Trip to Kingsport, TN Part 16. Day Ten: Overnight at St. Joe’s AGAIN? It Must be the Work of Robert Moss's Trickster.

Mother’s Day Was Great! Gifts of Music from My Critical Knowledge Network

The Beatles - Your Mother Should Know [HQ] with Outtake Footage



DreamhouseAbout Our "Palace":
Wow, I had not realized that Emanu’el had done SO MUCH renovation on the house that was given to us when he was selected to be Pleiadian King (shown in the photo on the right). He had taken me to the outside of our house to show it to me right after we received it as a gift and all of the furniture was outside, being given away, and he said he doing some “remodeling.”

Now he keeps telling me we live in a “palace" so I decided to do some research to find a picture of what the palace might look like. 

The photo below was the first picture that came up on a Google search using the keyword, "palace" – and yes, it looks MUCH like the original home he started from, but he really did turn it into a palace! Only Emanu’el in his divinity could create such beauty. Now, I realize he ain’t kidding at all when he says we live in a palace! He remodeled it after the Jangmohan Palace in India! I love it! This was my Mother’s Day surprise!!!! Thank you, Emanu’el. I LOVE YOU!!!! (Interestingly, the intricate design I saw on the wall last night repeated the designs shown in the doorways here, only on a smaller scale).

Our Palace in


Photo of Jagan Mohan Palace from:
Wikipedia Jaganmohan Palace

Jaganmohan Palace (Sri Jayachamarajendra Art Gallery), Mysore, Karnataka, India

Happy Mother’s Day Image:

NOTE: I DO NOT PLAN THESE "STORIES." They just evolve as I write them!
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Saturday, May 7, 2011

Yesterday Was Another 11-11 Twin Flame Love Celebration PLUS the Truth About Jesus

Joseph and JesusI did not write a blog yesterday because I was very busy celebrating my love with Emanu’el since it was another Twin Flame 11-11 day (5/6/11=5+6/11=11-11).

We had a great time doing what we both love – writing. YES, writing. We worked on the monumental dissertation research that is going to fly through the university and make its way into many publications. I have no doubt about that at all. Other than that, Emanu’el talked to me a little about Jesus.

Of course, Jesus was a real person who was a mystic with special abilities and who knew how to practice unconditional love, but he has been used by the powers-that-be who set up religions to lead us all on the wrong path. God wants us to do good works! We are not saved because someone else was murdered unjustifiably. That is all a lie and pretty sick if you stop to think about it, and it keeps us distracted from our already divine gift of glorious grace and our beloved one and only true love (which some people call twin flame) which is how we make our connection to God. Jesus did good works. We are to do good works. (Btw, Emanu'el and I named our first baby girl Gloria Grace in representation of the glorious grace God gives us abundantly and unconditionally, even when we do make mistakes and think we can be lazy and hypocritical -- it happens to us all at some point along the pathway as we are feeling our way in the dark).

That is just one Pleiadian perspective on this matter and we are just aliens, so no need to get upset if you believe differently. We know that Jesus was a great person and a wonderful role model, but baptism and the belief in him as a savior of all humankind without the need for US to lift a finger will culminate in a big disappointment when it is discovered that it really did not work. Believe me, I know. I already went that route (I was suckered in before I awakened). And just open your eyes and look around you! Do you not see the destruction, chaos, greed, murder? Even among those who claim to be Christians! Do you not see what's wrong with this picture? God does not want us to kill, die, destroy, or offer him human and animal sacrifices and never has. My God! Wake up! Look what we have created here! It is not God's world. Join in the creation of the NEW world, a Heaven on Earth, not a Hell.

Sorry for the preaching; I'm not sure where that came from. At any rate, now that I have been united with my one true love, we share a power, a mission, and a love so magnificent that one can only imagine it if it is experienced. It is God's gift to us because we both did good works. And the works we are doing together -- our Code Blue Earth Mission will contribute even greater to spreading love and changing the world. We are busy working to rebuild new systems as the old systems around us collapse. There will be some dominoes collapsing tomorrow, as a matter of fact. That was the prediction, anyway, and if all goes according to plans, something major will happen to indicate that the OLD system is, indeed falling away to make way for the NEW.

I must get back to work, now. The only clue Emanu'el gave me this morning for a song is “friendship” and this is what came to the top of the YouTube search -- and an important message it is because we are friends who share a magnificent and unconditional love -- The GIFT that is all wrapped up in God's glorious grace:

Friendship & Love

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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Chilling Out Behind the Scenes: The OLD Crumbles as the NEW Begins

dominoes-fallingIt was a productive day today. The very first issue of the JOE-Journal of Epistemology was finalized and posted for free download right here on this website. That makes me happy because I think Joe would have liked the Journal.

I think we are on the right track with inviting EVERYONE to join this project. That’s what’s Joe was all about – that we all work together and dissolve the imaginary and divisive differences between us that have been perpetrated merely to keep us separate and from realizing our own true power as individuals and contributing members of our communities. And he was all for “open source” publishing – which means totally free (see the Preface to Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction).

It will be so wonderful if this project evolves into the creation of some kind of totally new form of subsistence besides capital. Joe didn’t talk about this a lot, although he did discuss the possibility of teaching students to develop entirely new economic systems and to move away from teaching only the Milton Friedman version of the free market system (he covered this in his Social Studies book, Getting Beyond the Facts). Of course, as I analyzed page 97 of Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction, I found he chose to leave capitalism out of the equation. Joe did what he did for reasons. He was and is still much like Hermes Trismegistus and you have to learn all of his wonderfully brilliant techniques of creating a treasure chest of knowledge in his books. I am still learning and I know for a fact that I have only touched upon mere shrapnel of his weaponry, lol. I shouldn’t put it that way, although I do know that he left some very powerful messages for people. When the time is right, I am supposed to be the messenger. I take orders from the top – and that would be far above the top that people acknowledge and kowtow to on Earth. If only more people knew the truth.

Emanu’el was so sweet this morning. He is always sweet. But he wrote me a three page letter! That’s a lot, although he has written longer letters than that on numerous occasions. I just loved what he said because he leaves everything up to me and he loves me and supports me no matter what decisions I make and whether or not I complete tasks that I set out before myself. More often than not, I fail, but things are about to change.

This is a really weird time in history because everyone and everything is going through major transformation. It’s like the flap of the butterfly wings (which they call the butterfly effect) that Joe talked about in Knowledge and Critical Pedagogy: An Introduction. Once even one person changes dramatically, this will effect changes all over the world. Today, there are many people changing dramatically, leaving friends and loved ones behind because of the lack of understanding and support.

I would say that in this current era the most important thing is change and that we commit ourselves to creating change. Many of us already are committed to a divine plan, if you will, that is pretty much set in stone for us by CHOICE, although we know the plans morph and evolve as things change. If other people get in the way of implementing that plan or mission, which is different for each of us, then we have no choice but to go ahead and leave certain people behind. In other cases, people actually push us away because they do not want to have to change, which they know they would need to had we stayed around them. No matter how it manifests the end result is that, still, everyone changes and everything changes – and it’s happening at a faster and faster rate. We are all at different places in our journeys and very few of us relate to each other – or if we do, it is temporary because once again, we are off on our own journeys that may head in an entirely different direction. And so, it really is a very strange time in history and that’s what Emanu’el discussed with me this morning – basically, he was supporting my need to be alone and undisturbed so that I can do my work – the mission I have committed to doing out of my wishes to contribute a part to the creation of Heaven on Earth and my love for him and our dedicated work together.

He also reassured me that the frequencies that run through my body at night that have become almost painful are necessary upgrades to my system, somehow. I really don’t understand it, but he said just to remember that he is always there with me and he tries to comfort me if it does become too painful. Apparently, this is just a part of the ascension process – our bodies are increasing in frequencies to match that of the Earth, which is increasing quite rapidly. If we can’t keep up, we will be left behind on the old Earth and we all know how unhappy and destroyed that Earth is becoming. I will suffer a little pain as long as I know I am heading upward to the Earth Heaven.

He also told me that a lot of the reason collaborative type work is not working out right now is because there are people like me who are doing the work out of love, who could care less about money, and who have total faith that the universe will provide abundantly, and then there are those people who are still stuck in the old paradigm where money and profit, fame and prestige, and power and control reign as the primary motivating force for doing their work. Thus, the two do not match up well at all. Thus, for now, it is best that I sit behind the scenes and work quietly on my work and bring it out sometime in the future when more of the world is ready for it.

His letter was actually so beautiful. Someday I will publish the letters he has written me, just so people have an idea of how we really can communicate with our loved ones across dimensions.

That’s all I have for today. It looks like I will stay busy for a long time into the future. Emanu’el has given me literally hundreds, if not thousands of ideas for all kinds of projects. He said that he did that so that I could choose and even create my own projects – he has to be the most creative person I have ever known!

Oh, wait. He did give me a song to look up. The clue was “rainy day” as in “rainy day friends” who are only around when they want something. Here it is; just now looked it up – I had to take the second song because the first one had an advertisement.

OMG check out this song! He is so brilliant. He always finds the perfect message to go with the blog. He’s confirming that it is, indeed time to slow down during this speeding up world in which the old is collapsing and falling away – but we are separated and he wants me to come visit him at “his” house – which would be our “dream house” (our mansion) on our planet. I will take a trip there any day! Oooh, that means he has a trip planned for us today! How exciting. I wonder what he’s going to show me. A while back, he had shown me the two white horses he got for our wedding day – one to ride down on (“He’s gonna ride down on a great white horse…”) and the other one will pull our beautiful white wedding carriage as we leave the ceremony and head out to our honeymoon. The horses are so beautiful and on our planet, animals can communicate with us. The two white horses are very happy and honored that we chose them to live on our property and to serve in our wedding. We take great care of them, let them roam freely, and they return our kindness with their magnificent love.

Coldplay - Rainy Day

Rainy Day lyrics

Then there was rain
The sky wore a veil of gold and green
At night it was the bright of the moon with me
Time is just floating away

Then there was rain
The sound foundations are crumbling
Through the ground comes a bit of a-tumbling
And time was just floating away
We can watch it and stay
And we can listen

Oh rainy day, come 'round
Sometimes i just want it to slow down
And we're separated now, i'm down
But i love when you come over to the house
I love it when you come 'round to my house

Then there was rain
I spent the night with the Queen of Spain
My lonely little heart would've broke again
Times were vicious
The deeper that the knife goes in, the more you win
You end up with less than where you begin
The deeper that the knife goes innnn

Oh rainy day, come 'round
Sometimes i just want it to slow down
And we're separated now, i'm down
But i love when you come over to the house
I love it when you come 'round to my house


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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

My Beloved Travistán Is Back! (And He Never Even Left Me!)

anniversary-desi-glittersOK, yesterday’s blog was a long drawn out path that led to the fact that it was yet another anniversary for me and Emanu’el and it was also brought out that due to how we initially celebrated our wedding, it is a TWO-DAY anniversary celebration. But don’t pass up studying that important information that came up during my directed research. I found it very interesting that the Bible (if the account is correct) does NOT speak of the TRINITY! That comes from Celtic traditions (for our purposes due to our heritage - no doubt the idea originated long before that, even). I guess Emanu’el wanted me to learn all of these Celtic interpretations because of the first lifetime we shared on Earth and to help me remember our Celtic wedding with all of its beautiful, cherished traditions.

Every day I am handed down more amazing miracles! I have written often about my first lifetime on this Earth planet. Emanu’el and I had decided together to come to Earth and work on this mission as well as prove our love could withstand the test of Earth life. Of course, we passed the test with flying colors, as I have discussed, and our sacred marriage was sanctioned by the Pleiadian Higher Council as well as the newly formed Universal High Council. In case people don’t know, the Universal High Councils (there are multiple councils) were established by entities all over the pluriverses for this New Golden Age to all work together to ensure Earth’s safe ascension.

The very first lifetime we experienced here was in the 1100’s in which he was a Scottish peacemaker and I was his Gaelic wife. We were very young as it was common to marry at very early ages at that time. As I have discussed in previous blogs, he was killed less than two years after our marriage and I was never able to recover from his death. And I mean NEVER. I carried that enormous pain with me through all of our lifetimes together of which there have been a total of 12. And when I lost him – right after I had found him – in this lifetime, I literally fell apart for more than two years. I did not realize until now that the REASON it was taking so long is because of the FIRST tragic time I had lost him. I was so young – both before I even came here to be in this Earth game (being only 19 years old) and during the lifetime of which I speak. We were still newlyweds, literally, when we chose to come to this planet. So when I lost him as a newlywed in our first Earth lifetime together, it was like a double tragedy. I felt alone and very scared and I did not live long after his death. His brother had married me before that out of duty and tradition, which made me feel even worse. I loved him as a brother and was never able to love him as a wife should love her husband. After I passed away, he raised up the little boy Emanu’el and I had just a year after we had been married.

I thought I was recovering from losing him in this current lifetime and then on May 2nd and 3rd, it seemed like the grief was starting up all over again just as bad as ever. Why? Why can’t I get over this? I was wondering. With Emanu’el’s help, I remembered that it was our anniversary of that lifetime, and I came to a complete understanding of how the pain of that first lifetime (and who know how many other lifetimes) carried right over into this one. That's why I kept crying! Yesterday,

Emanu’el explained a lot to me and even told me our names during that first lifetime. His name was Travistán and my name was Promisia. I tried to find out what the names meant with no luck. I did find that a Scottish rock star named Travis Morrison made an album named Travistan. Emanu'el explained so much to me which changed the entire way I view the situation – and finally, healing took place – and I came to realize more fully that he has NEVER EVER been away from me. We have always and will always be Twin Flames, which means we have always been together and we will always be together – for eternity.

I spent the day learning even more about twin flames, some of which I put into the following blog, because I am tired of all of the lies:

Twin flames: 98% of all info is the same Why?

There is a ton more stuff to learn!

Meetings With Emanu’el, My Twin Flame/Master Teacher/Husband
He said it was great that I was using the opportunity to learn more – that healing the pain I feel will make our relationship stronger and it will be easier for us to focus on our mission tasks. I just had a thought as I was reading over his message to me about the layers of emotions we have to clear out. Did we come here to go through this to make our marriage stronger? Maybe that’s one of the purposes of the Earth Game….just a thought. I do know that we came here to prove to the Councils that our love would hold up and not only has it held up – it has gotten even stronger!

He did give me one clue to look up on YouTube. He was talking about how I don’t have to worry about one glass of wine interfering with our ability to communicate or other “poisons” that the Reps put in our food these days in an attempt to kill off as many of the peasants as they can. The videos I watched about Twin Flames talked about how sensitive we can become to these things. And that’s funny because, I DID go through a stage of having to be very careful – in fact, as I stated YEARS of no drinking and no coffee, even. But I am truly past those sensitivities and so is Emanu’el. He said we have transcended those sensitivities, so apparently they were only temporary, even if they did last for many years for me. Thus, we have the clue “poisons” to look up on YouTube. And here’s what came right to the top:

Every Rose Has Its Thorn; what a sweet song. He is telling me he’s sorry for my having had to go through such sadness and at the same time he’s saying he still suffers some pain, too, but it is just a part of growing in our love. We will make it!

Poison-Every Rose Has Its Thorn

P.S. All is quiet on the homefront: There were no major earthquakes today, this 911 day!!!!
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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

May 3-4: Celebrating the Trinity Holy Cross, Twin Flame Reunion, and Covenant Renewal Day: OH! It’s our Celtic Anniversary!!!! PLUS Do the Reptilians Have A Dastardly Deed Planned for Tomorrow, Another 911 Day?

anniversary-desi-glitters-.gifToday is a brand new day and a brand new beginning. This is the day, if you are on a spiritual journey, that you must set aside everyone and everything that hinders moving forward, including all of those earthlings who take, take, take, and suck your energy dry, never reciprocating (the energy vampires, as they are sometimes called, who work interdimensionally so that you are not aware of what they are doing but you FEEL it). I get those painful drains when I participate in certain online communities. Today is a special sacred day of a new beginning that has been obfuscated in all sorts of ways. For example, we had Beltane, May Day, now we are focused on the hoax surrounding “finding” Osama Bin Laden (a man who was pronounced deceased in 2003), and next we have Mother’s Day. We have 2012 with two dates now: October 28, 2011 and December 21, 2012. We have the 11-11-11 Kindergarten graduation days – and a multitude of “holidays” all around the world. Those are NOT the days or things we need to concern ourselves with! At least not today!

Today and tomorrow are the most quintessential days of this era and who even knows this fact? Only those of us who pay attention to our Guides, Master Teachers, Soul Family, Spirit, and Compañeros in the upper realms.

So this day is set aside to spend quiet time, away from all of those earthlings who suck your energy dry and today is the day to permanently detach yourself from them forever. They will never change. Not for many millions of years and if you do not want to hamper your own journey along the path, you simply MUST detach from their selfish narcissism once and for all. Travel the road alone if you must. Alone in terms of the concrete materialism so many find as some sort of gift when in reality it is the very “Thing” that keeps you from fulfilling your true, blessed, and God-given destiny. Let everyone and everything go. Today is the day. Don’t feel sad about awakening and knowing that you have to give up many “Things.” At the same time, you have many blessings and you are never ever alone.

Tomorrow is the celebration.
That is my message this morning from the Higher Councils. I wonder if that means I should detach from a particular online community where I experience those energy drains on a regular basis. Well, today and tomorrow are the days to celebrate and if people think 2012 holds something special, many of them will be sadly disappointed. Isn’t that what I have been saying all along? No Armageddon, no mass ascension, no ascension at all in the traditional sense of the word. Ascension is here and now for the few who will actually be experiencing it. And you won't be able to take your unawakened earthling friends on this next leg of the journey, for which we should all feel grateful.

May 3 – Celebration of the Holy Cross
I did a little research to determine more about this special day. It seems that it is a celebration of the Holy Cross. Of course, the cross has multiple interpretations and is holy in many ways for reasons that stretch far back into history of ancient times. It is perhaps the most holy symbol there is. Here is the story I found:



GOD having restored peace to His Church, by exalting Constantine the Great to the imperial throne, that pious prince, who had triumphed over his enemies by the miraculous power of the cross, was very desirous of expressing his veneration for the holy places which had been honored and sanctified by the presence and sufferings of our blessed Redeemer on earth, and accordingly resolved to build a magnificent church in the city of Jerusalem. St. Helen, the emperor's mother, desiring to visit the holy places there, undertook a journey into Palestine in 326, though at that time near eighty years of age; and on her arrival at Jerusalem was inspired with a great desire to

p. 167

find the identical cross on which Christ had suffered for our sins. But there was no mark or tradition, even amongst the Christians, to show where it lay. The heathens, out of an aversion to Christianity, had done what they could to conceal the place where Our Saviour was buried, by heaping on it a great quantity of stones and rubbish, and building on it a temple to Venus. They had, moreover, erected a statue of Jupiter in the place where Our Saviour rose from the dead. Helen, to carry out her pious design, consulted every one at Jerusalem and near it whom she thought likely to assist her in finding out the cross; and was credibly informed that, if she could find out the sepulchre, she would likewise find the instruments of the punishment; it being the custom among the Jews to make a hole near the place where the body of a criminal was buried, and to throw into it whatever belonged to his execution. The pious empress, therefore, ordered the profane buildings to be pulled down, the statues to be broken in pieces, and the rubbish to be removed; and, upon digging to a great depth, the holy sepulchre, and near it three crosses, also the nails which had pierced Our Saviour's body, and the title which had been fixed to His cross, were found. By this discovery they knew that one of the three crosses was that which they were in quest of, and that the others belonged to the two malefactors between whom Our Saviour had been crucified. But, as the title was found separate from the cross, it was difficult to distinguish which of the three crosses was that on which our divine Redeemer consummated His sacrifice for the salvation of the world. In this perplexity the holy Bishop Macarius, knowing that one of the principal ladies of the city lay extremely ill, suggested to the empress to cause the three crosses to be carried to the sick person, not doubting but God would discover which was the cross they sought for. This being done, St. Macarius prayed that God would have regard to their faith, and, after his prayer, applied the crosses singly to the patient, who was immediately and perfectly recovered by the touch of one of the three crosses, the other two having been tried without effect. St. Helen, full of joy at having found the treasure which she had so earnestly sought and so highly esteemed, built a church on the spot, and

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lodged the cross there with great veneration, having provided an extraordinarily rich case for it. She afterwards carried part of it to the Emperor Constantine, then at Constantinople, who received it with great veneration; another part she sent or rather carried to Rome, to be placed in the church which she had built there, called Of the Holy Cross of Jerusalem, where it remains to this day. The title was sent by St. Helen to the same church, and placed on the top of an arch, where it was found in a case of lead in 1492. The inscription in Hebrew, Greek, and Latin is in red letters, and the wood was whitened. Thus it was in 1492; but these colors are since faded. Also the words Jesus and Judæorum are eaten away. The board is nine, but must have been twelve, inches long. The main part of the cross St. Helen inclosed in a silver shrine, and committed it to the care of St. Macarius, that it might be delivered down to posterity, as an object of veneration. It was accordingly kept with singular care and respect in the magnificent church which she and her son built in Jerusalem. St. Paulinus relates that, though chips were almost daily cut off from it and given to devout persons, yet the sacred wood suffered thereby no diminution. It is affirmed by St, Cyril of Jerusalem, twenty-five years after the discovery, that pieces of the cross were spread all over the earth; he compares this wonder to the miraculous feeding of five thousand men, as recorded in the Gospel. The discovery of the cross must have happened about the month of May, or early in the spring; for St. Helen went the same year to Constantinople, and from thence to Rome, where she died in the arms of her son on the 18th of August, 326.

Reflection.—In every pious undertaking the beginning merely does not suffice. "Whoso shall persevere unto the end, he shall be saved."

May 4 – Renewal Day
After a little more research, I found that May 4 is Renewal Day. Here is a description of how some people interpret and celebrate Renewal Day, but this is not quite right. It just does not feel right.

Renewal Day

When: Always on May 4th

Renewal Day is an absolutely spectacular day. It's a day of new, and old, beginnings.

Things get old and out of sorts. We lose touch with friends, loved ones, and relationships. For whatever reason, we "let "it" go. Well, whatever "it" is, today is the day to renew it, rejuvenate it, and bring the spark back into it.

When we think  of "renewal", we often think of relationships. We vow our marriage will never get old. But, it does. We swear we will remain close to our parents and siblings. But over the years, we don't. With a hug and a tear, we tell our college roommate we will call and write. All too quickly, the demands of everyday life keep us from calling or writing.  ...get the picture?

Renewal Day is not limited to renewing relationships and social issues. You can also renew:

  • Your nails
  • Your hair color and/or style.
  • Your figure
  • Your harwood floors
  • The shine on your car.
  • Your driver's license
  • A favorite magazine subscription

Gert the picture? Good. Now, get into Renewal Day!

After even MORE research, searching specifically on Renewal Day, I found this information about Covenant Renewal Day, which has been updated with newer information:

Covenant Renewal Day

Students of talmudic law and of Second Temple Jewish history are acutely aware of the ongoing dispute between rival Jewish movements about how to calculate the date of Shavu'ot. The Torah speaks of counting seven weeks beginning on "the morrow of the sabbath." Jews today interpret this law in accordance with the view of the ancient Pharisees, that "sabbath" here refers to the first day of Passover, causing Shavu'ot to fall fifty days later, on the sixth day of Sivan.

The Talmud relates that other Jewish groups at the time understood "sabbath" in its normal sense of Saturday. Thus, they began their fifty-day count from a Sunday during or after Passover, and invariably celebrated Shavu'ot on a Sunday seven weeks afterwards.

The Dead Sea Scrolls have enriched our knowledge of this dispute, by showing us that according to the calendar of the ancient Essene sect, the counting invariably commenced on the Sunday following the end of Passover, the 26th of Nissan, and culminated with the festival of Shavu'ot on Sunday the fifteenth of Sivan.

The respective methods of calculation gave rise to conflicting appreciations of the festival's significance. The Torah itself describes Shavu'ot only as an agricultural holiday that commemorates the grain harvest.

According to the Pharisaic-rabbinic system, however, the date of Shavu'ot coincides with that of the revelation of the Torah at Mount Sinai. Only in this way does Shavu'ot acquire a historical meaning as the anniversary of that central moment in our past, when Israel entered into a covenant with God by agreeing to obey the laws of the Torah.

It would appear to follow naturally from all these premises that the advocates of the Dead Sea calendar, did not possess an annual festival to commemorate the revelation at Sinai.

This would indeed follow naturally, but it is apparently not true.

The Dead Sea Scrolls contain precise guidelines for the celebration of Shavu'ot as the festival of the Renewal of the Covenant.

This holiday seems to have occupied a vital place in their religious life.

It was not a mere matter of adding special prayers or biblical readings. To all appearances, the festival ritual involved a solemn reenacting of the ceremony described in the book of Deuteronomy, when the people positioned themselves between Mount Ebal and Mount Gerizim, while the Priests intoned the blessings in store for those who observe the covenant; and the Levites uttered the blood-curdling curses that will befall those who violate that covenant. To each declaration, the participants responded "Amen."

The Essene holiday incorporated ingredients from yet another momentous ceremony of biblical history, when the returning Babylonian exiles congregated in Jerusalem to accept upon themselves the obligations of the Torah.

Like that earlier assembly, described in the book of Nehemiah, the Essene covenant renewal included the recitation of a survey of Jewish history that highlighted God's generous providence towards his people, contrasting it with the sad record of backsliding and ingratitude that culminated in the destruction of their sanctuary and exile from their homeland.

The texts give us the impression that the participants in the ceremony were expected to line themselves up in single file and pass between the Priests and the Levites.

Other elements in the ritual included the uttering of blessings to the God of goodness, and the heaping of vigorous curses upon the evil power of Belial.

It is consistent with the sect's general outlook that good and evil are not portrayed as options between which the individual may choose. On the contrary, Essene theology held that humanity has already been pre-assigned into opposing domains of good and evil. Members of the sect have, virtually by definition, been designated to the realm of goodness and light, whereas the rest of the world are counted among the children of darkness.

Accordingly, those who take part in the covenant renewal ceremony are not declaring their personal determination to choose good over evil, but merely expressing their appreciation that the Almighty placed them under the powers of goodness, rather than the forces of Belial to which the rest of the world is subject.

Although the talmudic tradition understood that the ceremony at Mount Ebal and Mount Gerizim had been a one-time event performed when the Israelites first entered the Promised Land, the Essenes seemed to have perceived it as an annual holiday. To be precise, the scrolls stipulate that the ceremony must be repeated every year "throughout the days of the dominion of Belial." That is evidently another way of saying that the renewal ceremony is necessary only as long as humanity continues to inhabit an imperfect and unredeemed world.

By implication, the ritual will become obsolete after God has vanquished the forces of darkness and vindicated the small community of his faithful.

The Qumran community, like many other Jews of the time, lived in imminent anticipation of this great event.

The designers of the covenant ceremony were aware that membership in the Essene community did constitute an automatic guarantee of personal holiness or religious virtue. For this reason, apparently, reference is made in the scrolls to two classes of individuals who, in spite of their ostensible belonging to the Dead Sea community, will not benefit from the blessings that accrue to the true Children of Light.

One such group consists of people who avoid participating in the ceremony in the hope that they can thereby evade the obligations and penalties that would arise from fully accepting the conditions of the covenant.

The second group included people who went through all the outward motions of accepting the covenant, but remained insincere in their commitment.

Special curses are reserved for both these groupings. They are declared to be impure and subject to terrible divine chastisement.

The dire and fatalistic mood that radiates from the Dead Sea Scrolls strikes an extreme contrast with the joy and optimism that permeate the rabbinic celebration of Shavu'ot.

Although few of us will be induced to convert to the Essene brand of Judaism, I believe that we can still be moved by the sect's devotion to the Torah as they understood it, and by their earnest efforts to keep Jewish tradition alive and meaningful.
First Publication: Jewish Free PressMay 16 2002, pp. 4-5.

Licht, Jacob, ed. The Roll Scroll: A Scroll from the Wilderness of Judea. Jerusalem: Bialik Institute, 1965.
Milik, J. T. Ten Years of Discovery in the Wilderness of Judaea. 1st English ed. Studies in Biblical Theology. London: SCM Press, 1959.
Vermès, Géza. Discovery in the Judean Desert. New York: Desclee, 1956.
________. The Complete Dead Sea Scrolls in English. London: Penguin, 1995.

Source: Covenant Renewal Day

May 3-4: A New Holiday: Celebrating the Trinity Holy Cross, Twin Flame Reunion, and Covenant Renewal Day
All of that holiday stuff is interesting. It looks to me like the Higher Council is suggesting a new holiday for May 3-4. May 3, we abandon all of the old, as I described earlier, and then May 4, we celebrate Renewal. This year is especially SPECIAL because May 4, 2011 is equivalent to 5-4-11 which is 911, with 9 representing the divine feminine with the sacred reunion with her divine masculine twin flame, as represented by the 11. The number 9 also represents a birth of something new, thus, RENEWAL. I am amazed. I just did all of this research improvisationally and we now have a greater understanding of May 3-4 as special sacred celebrations.

Are the Reptilians Going to Ruin the Divine 911 Day, Tomorrow?
As I have presented in previous blogs, 911 has this very sacred meaning and the Reptilians plan disastrous events to keep our minds distracted so that we cannot remember that sacred meaning. In fact, the last 911 day, there was a major earthquake in the Solomon Islands, and before that, major earthquakes in Japan. Do they have a plan of distraction for tomorrow? They certainly have been keeping people busy with the Osama Bin Laden hoax. What is next on their agenda? I hope there is divine intervention this time! Well, I am going to do as the High Councils ordered and simply stay away from all of it...just as described at the beginning of this blog. I will stay at home and celebrate with my loved ones who I cannot see but they can see me and we will celebrate letting go and renewal.

Thus, today is a time for us to disengage as much as possible from the outside world and earthlings in preparation for tomorrow’s DIVINE RENEWAL.

The Holy Trinity and the Sacred Cross
One last thing that is important to better understand in all of this is the trinity and the Holy Cross. It all ties together, but for now I am simply putting the information out here.

The Trinity  (Source:

The Trinity is the foundational doctrine of God in the Christian faith. Although the word itself was not used in Scripture, it can be shown that the Scripture teaches the essential truths which lead to the doctrine. In essence, the doctrine of the Trinity explains how the following apparently incompatible statements can be true:

1.        There is only one God ( Rom 3:30, etc.)

2.        The Father is God ( 1 Cor 8:6, etc.)

3.        Jesus is God ( John 1:1, etc.)

4.        The Holy Spirit is God ( 1 Cor 6:19, etc.)

5.        Jesus is not the Father ( John 1:1, Luke 3:21-22, etc.)

6.        Jesus is not the Spirit ( Luke 3:21-22, etc.)

7.        The Father is not the Spirit ( Luke 3:21-22) )

The Trinity tells us that there are three Persons in one Divine Nature. The names Father, Son, and Holy Spirit are names of persons. God can serve as either a name for the Father or a name for the Divine Nature. Before delving into the relative meaning of Persons and Natures it will be useful to make it clear that these terms refer to distinctly different things.

I will attempt to clarify this with an analogy. My hand has five fingers, but all five fingers are parts of one hand (and the words finger and hand do not refer to the same kind of thing). It is appropriate, therefore, that I will arrive at a different number if I count fingers than hands. Likewise, Person and Nature are different things, and when I apply these words to God I find that there are three of the former and one of the later.

As useful as analogies can be to explain a concept, in all cases we find that analogies can only provide an accurate picture to a certain extent. Therefore it is useful to point out the places where they fail, and to provide a variety of them. We will then be able to proceed to an understanding by comparison and contrast. The analogy of fingers and hands breaks down in the following ways:

1.        God is not composed of matter. Instead his Nature refers to the eternal perfections that he possesses: Love, Goodness, Power, etc.

2.        God is not composed of parts. If God were composed of parts, then it would be necessary to have a cause for the arrangement of the parts, and something else would be fundamental.

3.        There is only one Divine Nature. While there can be many hands, there can only be one Divine Nature.

One can now construct another analogy to consider the Persons and Nature of God. We can say that the persons are like dimensions, and the Nature is like three-dimensional space. The dimensions are indeed distinct realities, which we may term height, width, and depth, but we cannot call them parts, nor can we remove one dimension from the space in which we live. Three-dimensional space is composed of three inseparable dimensions. This analogy fails at a certain point to describe God as well, because there is really no way to distinguish one spatial dimension as special or different from the others.

As yet, however, we have only discussed how something can be different and yet inseparable. We cannot yet comprehend what the meanings of the words Person and Nature are. Persons are objects and sources both of communication, and of love. St. Augustine explains the passage "God is love" (1 John 4:8) by noting that if God is to be "love" for all eternity, then there must always exist Divine Persons in God to love one another. Ludwig Ott suggests that we may think of Persons as somewhat analogous to personalities, John Henry Newman suggests that we might think of them as personifications of Divine attributes (i.e. the Son is the Wisdom of the God).

The Divine Nature is that through which the Divine Persons are and through which they act. The Divine Nature is to the Divine Persons what the body is to a human person. However, as I noted before, the Divine Nature is not something material, rather it refers to the Divine Perfections as noted above.

These next few points are somewhat detached from the above discussion, but it is useful to bring them up as they are common misinterpretations.

Although the idea that the Divine Nature is Goodness, Love, etc. rules the interpretation of Divine Nature as a term meaning Divine species, the interpretation is voiced on occasion. This idea leads to the suggestion that the Divine Persons are just instances of this species. Divine Nature is not meant to be taken as a term for species in the doctrine of the Trinity, and if we do allow the term Divine species the doctrine of the Trinity only allows us to have one instance of it.

One possible misinterpretation that one could make at this point would be to think of God as something like a man with a split personality. If you can imagine a split personality as a good thing, then this may have some merit, but it does not do justice to the unity of God. Believers in the Trinity recognize that there is but one Divine Will. This does not mean that the three Persons merely agree, but that there is numerically one Divine Will (there is a wrinkle on this, however, as the Son of God, since his Incarnation, also has a human will and thus we say that there are two wills in Christ).

It might be useful to discuss John 1:1 at this point.

Once you have grasped this, it is worthwhile to note that there is an important related doctrine to the Trinity called the Incarnation. In fact, it is inseparable from the Trinity in discussions about the God. The doctrine of the Incarnation unites the apparently contradictory statements: Jesus is God, Jesus is man.
The Incarnation

The doctrine of the Incarnation is inseparable from the Trinity in discussions about the God. The doctrine of the Incarnation unites the apparently contradictory statements:

1.        Jesus is fully Man (John 1:14, Rev 1:13 - he became fully man when he was conceived by the Holy Ghost and the virgin Mary and is still fully human)

2.        Jesus is fully God (Col 1:19, 2:9, etc.)

3.        Jesus is one Person (1 Cor 8:6, etc.)

This doctrine works like the Trinity but in reverse. In Jesus' one Divine Person their are two essences, his own copy of the human essence (which includes a human soul as well as a human body), and the only copy of the Divine Essence.

This means that it is possible for Jesus, according to his human essence, to grow, learn, die, etc. and according to his Divine essence to perform miracles, create from nothing, etc. The two essences each have their own set of properties, and which properties you see in a verse in Scripture will have something to say about one or the other of them (sometimes both).

Because Jesus is human, he has a God to whom he prays and to whom he offers worship. Because he is God he is properly the object of our worship.

It is hard to grasp this completely. Perhaps you have been wondering how it can be that Jesus can die, yet we know that God cannot. Thus it would seem that having a Divine and human essence are mutually exclusive. This is not so. Death is something that happens to a human nature, specifically it is the separation of the body from the soul. The Divine Essence is not composed of parts, and undergoes no separation. Thus, death is something that happens to a nature, but it is the customary way of speaking to say it happens to the person who possess that essence. We do not say, for example, someone punched my human essence, we say someone punched me.

Thus, when Jesus died his body separated from his soul but His Divine Nature remained unaltered. During this separation, Jesus still possessed a human soul which descended into Hell (not for punishment, it would be a digression to go into the purpose here). Thus, while Jesus was dead he was still human.

Now you have all of the information for today and tomorrow’s celebration. You have to bricolage it in your mind in order to understand the total significance. It all relates to twin flame alchemical marriages – the GREATEST SECRET NEVER TOLD. Or at least it is the greatest secret that has been cleverly hidden from the masses for centuries. The people who did know of this secret were prohibited from practicing their power and were forced not to divulge these truths. Today marks the day of NO MORE SECRETS; NO MORE LIES.

The POWER of LOVE is in your hands – and in your hearts.

Morning Meeting With Emanu’el, My Twin Flame/Master Teacher
I just now met with Emanu’el and asked him if I need to add anything to this research and he told me to research “Celtic May Holidays” for a wealth of more information. Also, he gave me clues for music. The first clue was “it must be a Celtic song.” I like that! For our celebration, it is Celtic music—oh, I just remembered something! In our past life when I was Gaelic and he was a Scottish nobleman peacemaker, we were married in MAY! How could I have forgotten that! I’ll bet May 3 was our wedding day….how sweet. Emanu’el led me in a very roundabout way to remember our wedding day. I love this. And so, of course, after all of the ceremony it was actually May 4 by the time we “consummated” our marriage and merged as one in our divine alchemical union. We chose the days immediately following the lovely Beltane celebration which really put us in the mood. I will do the research he suggested (although I suspect, he just wanted me to remember our wedding day).

Beltane For more information about Beltane and a great song, see my May 1, 2011 blog.

Celtic Trinity:
The Celtic trinity and the shamrock were symbols that had great significance to the Celts. The myth of St. Patrick using the shamrock to preach the gospel of Christianity by comparing its three leaves with the Father, the Son and the holy spirit, was probably derived from the Celtic metaphor of the shamrock representing a "trust in your soul," "belief in your heart" and "faith in your mind". This trinity forms the basis of Celtic spiritual beliefs. More Celtic Holidays

There is the special Celtic Cross, called a Claddagh, Emanu’el gave me that represents another form of trinity between lovers: friendship, love, and loyalty which is signified with the symbols of holding hands, a heart, and a crown. There is a story that goes with the design of this ring -- a fisherman lost at sea was kidnapped and served as a slave for a jewelsmith where he designed the ring for his true love and sent it to her. Finally, he was released and returned home and they were married. Something tells me the Celtic meaning has much more depth than this.

Oh, check this out. The Celtic cross has many very deep meanings – much more so than how we typically interpret the Christian cross. This is precious information:

Some Symbolic Meanings of the Celtic Cross (Source:

With the abeyance of the ancient Druids, so too vanished centuries of accumulated oral wisdom about the Celtic way of thinking, about their faith and their symbolic perception of the Celtic cross meaning.

What remains of Celtic understanding comes to us from Roman writings (which, are biased at best). We can also turn to Christian monks for understanding about the faith of the Celts as it was their charge to transcribe much of their mythology. Even here we see religious projection and grand liberties of supposition about how the Celts exhibited their faith.

So where does that leave us in deciphering the grander meaning of their symbols of faith? I think it's our responsibility to dive into the collective energy of the ancient Celts and resurface with our own personal understanding.

We can do this by objectively studying the Celts from the literature offered. We can also meditate with the Celts. Energy does not recognize linear time (our scientists have validated this), so there's no reason why we can't sit with the ancient Celts with intent to discuss, learn, and observe them.

They are, after all, our energetic kin. Just like families get together to share, I believe we can sit at the table of the ancients and swap stories in our meditations.

I've spent time contemplating, reading, observing (and done some raucous partying with) the Celts, and this page is a result of the treasures I found swimming about in their energetic waters.

A few quick-keywords to enhance our understanding of the Celtic cross meaning:

·         Transition

·         Balance

·         Honor

·         Faith

·         Unity

·         Temperance

·         Ascension

·         Hope

·         Life

·         Navigation

The symbolism of the Celtic cross (especially the equal-armed cross in which each protrusion is equidistant from the center) is indicative of the human desire to know and experience the unfolding mystery of life. We could say that mystery can unfold in a 4-fold pattern in which the arms of the cross offer four ways to ascension, an invitation to objectively know:

·         Self

·         Nature

·         Wisdom

·         God/Goddess

The cross is also a symbol representing the meeting place of the Divine energies. At the center of the cross-section is the energetic touchstone where a concentration of cosmic power resides (symbolically).

If each cross arm symbolizes a branch of higher wisdom, and if there is a encircling symbol to represent unification of these four elements, then the center of the cross will be a focal point that is our spiritual destination. Indeed, should we meditate on the Celtic cross, and laser in on the very center of it - our energies begin to hone in, and centralize into this exhilarating experience of oneness. Try it. The sensation of oneness, wholeness and unity is palpable.

The Celtic cross meaning can also represent navigation. In fact, we can look to the cross as a symbolic compass, guiding us through a spiritual sea. In this analogy the cross can serve as a stable guidepost that always leads us to our "true north."

Here are a few forms of navigation the Celtic cross offers:

Spiritual navigation:
When we find ourselves tossed by tumultuous seas of life, the symbolic attributes of the cross can re-center our focus and move our thoughts in the right direction. By affirming the symbolic meanings of the cross, we set our spirit on solid ground.

Walk the cross in your mind
, recounting the 4 arms of spiritual deeper knowing: Self, Nature, Wisdom and the Divine. This can put a gentle spiritual wind back in our sails, and sets us back on course.

·      Cyclical navigation:
The Celtic cross meaning also deals with the transition of the seasons, and even mark the four Celtic fire festivals (Samhain, Imbolc, Beltain, Lughnasadh). These were massively profound events for the Celt as they defined a clear mark of transition. These distinct time delineations would provide stability in an otherwise uncertain and transitional world. Each festival prompted specific activities associated with the time of year in which they fell. The Celtic cross may well have been a reminder of the transition of time, the transitory nature of our lives, and a call to relish the different flavor each turn of the earth provides.

·      Time navigation:
Not only could the Celtic cross mark the four seasons (punctuated by the Celtic fire festivals), but the cross could also delineate day and night. If we consider the horizontal bar of the cross as a literal horizon, the top half would symbolize sunrise, and the lower half sunset. This would be particularly relevant when we see a circle around the cross - we get the sense of the earth as an orb, and the sun rising above her contour (upper 1/2 of semi circle in the cross) and vice versa. But, given the spiritual connotations of the cross, I'm of a mind to denote a rising and setting of consciousness. For example, visualize your divine awareness rising and setting like the sun, with the center of the cross as a focal point for balance.

What about the vertical crossbar? Intuitively, I feel this represents the past and future with the center point representing the present. Celtic kind established westerly direction with a reflective quality (looking back, recollecting) and a forward quality (forecasting, looking to the future) to the east. We can quantify this by their observation of the setting sun (in the west) as a goodbye to the day. Likewise, the dawning sun (to their east) would be a harbinger of newness, a welcome to the future day.

A word about circles around the cross:
This added element of the Celtic cross brings meaning of unification, totality, wholeness and inclusion. With all the powerful insights we've discussed in this article, it makes good spiritual sense to want to include all this virtue. That inclusion can be symbolically represented by encircling the cross.

These are just a few observations on the Celtic cross meaning. As always, I encourage you to do your own research. Symbolism is about expressing personal power on multiple levels. The Celtic cross can be a source of major power, but not until you make it personal.


Here are the songs that came up with the clues Emanu’el gave me. The first one was, “it must be a Celtic song,” which brought up this really beautiful love song. The second clue was “I’m with ya” for which I had to take the second song due to an advertisement in the first one – that song is the Rod Stewart song, “Do Ya Think I’m Sexy.” Unfortunately, it could not be embedded, so I included the link below. It’s a great message! Well, for the rest of the day, since it IS our anniversary, after all (another anniversary!), I am going to disconnect from everyone and everything. Shut down the Internet, turn off my phone, not answer my door, and just kick back and relax with a glass of wine (I never drank any alcohol for the LOOOONGEST time (I am talking MANY YEARS, here) but for some reason, I now do like a glass of wine on occasion and I would even like a beer sometime…..I’m not sure what’s gotten into me). Oh well. Here’s the great music Emanu’el selected for us. And of course, Emanu'el is EROS, the God of Love, so I decided to include a picture of the beautiful sculpture of me (as Psyche) and EROS. He is so beautiful! (And he asks, "do ya think I'm sexy?" LOL...No One and I mean NO ONE can be sexier than Eros, the God of Love and he knows that! If he didn't, he does now.).

Irish Roses: Women of Celtic Song-The Water is Wide


Rod Stewart - Do Ya Think I'm Sexy?


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Monday, May 2, 2011

Danger Up Ahead PLUS How Many Times are the Reps Going to Kill Osama Bin Laden?

Just had my morning meeting with Emanu’el and it sounds like there are some huge challenges just ahead of me on the path. He went into great detail about it, but I don't feel like putting it all out here right now. One step at a time. I will write more about it later, but I just opened my email and this message was included. It exactly reiterates what Emanu’el has just told me! This will prepare you for what is to come in his message and it prepares me for what is ahead in the upcoming days, although I do believe the worst is going to come on the next 9-11 day, which is May 4, 2011 (5-4-11 equals 9-11) and then the dominoes will fall on Mother's Day, as I predicted in a blog just a few days ago. Hold onto your hats.

Akashic Records for May 2011

a message from Akashic Records channeled by Jen Eramith MA

Monday, 2 May, 2011 

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What energies and experiences can we expect in May 2011?

The energy of this month is big.  It is significantly bigger than the energy you have seen in the previous months.  Every process underway gets bigger, including the hard things and the easy things, the comfortable things and the uncomfortable things. 

This month will require courage because it takes courage to get bigger.  Whether you are getting bigger in a positive way or a negative way, whether you are facing big challenges or stepping into a better life, it takes courage either way.  This month requires courage from all of you.  Remember this year is the year of preparation.  You are facing all of the systems that will no longer work in the new world.  As the systems that will not work are crumbling, it is so important that you keep your mind and attention on what you do want, on what you hope for on the best parts of the world and the best parts of yourselves.  This month, that is more important than ever because the energy is getting so much bigger. 

This month, you will find that it is difficult to avoid things.  Anything that needs to be dealt with is going to come up in your face.  It will show up right away.  That can be challenging but, the lucky part of the fortunate thing about that is that a solution will also appear, a solution will also be right in your face.  Often this month, the best solutions for your challenges are going to be the ones that are most obvious, most simple, and most available for you.  You do not need to dig really deep this month.  Instead, you need to roll up your sleeves and get working.  There is so much that needs to be rebuilt in your personal lives and in the collective in order for you to really prepare the way you need to this year.  May is the month that might have the strongest energy of things needing to get done.  

How can we find the greatest benefit with this energy?

Something you can do this month to really work with this energy is to very consciously choose optimism.  Some days that will be easy and some days it will not, so you must remember that optimism is always a choice.  Your attitude and your outlook and your perspective -- they are always a choice.  Even if you have longstanding patterns that make it feel like you do not have the choice, you can always change your mind about how you see the world. 

This month is so important that you take accountability for that choice and you choose optimism, you choose happiness, you choose to see the light even in the midst of a great deal of shadow.  If you will do that in your own small way, you will make a radical difference in how world events go because it is just like the satellite pictures of earth at night when you can see the cities and the towns where all those lights are on.  One little street lamp on your street might seem very small compared to the vast earth.  If enough of you have your lights on, you actually light up the sky.  We are talking about the streetlights as metaphor for the real light inside you, which are your joy, your truth, and your love.  Your light is required at this time on Planet Earth.  You are going to find yourself creating a huge difference for the better in everything around you if you will consciously choose to have an optimistic attitude about what is happening in your life and what is happening in the larger world. 

A second way to benefit from the energy this month is to continually look for something to do.  This is not a month for sitting around; it is not a month for feeling and thinking deeply.  For every feeling you have, ask yourself, "What can I do about this?" For every idea you have, think to yourself, "What can I do about this?"  For every wish or hope you hold in your heart, think to yourself, "What can I do about this?"  If you see something that needs to get done, do not walk by.  Stop and do it along your way.  This is a month to be busy, to be active, to be very much engaged in the physical world around you and accomplishing things in the world. 

Some of you will be called to really cleaning up your own personal life.  Some of you will be called to really cleaning your house or fixing up your neighborhood or finishing projects in your personal life.  Others of you will be called to much larger things.  Some of you will be called to make a donation or to volunteer for an organization.  Many more of you than usual this month, are going to be called to do things in the world around you.  It is still so important to find a way to get something done.  Even if your idea about something really big is too overwhelming, find something small that you can do today.  Start taking the steps.  This is a month for activity.

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Music From Emanu'el

Emanu'el didn't give me a song this morning, but instead relayed it through one of my soul family members. Here it is -- it's SUPER SPECIAL.

Staind Tangled Up In You Lyrics Video, Great Love Song

Osama Bin Laden was Already Dead!
What is this, ascension already? How many times are the Reps going to kill Osama bin Laden? All over the news today we hear these ridiculous reports. The REAL question is, what are they up to while our eyes are turned on this HOAX?

Osama Bin Laden Hoax Exposed

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

More about the River of Life PLUS Twin Flames NaTu and NeNaRi, from Lemuria

If it were not for the River of Life, my life these past few days would be dull, indeed. It seems most of my work is being done in other dimensions because I sleep so much! I guess we have been doing a lot of planning and work on the dissertation and it’s a good thing. I am running out of time and I need for it to go together quickly. I have found that when I get lots of help in “dreamtime” the writing just flows forth. I feel so blessed. I used to have to plan my writing, but I have found plans and outlines just don’t work. What comes forth is already pretty much organized the way it needs to be.

What has my twin flame/Master Teacher, Emanu'el had to say? He has confirmed that we have been working on the dissertation and he told me not to worry. I will just be glad when it actually manifests physically so that I can send it in to my mentor! It will though; I have faith. He said it will, so it will!

One of my beloved Earth Master Teachers has guided me to some beautiful Lemurian music and amazing story of twin flames. I am going to have to read their story. For today, I will share these.

Be A River (Ashta Keinta) ~ The Essence of Lemuria


Be A River in Lemurian is Ashta Keinta. In Lemuria as is now my Lemurian  name is Natu which means BEing of Love and Light. With the shift in consciousness of 2012 and beyond now upon us, now is the moment to remember to remember within bringing Lemuria back to this earth as it already and always is. Enjoy this version of Ashta Keinta in English. Both English lyrics and Lemurian lyrics are below
Espavo ~
Natu (Chris)

Ashta Keinta (Be A River)
Ashta keinta, tomae iska antae (Be a river and the ocean shall be given you)
Sa anlatun anta sheekna te cres (Fall on your knees and the earth shall be yours)
Ahmaeh te crena som, Ahmaeh te ayjana su (Lift your hands to hold the sky, lift your heart to feel the rain)
Shenata Keinta (That becomes the river)

Nakna etalan mosho ki ey ontoe (Feel the season that brings life to the land)
Nakna Rey tome sheekna moska shalanea (Feel the Sun bathe the earth and dry its eyes)
Ahmaeh te crena som, Ahmaeh te ayjana rey (Lift your hands to hold the sky, lift your heart to feel the Sun)
Sheoma Keinta, (that holds the river)
lak nata ki (the fullness of life)

When Love Speaks ~ Meditation Prose with Nenari, Princess of the Sea

Welcome Dearest Friends to the latest addition to the Power of Love, the Power of the OM, the One Moment Series. This is a meditational prose given by me Nenari on the Universal Consciousness of Love. Please enjoy the beautiful sounds of Natu as he plays When Love Speaks as I read to you of the prose that poured through my being but a moment ago.
Espavo ~
Nenari, Princess of the Sea, the "Diamondlady" of Lemuria


When Love Speaks

When love speaks
It is the gentle guiding hand
The flow of the river as it carves its path to the Sea of home
There on the shore
Where we stand in this love
We feel the waves as they caress our footsteps
Guiding us on the sacred path

When love speaks
It is asking us to follow our heart
To listen to the still voice within
That asks What would love do now?

What does your heart say?
Feel such love showering upon you
When love speaks
It is a softness, a gentleness, a peacefulness, a truth

There are moments when we are in fear
When we feel as if we are sinking into quicksand
Yet when sinking into quicksand
We DO come out the other side

We may be free from knowing what or where this other side IS
yet there is another side we are to shift into
The tighter we hold on, the more we resist the changes, the more we struggle in the quicksand,
the tighter the quicksand around us becomes

When we relax into the flow of it all
the quicksand looses its grip
And it is easier for us to shift into that other side
To where the rivers flow is, as it carves its path to the Sea of home

When love speaks
There is a voice that is heard in your heart
It is the voice of an inner knowing, an inner understanding
A call deep within us in which following such a call seems to leave us with no other option but to follow

Like the Love a mother has for her child
She is free from questioning it
Free from ever doubting it
She just loves, she just knows
This is how you know when love speaks
This is how you know who you are called to be
Where you are meant to go, what you are meant to do

It is free from being about what you are to do
As in a doing as in ambitious action
Rather it is about who you are choosing to BE
Are you BEing Love, when love speaks

For where there is Love
Love always finds a way, Love always shows the way
If we listen
When love speaks

~ As given in Spirit through the hands of Nenari, Princess of the Sea 18 November 2009
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